porcelain butterfly

sw: 160 lbs. cw: 146 lbs gw: 155 lbs🔓 gw: 150 lbs🔓 gw: 140lbs 🔒 gw:120 lbs🔒 ugw: 111 lbs🔒

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Convincing myself that hunger is high fashion

Also...anyone else completely obsessed with those Whisper confessions??? But like, the hot ones lol

[selfcare-bot]

got a moment?

please take a moment rn to drink some water 🌺

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

But imagine sitting in your bedroom, rollers in your hair, putting on some light makeup (because you face is naturally contoured now), wearing only a cute fitted top size xs and a pair of cute pj shorts. Youre sitting on the chair at your vanity, and you're so small that you can sit with both your legs up on the seat too.

Your friend is there too, trying on clothes for the party, trying to suck in. You can't help but smile, remembering you used to do that too. But not anymore.

You finish up and slip into a cute mini skirt and crop top. You look so clean and perfect, like a porcelain doll.

You stand beside your friend to take a quick photo, and you look like a model beside them.

You head downstairs to see the party is already under way , and you join everyone, and are by far the most beautiful girl there.

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Can any active ed blogs in August 2021 please follow me! My timeline is dead lol

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Stg the feeling of having an empty stomach and not eating all day and then having an iced coffee or energy drink (low cal obviously!) is so addicting.

Probably the only reason I'm able to restrict so easily. Idk it just makes me feel so light.

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Yeah but imagine clothes shopping with your friends and watching their faces drop as they stand beside you in the mirror because you're just so completely perfect and tiny

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

I only live this life once, and I will live it skinny

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Literally nothing feels as euphoric as standing beside your friends and being the skinniest

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Can't wait to get skinny enough so my face is contoured naturally and my eyes look big and cute and doll like because there's so little of me <333

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

My fav thinspo pics rn. I don't know how to explain this, but its like...casual model look? No crazy outfits or all glamorous. Just pretty and tiny girls who don't have to overcompensate their fatness with outfits

[skin5boness-deactivated20230820]

lily rose depp is so fucking skinny, i want to look like her so bad

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Yeah I think I'm gonna have a workout for lunch <3

[blackgiftbag-deactivated2026052]

Things I did today to distract me from eating:

🤍 washing my hair (hair mask and everything)

🤍 chores: I cleaned every room

🤍 got rid of all my body hair (and realized how fat I am)

🤍 cook dinner for the fam

🤍go for a walk at night

🤍watched a tv show

🤍planned everything for tomorrow

🤍cycle at home

🤍drink a lot of water (3l)

🤍did my skincare routine

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Setting my current fav thinspos as my wallpapers so I get reminded throughout the day of where I could be in a few months if I keep working hard

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

All im saying...is that I've never seen a fat person romanticised. Nobody cares about their problems because they aren't 'pretty enough' to be cared for. Which is why I'm working my ass off so I will be beautiful enough to be looked after

[951511]

Everything I wanna be.

[porcelainbutteryflyy]

Kate moss and lily rose depp are my ultimate thinspos because I get to see the perfect bodies living the perfect life and wearing the perfect clothes and going to perfect parties with their perfect friends