Hellidiah Genesis Possum

I make Hellidiah

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Howdy hey

This is the origin of Hellidiah and Sideways and Josh. Do with this what you will

Find art posts and Hellidiah stuff on @chthonicanemoia. That's my main acc. This is my yapfest account, where I yap about media opinions and post silly blog stuff.

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this hellidiah stuff easy >:)

anyway abel FINALLY got a traditional character card and even though I HAVE been putting it off it's done!!

@chthonicanemoia

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Adore his design, very iconic

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if people don't draw blue with textured hair or fuller lips im going to blow my brains out i am DEAD SERIOUS

he has LOCS. HE HAS LOCS!!!!! IM GOING TO LOSE IT. if blue wasn't A Flower and Blue he would 101% be black and idk why that scares some of you.

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Pink's shop in chapter 5 has some of the most emotionally poignant text in the game for me. Just like, the way that she's in this world and she's finally found herself and the first thing she does is appreciate the world in front of her and get lost in the beauty. The way she talks about how she never realized she was lonely until she was finally herself, and now she wants to make new friends and meet people. The way she talks about names and bodies. Bizarre to me that a lot of people apparently got nothing out of that all, it's really well done and I think about it a lot

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Pink's shop in chapter 5 has some of the most emotionally poignant text in the game for me. Just like, the way that she's in this world and she's finally found herself and the first thing she does is appreciate the world in front of her and get lost in the beauty. The way she talks about how she never realized she was lonely until she was finally herself, and now she wants to make new friends and meet people. The way she talks about names and bodies. Bizarre to me that a lot of people apparently got nothing out of that all, it's really well done and I think about it a lot

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Had to draw more of Mad Mew Mew and the orange-souled human again... I've been calling her Mallory

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:') ouugggghhhhhhhhhh

i hate writing.........whatever I just animated a little bit of my adalijah fic instead bc idk how to write......

this part isn't even actually written yet but uhhhhh it's more a joke anyway

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Magnus protocol is continuing soon but lowkey going to wait to listen to it because I don't want to risk moving on from the deltarune hyperfixation yet. Unless it makes me obsessed with both at the same time. Hm. Statement of Susie Deltarune

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You mean if I want to see the ideas in my head realized I have to actually sit my ass down and draw.....? That's so mean...... I don't have the time for that......

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Mental health tip: Never listen to anyone on reddit. Ever.

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It's in the prophecy that Every New Deltarune Chapter Will Somehow Bring More Vocal Stims Than The Last

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The roaring knight: can take damage

Mad mew mew: cannot take damage

Conclusion: mad mew mew is stronger than the roaring knight

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*Elmo voice* Well, it all started with the Reagan presidency

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The weird route is so good now that we have chapter 5 because it makes it feel like an entirely different game. Since we're breaking the narrative, since Noelle is breaking down, it's like the core plot points hardly even matter anymore. I was sort of worried up until chapter 5 that the weird route was going to be too similar to the genocide route, or too much like a creepypasta. It definitely has creepypasta like qualities to it, I'd argue especially in chapter 5, but they work well because the story it's telling, in hindsight, is very compelling and very good.

I thought Noelle was an interesting character before chapter 5, but never really looked into her before it. Now, analyzing her character, it's fascinating to see how she got to the point of walking into the lake. She always had those thoughts and ideas, the subtext through the rest of the game is that she has poor mental health and she's seemingly often thought about harming herself in similar ways. Beyond any of the literal things happening with the soul, allegorically Noelle snapping and talking about the bounds of the world and being "just a noelle" is something that I think a lot of people who are struggling with derealization or depersonalization or depression or any other number of things can relate to. It's just so perfect because once you've thought back a bit, no, it isn't coming from nowhere, this was just the series of events that caused it to fall apart.

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Reminder that you are not perfect, and that is okay. But you also have the capacity to improve. But improvement looks like different things for different people. Be gentle to yourself. If you want to change, even if it's slow, you will eventually change. There's no rush. Sometimes you won't change in the way you expect, and sometimes you'll find out you can't change in the way you thought you could. That's okay. That just means there's a way to change that's right for you, and is achievable for you. We will never achieve perfection, not a single one of us, but we can always strive for constant improvement, no matter how big or small, and that's pretty damn cool imo.

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*Flowery voice* Your dad's my boy friend!

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I've had some more time to reflect on TADC episode 9, and the series as a whole. Ultimately, I understand a lot more what the point of Jax and all her problems were now, and the narrative that the show was going for. Putting aside my gripes with characterization of the rest of the cast, and a good deal of the plot, there's definitely great material here to portray the continuation of these cycles of abuse, and how it stunted her in being who she was, and how she continuously chose not to change. It's a great character concept, it's a great arc idea. I just can't quite place my finger on what about this specific approach to it I don't like. It got the point across, and I think to most people who were paying attention, it was probably pretty clear, but for me, there's something about the specifics that doesn't sit right.

Regardless, the way people have been talking about Jax ever since is EXHAUSTING. Vriskourse is alive and well, and her name is Jax. I don't really want to go in depth on my thoughts on the matter. She's done horrible things, she's had horrible things done to her. She is trans, and I don't want to see any more of you trying to erase that fact. Yes, it was foreshadowed, yes, it was there all along. No, it did not come out of nowhere.

This is the last post I'm going to make about TADC. I don't hold any grudge against it or anything, I've just realized that it's not a story I feel happy or fulfilled engaging with anymore. I don't want anyone to take this as a hate post, to be clear. I had great times with TADC while it was running, and it was really cool to be there from the beginning, and for the very end. By god, was the fandom exhausting sometimes. I'd just rather be thinking about and posting about fandoms that bring me happiness to engage with rn.