…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment
likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post
the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.
Hi! Can I request a Seventeen reaction to having a shy girlfriend? I hope your day goes well <3
SVT REACTION TO HAVING A SHY LOVER - 95 & 96 LINE
hey, thank you so much for this request. i only did these line because im slightly busy😣 i hope you enjoy this one (eventhough its late😭) and have a nice day too<33
seungcheol would think you are cutest thing to exist in the whole universe, when you try your very best to order the piece of cake you been eyeing for quite some time. being shy, you were a bit hesitant to call the waiter who was busy with another customer's order, sweat forming in your hands. cheol would produce a tiny smile before ordering it for you. " it's okay y/n, i will do it for you anytime. just take you time. "
jeonghan is currently struggling to keep his smirk contained as he watches you cover your face, while eyeing the tv through the tiny crevice of your knit sweater. you guys were watching a relaxing rom-com when suddenly a kiss scene came, making you flustered and urging you to cover you face. a warm pair of hands clutched your face, as your sweater dropped back to it's original position. " look at my shy little baby, do you want a kiss like that? so the next time we watch, you needn't cover up your pretty face."
joshua would be such a gentleman sweetheart when you looked like you were on the verge of your tears. bathing in your washroom without him knowing, resulted in joshua opening the door suddenly. you just stand there, shocked with your eyes wide in surprise and heat raising to your cheek as you struggle yourself to cover up, by hiding behind the shower curtain. " hey, i'm going to shut the door and go but the next time you decide to bath, please close and lock the door properly y/n. or mishaps like this would happen . " he would say in a shocked but collected voice as he shuts the door, scenarios running wild in his head.
junhui would think himself as the luckiest man, whenever you tell him to buy certain things for you from the market because you were too shy to go and ask the helper there. he would be smiling from cheek to cheek, while picking up all the supplies you asked him to buy. he would be proud that you have trusted him to do a job you dreaded doing and he would make sure to make you think that the trust is correctly placed on him. and also he can use the excuse of ' tiredness from going to the grocery store ' as an excuse to cuddle with you later. it's a win - win situation for him.
wonwoo would totally understand the way you are feeling being overwhelmed by the tight knit of people surrounding you, as an introvert himself. the party was tightly packed with people and in such an overwhelming situation and being asked to dance with everybody's eyes on you, you feel like you were on the verge of passing out. luckily your boyfriend wrapped his arms around, mumbled " she is tired, we will be going " and dragged you away from the scene, basically saving your ass.
soonyoung would look at you with heart eyes def. he would be at your service whenever you need him to get the packages of clothes and fabrics you ordered online, from the delivery boy outside of your house. he would be beaming from ear to ear as he slowly brings up your box to you and pecks you on your cheeks. " why are you so cute like this?" he says as you kisses him in his mouth. the rest of the evening you spend making out with each other, you proving to him that you were only shy to strangers, not regarding intimacy🤭
jihoon would act like he doesn't care but the moment you express your uncomfortable feeling of being introduced to his members, he would look at you with such an ambiguous expression. he holds your hands and leads to the room, while telling you ". you don't have to worry anything love, i will be there if you feel uneasy. " multiple times in your ears and you gather some courage before entering the room. let's just say that by the end of the night, you were friends with rest of them, thanks to jihoon.
summary: being married to the wealthiest man on your neighborhood, there was absolutely nothing you could do about it, especially since he helped you settle your old debts. hong joshua was what every women wanted in a man: handsome, rich, proper with impeccable manners. and to make the matters worse, you were forced to embark on honeymoon together with him the very next day of your marriage to america in titanic, the ship of the dreams. after all, what can you dream from a loveless marriage? and why did you never notice the way he looked at you? will this be a journey to remember and cherish or.....a disastrous one?
notes : this took waaaayy too long im so sorry. i was really going through something shitty and now that's sorted out, i can finally be at peace 😌. also not edited, so plenty of mistakes will be there.
the room was artfully done, reflecting his immaculate taste in art. an exquisite painting perched on the wall added a touch of grandiose to the room. i couldn't believe the fact that i would get a chance to voyage in titanic. ' maybe joshua is the lucky charm of my life '. i thought to myself as i sat on the soft, fluffy bed.
while joshua was directing the workers to tidy up the room and carry our things to the room, i was ogling at him. not at his physique or mannerism, but….at him. the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled at the servant, his delicious lips forming cogent words, the way he gracefully motioned them to place our luggage. what great deed i must have done to get him as mine?
