I'm your average 24-year-old family disappointment who survives solely on caffeine, cigarettes and white monster energy. Everyday I fight the urge to bash my own head into the wall. This is my nerdy side blog where I allow myself to spiral creatively. I only draw and write when I'm depressed. Expect unsolicited mentions of my dog and cats at every opportunity. I speak English, German, Spanish and Bulgarian so no one is safe from my bullshit 😂 If I already follow you, it’s because I think your blog is top-tier but thanks to my social anxiety, the idea of messaging you just to say “hi” feels like planning a heist. Yes, I think you're cool, yes, I’d love to be friends, and no, I will never initiate contact bc I'm a shy trash panda so I settle on admiring from afar 🦝
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Main acc - @meanrichbitch
IG - stawberiaa
Ao3 - very_ver
FF.net - skycold
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1. If you're into pedophilia, shota/lolicon, or find entertainment in animal abuse/cruelty.
2. If you're bigoted (racist, homophobic, misogynistic, transphobic). You're not welcome here.
3. If you're underage. This blog is mostly SFW but I don't hold back on using derogatory language or discussing adult themes so I don't feel comfortable with someone so young reading the nonsense that I write and sometimes share.
4. If you're here to start political arguments. I respect everyone’s right to live authentically, but I don’t centre my blog around gender politics, ideological purity tests or activism.
5. If you promote/romanticize/are currently struggling with EDs. As a recovered anorexic who has relapsed multiple times, I try to avoid such content for my own well-being.
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Fandoms: MFB, Nana, Gachiakuta, Creepypastas (don't think it counts as a fandom but idk where else to put it lmao), FMA, One Piece, Gangsta, D.Gray Man, Demon Slayer, Jujutsu Kaisen, Kill La Kill, Bleach and MANY MANY more I probably forgot to mention.
Music: Lana del Rey (the only religion I have), Pendulum, Arctic Monkeys, The Offspring, Linkin Park, K-pop (BP, Twice, Red Velvet, BOL4, BTS, Seventeen, (G)-idle, aespa), Imagine Dragons, The Weeknd, Maneskin, Avril Lavigne (my childhood icon), Muse, Marina & the diamonds, Sia, Billie Eilish.
Shows: Peaky Blinders, Crash landing on You, Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Descendants of the Sun, Fight For My Way, Friendly Rivalry, Queen of Tears, Skins, Pretty Little Liars, Grey's Anatomy, American Horror Story.
Books: NOS4A2, Six of Crows, The Butterfly Garden, An Amber in the Ashes, Red Queen, A Monster Calls, Letters to the lost, Pet Cemetery, Salem's Lot, It Ends With Us, Coraline, Breakfast at Tiffany's, All the Bright Places, I'll Give You The Sun, Unfiltered (Lily Collins), White Nights, Tomie, The Three Body Problem, Midnight Library, The Secret History, The Female of the Species, When Marnie Was There, The Little Prince, The Picture of Dorian Grey
Games: Cookie Run Kingdom, Pokémon Scarlet & Violet, Dungeons and Dragons, Last Epoch, Call of Duty, Baldur's Gate, Bleach Brave Souls, Assassin's Creed Black Flag & Odyssey, S.T.A.L.K.E.R Clear Sky, PUBG
YouTubers: Rotten Mango/Stephanie Soo, I did a thing, Dylan is in trouble, Thewizardliz, RayLikeSunshine, Chad Chad, Bailey Sarian, Desy, blair walnuts, Mina Le, Michelle McDaniel, Kiana Dorcherty, jerm bot, bedtime stories, FunkyFrogBait, AugustTheDuck, Kam Jurado, Mike's Mic, dangelowallace, Yoana Yoko
they should make a video game where you play as an autistic character and there is a meter that shows you how close to a total meltdown you are due to the overwhelming stimuli and another matter that shows you how much of a weirdo you look like to others and you have to try to balance between having a meltdown and completely masking. and also you’re trying to solve a murder or something
