Mentally Ill❤️

My tits are too nice for my life to be like this (trigger warning:ED,self harm, mental illness in general)

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About me (strawberry)

they / them

21 y/o

5’10

Active in July 2024

Eating disorder

So fucking mentally ill

Please I need friends

**** HUGE CW AND TW****

(I post a lot of mentally I’ll stuff and try to write warnings whenever the content is triggering but a lot of my content is personal and could be triggering)🧚‍♀️

If you want friends and are around my age pls interact!!!!

Stay safe and keep hydrated bbys❤️

(also please just block and don't report this is my only space for venting and personal things I can’t have a physical journal and I don’t use tags I'm not pro anything and this is literally all I have🤠👍)

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“3d have never been cute..”

i don’t want to be cute rebecca, i want to looking like i’m a dyïng porcelain doll.

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I’m so tired of wanting to be thinner, of wishing to be thinner, i need to be stronger I need to be thinner i can’t take this anymore

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I AM IN CONTROL

as long as I don’t eat everything is under control and everything will be okay

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I have until dec 14 to lose as much weight as I can!!!!

So I’m going to fast and if anyone wants to join me and help each other stay on track send me a message❤️❤️❤️❤️

(Only 19 and over interact please)

[anafranile]

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Only had 3 slices of clementine today (and only ate the inside of the slices and left all the pulp)

I’m so proud of myself!!!!!

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my favorite ones

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Tw: Ed content

Making others something to eat but not eating anything I’ve made makes me feel so powerful and in control

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I feel like I'm going crazy

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Cigarettes on a full stomach taste like failure

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I made a small poisonous mushroom garden and its so cute

I am now hanging my entire will to live on it surviving❤️

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How am I underweight but still too fat

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I'mhavingabreakdownmyscaleisshowingdifferentweightsIhavenoideahowmuchIactuallyweighIwanttoscreamandcrypleasehelp

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Without calorie counting I just restrict until I can’t anymore

I'm filled with fear and convince myself one monster will bring me back to my SW

Counting gives me control

But I never want to see the number on the scale go up again

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TW ED

I binged an entire bag of smart food and four wedges

I’m fat

I’m fat

I’m fat

I’m fat

I’m fat

I’m fat

I’m fat

I disgust myself

I wish I could still make myself puke easily

I wish I could be thin

[too-fat-to-be-pretty]

Do you ever feel too ashamed to visit Tumblr cause you ate so much

[thinmin]

periods of inactivity are due to this

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And I call it ‘recovery’

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🤡🤡 that’s me

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Anyways I’m back and have lost 6 pounds in 5 days and I’m going back to counting my calories and logging my weight whenever possible

Lately my diet plan has just been stay really hydrated and restrict until I can’t