“ what’s the matter y/n? why are staring into the wall like that?” his voice made me blush as i shook my head, embarrassed that he caught me ogling at him.
“ nothing, i was just admiring the beauty…..of the room.”
“well, since it’s our first time alone together, can we spend the night knowing each other?” he took his hands in mine as he looked staright into my eye. even if i was tired and wanted to sleep as soon as possible, the look he gave me made me change my decision.
“okay” i mumbled, my heart beating slightly faster than it was before.
without further warning, he laid himself on the pillow, while extending his arms for me to place my head. I was sure that a blush was creeping up my face, but i slowly perched my head on his, warm steady arms. surprisingly, they were much softer than i expected, which i liked a lot.
“ so, tell me why you agreed to marry me, even though you clearly despised me?” joshua asked suddenly, making me embarrassed. he knew i hated him? oh god, its better to come clean and tell him really what i thought of him.
“well, to tell you the truth, i actually hated you first. i thought you were just a pretentious jerk who was acting kindly towards others to gain a nice name for yourself. but i was wrong, and you were a genuinely nice person. and…… i don’t hate you anymore.”
“ then….do you like me now?” he whispered as he looked me into the eyes, and i swear i saw a galaxy of stars in his eyes.
“yes, i do like you.” i said as i hid my face in my palms.
when i removed them from my face, i saw him staring at me with such a loving expression that i suddenly smashed my lips into his. he was surprised that a lady would initiate a kiss but responded equally to my intensity. he tasted just as i imagined him to be, warm and citrusy. the moment felt surreal but a grounded one, as his soft palms glided through my hair as i kissed him sweetly. for a a few seconds we stayed in that position before i broke the position, to ask a question that has been boggling my mind.
“ why did you choose to marry me? You clearly had plenty of choices to choose from. Then why me?”
a moment of silence passed before he answered
“ the first time i saw you was at the food fest. I don’t remember much about it, only knew that it was rather balmy that day. i saw a child begging for food but no hands helping him. i was about to buy some bread for him, until i saw a girl, with a rather stern face, offer him a loaf of bread and some vegetables alongside. so i followed her, and saw that she repeated the same with the homeless and the people with no money. i knew that she was not what her facial expression made her, that she was a pure and kind soul. And that it would be my honour to love and cherish her, to protect her, and to proudly hold her in my arms and say “she is mine”. so i proposed to her father and here we are.”
i couldn’t open my mouth, to express the fact that i was indeed grateful for him choosing me, that it was my honour to have him as mine, because i know the moment i open my mouth, i would burst out crying. so instead, i began to kiss him even more deeper than before, to express how much it means to me. our kiss deepened as the night passed by, and we became one body that night, exploring and loving each other.
the following days, we began attending parties conducted by the other passengers of the ship. these were all people who knew joshua, so i was slightly awkward about meeting them. but joshua wasn't having any of my reasonings to not attend.
"they are going to love you y/n. i promise that i will never let anyone belittle you. and if somebody shows any sign of disrespect, i will teach them a lesson and you don't have to attend anymore parties." he began to pester me with his assurance and i complied.
after two days of drinking, dining and occassionally gossiping with the ladies, we were free; free to retire to our room and into each other's arms. and that's exactly what we did, the moment we exited the hall, with joshua dragging me, both of us laughing. i barely opened the door, when joshua scooped me up in his arms and closed the door.
we began to kiss and explore each other's mouths and rest of our bodies, in a lusty way. time went on, neither of us really conscious of what is going around. and we would have continued if it hadn't been for the sudden coldness that rushed around my ankles dangling from the bed.
