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hey loves! my name is lenore & i’m 23! this is a PRO RECOVERY ed and shit posting blog.

backup account : @lenorelament

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All people do is emotionally unload on me and God forbid I need to vent; I become an immediate inconvenience

I don’t think my family will ever comprehend the stress they put on me and how isolated it makes me feel

My mom is sick af and doesn’t trust doctors, but she’s a chain smoker in her 60s. She’s been thru a few rounds of antibiotics and she’s still sick. It’s making me think there’s something more serious wrong with her.

Does anyone remember the show wildfire? I recently discovered it & it’s becoming a comfort show of mine… maybe I missed out on the horse girl hype

I think I’m going to try and move back up north, even if it’s for one leasing period

I don’t know what I’m waiting for anymore

hphatecraft

The problem with long term isolation is you become insane and weird and unpalatable and unrelatable and it's seemingly impossible to ever forge meaningful connections with people ever again

No one is ever on my side

I don’t think I can keep people around because I genuinely do not know how to interact with them, it’s been just me for so long

It’s one thing having no friends, but it’s another level when you don’t have parents, siblings, extended family, etc. to interact with

#lonely