[fertilftm]

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⚠️!! i sometimes get asks from concerned tumblr users so I want to say:

this is just a venting blog, it's not my entire life. i fully consent to being treated like a subhuman and know i deserve it.

"Why?"

Well, you still respect the objects in your home. You clean them, don't break them and own them because you enjoy them. Likewise i dont need to be seen as human to be given respect, its just a different standard because of what i am.

Bio:

• 24y/o girl. i used to be a "trans male" until i was shown what i truly am by a cis man

i am into/mostly post: vents, detransition kink, cnc

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[mapleleafwh0re-deactivated20241]

fakeboys will never be real men

biology is real ♀️ you will always be female

[bvnnyboytoy]

any rapists wanna brag in my inbox 🥺 tell me about your fave or first victims? how you got away with it? did they end up liking it? make me get off to it? tell me im next?

[fertilftm]

i know its fucked up but it turns me on that your fwb doesnt listen to you when you tell him to stop. groping your tits even tho it hurts...cumming inside you even when you say not to. its like he sees your body as his personal toy and thats really hot

(i do really hope he can actually be supportive & helpful with the pregnancy & eventual baby tho...this would be very hard to do alone.)

i am his personal toy 🫠🙃

[fertilftm]

omg your boobs are gonna swell like balloons

🫠i hope not...i still want to bind...

[fertilftm]

i kno ur going thru a rough time & probs have mixed feelings about it all but….

it is soooooo hot that you’ve accepted that you’re just an object, and that your fwb treats you like one. That is exactly the kind of relationship I aspire to have. It feels so good being used even if I don’t always really enjoy it, I love feeling useful 🤤💕

Thank you<33 it's hard to accept and sometimes i regret it but it's getting easier day by day. It especially helps to know others are getting off to me being degraded <33

[sadclownsupportgroup]

if you see this while you're touching yourself you have to reblog it so everyone knows, them's the rules

[fertilftm]

i don’t think your fwb like respects u at all tbh, saying that in a not kinky way.

unless you guys have like a cnc free use agreement or something, but it seems like u really don’t like it and aren’t even turned on by it. 😕

okay

thank you for the observation i think? I would say you are right besides that i do get turned on by it after. Even if i dont relaly enjoy sex in the moment i like thinking about it after. That's why we have been on and off, i think about the sex so much even if he treats me like an object.

And tbh, at this point i have also accepted that i am an object. You can still respect and take care of an object, the respect is just a different kind. It's what i deserve and lately especially i have learned to accept this more and more. So i consent to being treated "poorly" i guess.

[fertilftm]

I'm so jealous you're pregnant I wish a real man would do that to me like omgg it'd be so humiliating but hot

❤️❤️ thank youu

[fertilftm]

yesterday told my fwb i didtn want to be reminded of having a cervix and he put his fingers in my cunt and reached up in my cervix and started like idk, lifting me like that a bit repeatedly as he fucked me and it hurt . Thinking of it now maeks me super wet :/

[fertilftm]

Looking at pics of trans men who got to transition and im so jealous 🫠 instead im just a knocked up baby maker now

[fertilftm]

ive said this a lot lately but my tits are so uncomfortable and i wish hed stop touching me and at the same time it makes me so wet that he wont stop ... Idk

[fertilftm]

so tired today and my tits are really sore still,, had my holes used again for most of the day :/

[hyiinyeh]

I think it’s important for every developing fake boy to happily share their nudes and deadname to kind strangers on the internet who rightfully demand it in their private messages💕its so fulfilling to base your opinions and self esteem on the judgement of those kind enough to tell you what do with your body and being true to the truth of your gender❤️ they always know whats best <3💕

[fertilftm]

sweeping the floors while pregnant and naked cuz a man thinks it's hot and he doesnt care if im tired 🥹🫠 why does it make me so wet

[fertilftm]

does ur family already know you got knocked up? did u tel everyone that ur a slut who lets men fuck her raw & cum in her pussy?

well my fwb told them before i could 🙃 but yea, i guess my whole family knows i let men cum in my pussy and use me now

[fertilftm]

girl omfgggg it’s so hot that ur gonna stay pregnant even tho u don’t want to be!!! i love that for u & i’m so jealous 😵‍💫 i wonder how you’ll feel in 9 months…maybe by that point you’ll have started to enjoy being a woman again and not even want to transition again

ah i dunno 🫠 thank you tho,, it makes me really wet that others are getting off to me suffering over this🥹