" why is our floor flooded with water?" i look around to see our room flooded with water, as more came gushing from the slit under the door.
joshua didn't reply, just got up amd opened the room door, only to find the entire corridor flooded with water being gushed inside.
the family residing the next door to us, were all rushing out, with the two cute children crying loudly.
"what's happening?" joshua asked the panic stricken man.
" haven't you heard? the ship got hit by something and the water is gushing inside the ship. the captain's saying everything is fine but they are already starting to deploy the life boats. i think...the ship is going to sink." he shook his head as he headed into the direction of the stairs.
panic began to crept into me as i looked into joshua's eyes, and i saw my feeling being reflected into his.
" let's just leave y/n. don't bother getting our things. we won't have time nor energy if we take up all the things. let's go." he pulled me by my hands as re ran towards the hull.
it was packed with people, all kinds of people irrespective of their positions or jobs. only the first lifeboats were being deployed so it would take a long time for us to board. i tightly squeezed his hands as i fearfully looked into his eyes. before i could vocalize the fear that was creeping up inside me, the loud announced caught our attention.
" attention gentlemen. we need a few of you to rescue the passengers that are stuck in the lowest floor of the ship. please come with me now."
as soon as the announcement finished joshua began to walk towards the announcer when i pulled him back. i might be selfish for preventing him from walking to his own death, but his life matters to me , more than myself.
"what are you thinking hong joshua? do you want to die, trapped inside the lowest pit of the ship? don't do this. it's none of your fault. don't do stupid thinks and make me....a widow...." my voice cracked at this point and i couldn't say anything anymore.
he kissed my forehead and hugged me before saying
" i am a gentleman y/n. and as a gentleman, its my duty to help people
" i don't want you to die this way shua. i want us to live a long life, enjoying everything the world has to offer. why is this happening to us?" i couldn't hold it anymore as tears started
"don't cry y/n. i know we won't die. i promise you that."
" then i want to come with you."
" no, you stay here and board the boat. it's dangerous y/n and i don't want you to accompany me."
i grabbed him by his shirt collar, fuming with desperation and fear.
" did you forget the vow you made a few days ago? till death do us apart? i value that vow joshua, i value us. i can't bear to be separated from you. so take me with you, if you value the vow you made."
joshua said nothing, just staring into my eyes as he nodded, grabbed my hand and ran deep inside the ship towards the lower part.
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we spend nearly forty minutes rescuing the people trapped between wooden doors and other equipments. it was tedious as the water level rose up quickly. when the last people were rescued, we smiled at each other, a tired but a relief ensuing one. finally, we can escape from this wrecking nightmare.
"you know when we reach the mainland, i am going to buy you a emerald bracelet. i have always felt it suited you." joshua said as we began to ascend the stairs to reach the last lifeboat.
"you don't have to buy me anything. you are my greatest gift."
before he would respond, a loud crack, accompanied by heavy shaking occured, spliting the boat into two. we began to slide way down, with his hands entangled with mine. screams and crying began to penetrate the air, as people began to panic. i clutched tightly into his hands as the portion began to sink downwards, dragging us to the bottom of the ocean.
" do you know how to swim shua? " i asked, as i loosened my arms from his and wrapped around his torse in a tight grip.
" ....no, do you?"
" nope "
neither of us said anything as our clothes began to go down the water level of the ocean, indicating the fact that we would drown to the depths of the ocean in two minutes. my mind was blank, i couldn't think of anything, rather than the fact that i have to save us, if not, save him, from this situation.
" y/n, i think there is no escape for us." joshua suddenly said. tears started spilling from his jewel like eyes, which prompted my suppressed ones to be released too.
