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I feel a pain in my heart and I feel alone.

I always feel alone.

who fights for me?

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I feel defeated. I feel every door shutting in my face. I feel like every step forward, is a major step back. I feel like I’m standing alone. In a pit of fire and despair, and around me, those I love. They are in my vacinity. But they can’t reach me. They can’t help me. Even if they wanted to.

I am burning. I am crumbling. There is no where to go. I am sinking. Retreating. Deeper into darkness. Deeper into myself. Deeper.

Into nothingness.

ellacalm

poovellamkettuppar

*seductively slips into existential melancholy*

Something tells me deep in my heart the world would be better off without me. People never stick around for girls like me. They always leave. It feeds the seeds of doubt planted in your mind that tell you you’re not worth shit. You’re not worth sticking around for. The good parts of you aren’t worth dealing with the bad.

the depression parts of you.

The worlds a shitty place and i’m depressed and I️ hate everyone.

onlydoll

wordsnquotes

I love you—I do—but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you’re always going to leave me. We can’t deny it. You’re always going to leave.

David Levithan, Every Day (via wordsnquotes)

I'm actually doing better controlling my anger. I think before I speak and do and if I initially want to say something hurtful I choose a better alternative. Slowly but surely