It's weird, now and again i get a little urge to have a little natter, rant idk whatever you call it. 2014 has been a MASSIVE year for me, i can do pretty much ANYTHING without getting anxious. Yes anxiety fuck off. I used to get anxious about the smallest things, i would absolutely hate being late, and that would trigger anxiety, i would hate public transport. It was just little things that would ruin a good day. I don't even know what particularly overcome most of my anxiety, i think it was just having a positive outlook and trying to see the best in things. Also having some one around who really cares about you helps teheh. Like today it was so lovely, i got on a train and not one negative or anxious shiver hit me, a few years ago i would panic like hell sitting there, wanting to get the hell off the train, it just made me realise how far i've come. I am so so happy at the moment and thats down to the fact that i don't worry about silly things anymore, i'm such a care free person (to an extent) and i'm so chilled with life. So all i want to say is FUCK YOU ANXIETY. thats all, goodbye.