" these five days have been the best days of my life y/n. even if i die now, i will die happy knowing that i got to love you. the only regret i have is that i didn't have enough time to love you more, to be with you more. and i thank universe for letting me meet you and making you my wife. i feel happy and honoured that i am your husband. thank you y/n, for loving me in this life. i will imprint this in my soul for rest of my eternity." he was full fledged crying now, as i cupped his face in my arms.
" thank you for being a part of my life shua. the only thing i can do now is this." i smashed my lips into his smooth ones. our tears began to intermingle as we further deepened our kiss.
the water began to submerge us but we didn't break the kiss. we couldn't. the only thing that kept us together, to share the depth of our pain was our kiss. the ocean devoured us in a couple of seconds. but we still didn't let each other go. the black void and th stark coldness suffocated us but we still didn't let each other go. i knew i would die within ten seconds now that we would die within ten seconds.
we tightly clutched each other even closer, as our vision began to blur. with a couple of seconds for us to live and love each other, we broke the kiss and opened our eyes. to see each other's face; to capture the features we so madly fell in love with, one last time. as my eyes began to close for that final, eternal sleep, i saw a vision so beautiful. joshua smiling with his soft smile, his eyes crinkled and our fingers tangled. his jewel eyes were the last thing before blackness took me over, for my last sleep.
nearly 100 years later
the titanic exhibition was something the media were looking out for the most this year. huge amount of items were recovered and laid out for the general public for viewing. the day the exhibition started, the hall was crowded and packed with hell lot of people.
so it wasn't a surprise that there were only a single pamphlet left in the vistor area slot. two hands suddenly clutched the last pamphlet, vying for it.
" let go of it please. i was the one who touched it first, miss." scrowled the man clutching the pamphlet.
" no i did. " the woman exclaimed, as both began to tug the paper, resulting in it tearing to two pieces.
the woman got up, angry and ready to fire some words of insult but stopped as she saw him. so did the man as he saw her.
" miss, have we met met before? you seem familiar."
" i feel like that too. but i don't know why you feel familiar."
" perhaps we can bond over some coffee, if you like."
" sure, that's nice. "
a second of pause occurrd before he turned to the woman, his jewel eyes crinkling as he smiled.
" my name is hong joshua. what's your name miss?"
" y/n. my name is y/n l/n."
this is not as good as the first part, but enjoy it anyway . and happy christmas<3333☺️
hi guys! i am currently back on tumblr and will continue with this account from tomorrow onwards. i took a break from here due to a personal reason that was way too much to handle for me. it has been slightly subdued, so i am back here.
i will continue writing the kinktober i abandoned ( i was way too much excited to write them😭) slowly. i hope everybody is doing great.
Just saw your post about it being 11 pm in India AND SAME. It's currently 2:27 am rn 🙃 and I'm still awake. Like why is everyone else sleeping and here I am. Watching art restoration videos back to back 😮💨👩💻
ikr? why is everyone sleeping while have insomina😭?
•||• summary: a wrong assignment picked by you almost made you in a foul made. you were honestly sad but your hot husband was there to comfort you, to provide you with warmth.....with his dick and mouth.
•||• pairing - husband!joshua x fem!reader
•||• kinktober masterlist
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" shit, i didn't know that it was supposed to be done like this. i guess i will just do it from scratch. " you groaned as you whipped the pile of paper away from the table. the project solution you had submitted was actually another team's question. you were in a clouded state when you looked up the question and accidentally wrote the other one. and now you have to deal with the consequences of your clouded mind. already the whole day was ruined, like the cherry on top, this mismatched assignment too. it's like the universe is determined to make your day miserable, to punish you for being too cozy with your husband and forgetting about your job. the only thing you were looking forward to today was going home and falling into the arms of your husband. and you hope that it will not turn out like the rest of the things that happened to you today.
the moment you arrived at your home and rang the bell, the door opened, revealing your husband. offering a smile that would knock the sun out of its orbit, joshua welcomed you inside with a warm hug.
" welcome home baby. i knew you would be tired so i made pancakes for both of us. '' he whispers into your ear, still holding you in his arms.
