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would gary want this pic he had asked me to take reposted in his death… immortalized nude on the gram in 2013… woulda been 34 yesterday such a silly man

its nice to think about the type of silly he was idk if ive ever met someone like that since.. he would entertain and follow along with any activity i wanted to do… often stupid activities running straight into the bushes as far as we could, pulling all nighters and then going hiking tired as shit, breaking into the park pool for a swim, going to wreck beach in april and freezing on the beach with my duvet blanket wrapped around us, making snapchats of him driving his car naked, walki ng around empty malls… getting his dinckle stuck in a slinky,

he just said yes all the time for the

while i feel lucky to have known him. its a strange feeling to be the last person to have shared love with someone. i feel this duty to no one really to keep his memory alive because it feels sickening that no one else can, i know we wouldn’t still be together but that doesn’t diminish the love i hold for him. you never really think someone wont always be there. it feels especially unfair when theres so much of his life that felt unfinished. the music he didnt get to finish writing and growing old with his friends…i mourn all of the things he should have experience… a stable life… the one that comes after the depression n smog clears a bit. 25 is just so young.