a collection of starters from the 2025 album wishbone by conan gray. content warning for adult themes, substance use, nausea/emeto mention, sad gay shit, etc. feel free to edit pronouns/other terms as necessary.
Nobody saw us in the hotel lobby.
The church bells won't stop ringing.
I tried to hide the feeling, but it just won't go away.
Let's pretend nothing happened.
You're a much better actor than me.
I barely even fucking know him.
You're saving your face but you take it out on your nose.
If you ever cared, well, I wouldn't know.
Blame it on a bad manic episode.
You know that I love you.
I have a feeling that you love me back.
Your eyes are like heaven.
I wrote this song about you.
Is it dumb believing you might love me too?
If you won't end things, then I will.
I notice everything you do.
Everybody knows you don't love me the same.
So cruel to be lying to my face.
Don't make me do this to you.
I was out waiting for you.
I was out praying for you.
Even on my worst day, I was never treating you the selfish way you treated me.
You don't wanna know all I did.
You took away my will to live.
I hope you know I'm never gonna want you back.
I did it all, damn, for what?
Never liked kissing your mouth with cigarettes on your breath.
I wish I listened to my friends who said I could get a much better guy.
I don't wanna know what you did.
Guess I was just your experiment.
You gotta figure out your shit with someone else, man.
I can't fix you, I'm sorry.
I've given up on being anything.
It's my girl and it's my guy.
I'll kiss 'em if I might like.
I don't have you in mind.
It's my time, I'll waste it how I might like.
Couldn't tell you who I was before.
How was I supposed to know who I should be if I was no longer yours?
It's totally okay, dude, I really don't mind.
Growing up didn't go how I'd liked.
Men don't wanna hear that I'm trailer trash.
I still feel like the class clown.
Take your pick: be laughed at or laughed with.
If I stop laughing all the blood will just start pouring out.
I'm haunted by people who've left.
Behind every kiss is a jaw that could bite.
Maybe that's why I feel safe with bad guys, because when they hurt me I won't be surprised.
Maybe I'm here waiting for someone.
I know that it's in me to really love someone but that's not a thing I learned from my loved ones.
In the moment, you weren't all that kind.
You can act real cool 'cause it's over now, but, man, you cried when it all went down.
Come over to my house, there's space on my couch.
I almost hurled when I saw your hand down the small of her back.
I know it's dumb that I'd ever think that I'd meet your mom and dad.
Kissing your ghost was my own damned fucking fault.
Deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned.
You remind me of how good it feels to hurt.
I knew we weren't meant to be.
You remind me of my father's slurring words.
Heard you're in the city.
___ says you're dating again.
If you're out here doing well, don't tell me.
Part of me just wanted some proof it's hurting you in the way it's hurting me too.
You've got a messed-up head and you need some space.
I wish you the best but I hope that you die.
If there is someone new that you're out here fucking, don't tell me.
I still wish for you at 11:11.
What am I reading horoscopes for?
I just can't accept that it's too late.
Life’s so much better now that we don't speak.
I just don't feel like I could love again.
Though I won't miss being your lover, I'm still losing a friend.
I’m not trying to say that I want you back but it's nice to linger in the past.
Why does it trigger me so bad to see you with somebody who is not me and you're happy?