" thanks shua. i am already tired from work. "
" what happened at work, y/n? i have never seen you stressed out like this.`` joshua enquired, as he poured a glass of water for you.
" you knew the loan bills came the other day, right? i was so stressed with them and i accidentally downloaded the wrong project that was meant for the other team. and i wrote the whole essay based on that. so now i have to start everything from scratch and that feels like shitty." you whine while sipping the water.
" i know it is difficult for you. but i'm so proud of you for doing your best. and right now, i think i have something with me that can ease your mind and make you forget about all the mishaps that happened." he whispers into your ear he slowly takes the glass from your hands and strokes your cheeks.
" what do you mean? "
" i mean this. "
joshua slams his lips into yours as his hands travel down your back. you were taken in by surprise at his sudden action but equally happy at the same time. he was gliding his hands down your spine, sending your hormones off to its edge and driving you crazy. as he sped up the intensity of his kiss, you reciprocated equally back at him, exploring the insides of his hot mouth. clutching tightly on to his broad shoulders, you wrapped your legs around his waist, to feel the friction of his manhood against your wet core. you were so absorbed in the act of kissing his mouth and grinding yourself against him that you didn’t notice he was already in your bedroom. without breaking the kiss, he lowered you to the soft, cushiony bed and hovered above you, slowly taking off your clothes.
“ you have the perfect mouth for kissing, do you know that doll?’ joshua whispered between the kisses, as his hands made you stark naked and was in the process of making him unclothed too.
“ hmmm." you grunted as lust took over every part of you.
“ doll, you deserve to be treated like this. after a day of hard work, i know you want your reward.” joshua licks a strip of your skin behind your ears, the part he knew would always make you buckle your legs.
“ i love your gorgeous lips, the way they mouldes into mine when i kiss you like this.” and kisses your lips.
“ i love your breasts, the way it sits in your chest and the way it fits perfectly into my hands, as if it's meant to be.” he kisses your breast, as you moan and tightly clutch his shoulders.
“ i love your stomach and its soft texture.” and kisses your stomach. you can’t take this torture anymore, good lord. you need him right now to rail you endlessly, to shut your dripping hole with his cock.
“ i love your pussy, the way it looks inviting and wet whenever i am near you or touching you....or caressing you....’ and kisses your wet core, making you on the verge of your climax. he has only kissed you a few times and you were already on the verge of cumming. how embarrassing!
“ i know you want me inside of you doll and you know what? you deserve it , after all the hard work you did today and for that I am going to reward you with…. this…..” he teased, as he brought his dick to your entrance and began rubbing it just to tease you. but before you could reach your climax and end this brutal torture of his. he plunged it into you, making you yelp a little scream.
he began thrusting into your needy cunt, going at an astronomical speed, and you were sure that he was trying to split you into two. but only needy moans came out of your mouth, and pleasure took over your entire body. your body felt the strength being put by him inside you, and was responding to it any a way that made you quiver in pleasure.
“ you look so good, doll, taking my cock and enjoying every little thrust i do to you. you are such a good little girl for me. and as my good little girl, i think it’s time for you to cum, right?” he grunted as he picked up his pace even faster.
you were sure that the neighbors would be complaining about how loud you were, but right now you didn’t care. you didn’t care if the world ended or the house collapsed, all you could think was the fact that he was making you cum with cock and that's exactly what you wanted. as you reached your climax, joshua pulled himself out of you and kissed your mouth.
“ such a good little doll for me y/n, aren’t you? ” he muttered between his kisses. all this time, you realised, that you haven't even uttered a single word. you couldn't. you couldn't say any word in front of man hovering above you, who was making you feel so good. the only thing you could do moan, scream and occasionally nod your head. that's how good of a fuck you were getting from your husband.
