have you ever had a really bad fallout with a friend and resolved it but your trust has shaken and you lowkey still don't trust her and hate her for what you went through during the fallout but you haven't dealt with those supressed emotions yet because the fallout burned you out from any analyzing and journaling that you normally do to process your own emotions and she thinks the situation is resolved so you still have to put up a face of casualty when nothing is casual or good at all?! So now I'm just moving weird... nice.












