Poppysmata

A collection of thoughts and writings from someone suffering from depression and suicide ideation who also loves art deco and abandoned history.

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Composer Sergei Rachmaninoff In Concert

“What is Music ? How do you define it ? Music is a calm moonlit night, the rustle of leaves in Summer. Music is the far off peal of bells at dusk ! Music comes straight from the heart and talks only to the heart ; it is Love ! Music is the sister of Poetry and her Mother is sorrow !” - Sergei Rachmaninoff

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Nadinne A sur Pinterest

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Garden

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1939 New York World's Fair:  It’s theme was the Dawn of a New Day - the world of tomorrow.

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1939 New York World's Fair:  It’s theme was the Dawn of a New Day - the world of tomorrow.  Electro the robot created by Westinghouse.

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1939 New York World's Fair:  It’s theme was the Dawn of a New Day - the world of tomorrow.

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Stumble

I suffer from a lack of resilience. I stumble at the first hurdle and clutch suicide to break my fall. It is not about getting back up rather it's the peace of just laying there regardless of what others say.

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I find this to be the most tranquil  1 minute and 9 seconds on Youtube. The melody and the harmony float. They relax my breathing and soothe my thoughts.

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Believe

I want someone to believe in me.

I want to believe in myself.

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[caleod]

4-7-21

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The more I consume, the less I create.

The more I consume

the less I create.

I want to be a spark.

I want to start something.

Instead I am a flame

that burns 'til the wax melts away.

I want to inspire

not just admire

but I'm buried in the audience

watching the world unfold.

John White

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Art Deco Napier auto

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Art Deco

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Stairway

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