" gosh y/n, look at you. you made such a huge mess on the sheets baby. let me clean you real quick." joshua flicked a sly smile in your direction, before diving into your cunt and lapping up your juices, pulling you back into the clutches of his pleasure.
oh hell, it's going to a long night for you, but you were sure that you would definitely try to take a wrong project and do again, it it means getting praised by your husband in the most hottest way possible.
seungcheol as a handsome, rich and obnoxious ceo who thinks the earth revolves around him. nothing could break through the crust of his prideful nature, but humans are fickle creatures after all, with each having their own weakness. and seungcheol's reason for the downfall of his pride came in the form of his mother's death. he was an empty shell after the incident, with neither a smile to offer at times of happiness nor a tear to shed at the sparks of sadness. an empty void, just plunging him deeper and deeper into his own shadowed mind. and he would have continued to be like that, hadn't he met the pretty stranger he would always meet at the cemetery whenever he visits his mother. a person just like him, sharing his predicament of emptiness and melancholy. that person was the one whom he shared his sadness with, each time they meet at the graves of the loved one. only if seungcheol knew that the one that provided him with comfort, with warmth, was the same as the rest of the inmates of the grave, dead a long time ago.....oh, only if he knew.....
wonwoo as a barista working in a coffee house, butt hard, to clear his debt. day and night, he worked his ass of, and went he returned home there was not one patch of his skin that was not covered with sweat. but even then, he was nowhere near clearing his loans, and that left him crumbling in pain and helplessness. until he saw a poster pasted on his house door, a simple white ones with just the word "drug testing: test subjects needed." along with a number.of course, he didn't pay any attention to it at first, but after a few days and the loan situation, he thought he would give it a try. so he went, to a secluded forest where the labs are located for privacy purpose. he was put on trial on heavy doses of who knows what, and after a few days later the lab attendee found him laying on the floor, dead from overdose of the drugs. but wonwoo woke up, in a world that is so beautiful and colourful, it blinded his eyes and made him feel all the good things that he didn't feel in his whole life. as he stood there, gaping at all the things around him in the new buzzing world, a person came, yielding a smile. "where am i? am i....dead?" wonwoo asked, confused. a small chuckle left the person's mouth before he answered " this is your home, the place were you belong to. you were a starseed and send to earth to go through hardship before your ascension. your ascension to being......a god......."
mingyu as the famous stripper of the County Lake Club. adored for his exquisite body and alluring dance, he was also the top notch dancer, being asked by each and every client whenever they visit the institution. many worshipped the grounds mingyu walked, but he was pleased by that reason. these people chose him as their muse, their inspiration and mingyu was enjoying every single things that was being bestowed upon him. mingyu had everything and everyone wrapped around his fingers, until you appeared to him. like a ephemeral print on his soul, you made your way to his heart. the night you went to see his performance because your friends dragged you, was the inception of your meeting. you were clearly not interested in him, as you already had a loving boyfriend, but mingyu couldn't get you out of his mind. he tried approaching you in different ways, but you swatted him away. finally fed up, he decided that the only way to get you in hands is to shed this façade. to reveal what he really is, behind this stripper persona he carried on. to reveal that he had been the hidden mafia ruling over the country and posing as a stripper to get top information from men that had thwarted him before. and right now, to get you, this is his only solution.....and he will get you, no matter what.....
vernon as the stranded astronaut in a space mission. being the only one alive , vernon journeys through the whole universe with his limited supply of oxygen and fuel, reminiscing about the tragedy that befell on the humans. years of harming nature, cutting down trees and propagating climate changes finally destroyed the earth. the final straw was the nuclear war that wiped out the entire existence, leaving nothing but rain of ashes and dust on earth. vernon had been lucky in that matter, he was selected to be an space residing astronaut with a mission for two years. but never would he have imagined that one day when he woke up, the whole humanity would have been wiped off. with a mission to save, he goes in search of the thing that would help him save humanity. traveling through the void, he finally saw what he needed; a black hole. with bravery as his only companion, he plunged inside the singularity that jerked him back in time, exactly two years ago, on the same day he went to space. now it's in his hands to save humanity for it's better....
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