Cold baths and diet pills

not pro anything, just a space where i can feel free. sw: 213.6 cw: 173.2 gw1:190 gw2:170 gw3:150 ugw: 130

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some of my favorite thinspo that gets me through the day

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nvm i dont think i can not throw up

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i’ve officially lost 40 lbs friends😌

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bodycheck:

looking huge after a big meal :(

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one day. one day i’ll look like this.

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me

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my biggest flaw is that i think if i become skinny then 99% of my problems will go away lol

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it’s like…

im glad no one has noticed. i’ve been hiding things really well and am coming up with all the right excuses not to eat or to go purge. i’m thankful that although im sneaking around, at least im not ~outright~ lying.

but at the same time

i’ve lost 35 lbs. and although that’s not a lot, it’s a pretty decent amount. i feel like my body’s changing. sharper jawline, my collarbones are finally poking out. i’ve dropped 2 pant sizes. how has no one noticed?

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how has no one noticed?

thank god no one has noticed.

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Me not eating until 5pm, wolfing down a meal until it hurts and then immediately purging it all within 15 minutes:

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get. a. heated. blanket. it will help with you being cold so much!!

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i disappeared from tumblr. it got too in my head and was making things not go smooth for me. while i was away, i reached my first gw, and am now halfway to my second. it’s becoming easy. it’s becoming a game. and damn, i’m gonna win.

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im doing such a good job lying and hiding that no one suspects a thing🥰

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The terrifying thing about my ED is the way it makes me feel like my mental health is actually improving the more weight I lose. I’m starving myself but every pound off feels like freedom. The thinner I get the more I feel comfortable enough to get dressed in the morning, to be able to go out with friends and feel a little less disgusted with myself.

But then I eat more than I had planned and I’m crying, screaming, punching my walls and feeling nothing but hate for myself. Then I remember that I’m still sick.

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do those of you with an apple watch count the calories it says you’ve burned that day? i feel like it says i burn more than i actually do!

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overall lost 11.6 lbs (from the second day also my highest weight for this time). i feel like i was losing so fast in the beginning compared to what i’m losing now :/ i’m eating around 600-700 (usually closer to 600) and my apple watch says i’ve burned more than 500 cals daily (i don’t ever count that bc i don’t trust it). i’ve been working out daily for the past week and worked out occasionally before. is it because i’m not drinking as much water as i should be? i’m just so afraid of water weight when i weigh in😔 i’ve also been drinking tea that’s supposed to help your metabolism.

please let me know any tips or anything i should change to lose weight faster. a bitch be struggling :(

ALSO i didn’t make this template! i found it off here but forgot who originally posted!

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ummmm facebook? is this a call out post??