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i fucking hate myself for all the things ive done

picking up more work shifts so i cant kms :)

whats it like to be loved wholeheartedly & unconditionally?

i fear i may never find out, if thats even attainable for someone like me. i might not be around much longer.

i wish i mattered.

god, everyone & everything is so temporary.

i wish life was worth living.

what if i just didn’t exist anymore? would anyone fucking care?

mentally & physically unwell, have to work & my birthday is soon. i feel so sad & alone. i hate my fucking life.

im so fucking alone. always will be. hope you’re happy with your new fucking girlfriend.

what is there to love about me at all tbh

sykkuno’s gf can forgive him but my bf can’t forgive me like ok

there wasn’t much to love about me anyway.

why wasn’t i worth getting married to you? was i ever going to be enough for you?

i really fucked up and there’s no going back. i will never be forgiven or have him as my boyfriend again.

worst day of my life seriously. i hope i never wake up again.

texting the suicide hotline mid-playing a video game is a new low for me.

i’m going to disappoint everyone very soon. i won’t be here much longer. he is never going to love me again.