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@puririncesss
Intro post
fifi/fi/fia ♡ 17
I like cute things, collecting plushies and figurines, sweets, drawing, visual novels.. I would say I enjoy menhera, jirai kei and lolita culture ^^
I’m looking for friends and moots so pls feel free to hmu!! (plsplspls be my friend I don’t have any sobsob)
I AM MOVING BLOGS!
Due to inability to interact with my dear moots and followers on this blog I am moving blogs!! My new blog is @puririncess
pleasepleasolaspkealeosl follow me there I swear I’ll spam like you and and I’m actually really nice I swear I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS!!! ໒꒰ྀི⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ⌑ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀⸝⸝⸝꒱ྀི১
I really wanna spam like and shower you dears with love… but this blog is a side blog and i suppose I’ll have to create a new account where this blog will be the main one and only then I can I interact with you sᴏʙsᴏʙ, do not want yall to see my main oneee…
If I create a new acc for this blog specifically, will you follow me there??? ˶o̴̶̷᷄‸o̴̶̷̥᷅˶
Jiraiblr is so fun!! Being chronically online is so fun!!
It really is though!! Bless my chronically online loser puppy princess lifee ❀ܓ(｡◠ ꇴ ◠｡ )
Did you know attention is how a Jirai survives, without attention they’ll blow up and die!
I should rlly redo my profile theme and intro post cuz I seem borinnggg… but because of finals I don’t have much time to mess around at all nng hmmgngn I just wanna do useless stuff all day but I guess I have to make a future for myself if I wanna have enough money to buy myself all the cute things I want in the future ehe >.0
Had an amazing day-off today ✌︎( •͈ ᗜ•͈ )✌︎ From tomorrow on, all im gonna do is study for finals though, so I really gotta do my best! It will be hard to not indulge in playing games and such… but I’m sure i have enough self-control~ Let’s do thiss!! ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ
It’s pretty sad to see that all the girls in manga, visual novels and anime who’re supposed to be hikkikomori losers are never fully relatable… They might not have many friends, have “weird” interests, be generally unsociable and struggle with being a functioning adult, but they always have some kind of appealing trait to them. Actual friends, internet fame, someone who comes out of nowhere and saves them and most importantly, they’re usually very cute. I rarely ever see portrayal of girls that don’t have ANY of these, girls that look “below average”, girls who have literally zero friends, girls that push everyone away and appear weird and have mental illnesses that affect them in a way that’s not pretty. I understand, girls like that aren’t “marketable” enough to be main characters, people turn to games for escapism, but it would be nice to relate to someone once in a while… but of course, your struggles can only be portrayed if you’re cute enough! Otherwise you’re just “gross” and annoying and people don’t want to handle you.
Would you rather face the hardships of appearing abnormal in a modern society, or would you rather live a life slowly being crushed by the weight of others’ expectations? The choice is yours, dear.
do I creep u out? ⋆🐾°(𖦹﹏𖦹;)
It’s genuinely so fucking frustrating being a jirai and actually wanting to get better! Like yeah people can tell me I can just be a fashion-only jirai and then proceed to hate fashion only jirais 💀💀
I want to be happy. I don’t want to relapse. So why do I have to destroy myself? To prove a point? I’ve been doing it my whole life, I don’t have to get worse just because you think jirais are supposed to always be in a bad place in order to be valid.
I’m no stranger to mental illness. I’ve been put in a mental hospital, I take medication (although one that doesn’t work for me), I used to cut, but I don’t anymore, and I’m proud of myself for being over a year clean.
I don’t have to be anything at all to be valid. It’s my life and I can do whatever I want. Fuck you if you shame jirais that only want to stick to the fashion. Fuck you if you police ANYONE over their lives. Fuck you if you harass people for such stupid reasons.
I understand that being a jirai and dressing jirai kei are different things, but if a jirai wants to get better and wants to just stick to the fashion, THEYRE VALID. THEYRE STILL JIRAI. You can’t just dismiss their experiences because you have a gatekeeper mentality. You aren’t “more jirai” FUCK YOU
“You want to stop it but say you can’t? That doesn’t make any sense!”
That’s literally how an addiction works dumass
JIRAIBLR. LISTEN UP.
(tw for eating disorders and self harm mentions)
I AM SAD WHEN I SEE ALL THE POSTS OF PEOPLE NOT FEELING JIRAI ENOUGH. SO LISTEN UP GUYS
SELF HARM IS SELF HARM. DOESN'T MATTER WHAT IT IS. IF IT ISN'T CUTTING OR BURNING, DOESN'T MATTER, IT'S STILL SELF HARM. Triggering yourself with videos you don't want to watch? Self harm. Starving yourself not because of an eating disorder, just because you want to punish yourself? Still self harm. Forcing yourself to sleep in uncomfortable places because you don't think you deserve a bed? Self harm. Bruising instead of cutting? IT'S ALL SELF HARM.
Your eating disorder is valid. Whether it's anorexia, ARFID, OSFED, bulimia, binge eating, PICA, or any other eating disorder. It doesn't matter if you forget to starve yourself most days. It doesn't matter if you're not underweight or overweight. An eating disorder is something that negatively impacts your mind and body and no one is allowed to say you're invalid because they AREN'T you.
You DO NOT have to have a personality disorder. If you're just autistic or have ADHD? That's okay, you're still a jirai. You've only been diagnosed with depression or anxiety? Still jirai. It's not the freaking jirai olympics. And if you have an unusual personality disorder, like AVPD, or HPD, you're still very much a jirai. Being jirai is not about what diagnoses you have.
It's okay to not like anime, games, or any media that's popular in jiraiblr. If you hate Needy Streamer Overload, that's okay! If you love Needy Streamer Overload, that's also okay! Enjoy whatever the heck you like.
if your blog is themed all cute, that doesn't make you a fake jirai. If your blog is plain and not "jirai-like" at all, it doesn't make you fake either. Your blog is not a measurement of how jirai you are.
And of course, self diagnosis, though I don't encourage it, is okay. No one should come after you with pitchforks for it. It's up to you whether or not you want to seek a professional diagnosis, and I know many people can't in their situations. If self diagnosing feels like it'll help you support yourself and explain your symptoms, that is completely fine by me and it's all up to you.
It's okay to have a good relationship with your family and love them. It doesn't take away your right to be a jirai or have mental illness. If you have a parent or parents you love and care about, that is amazing and I'm very happy for you. You don't have to wish your trauma was worse and that your parents abused you because big and little trauma is kind of a lie. What's important is that the trauma affected you in a negative way, and that makes it trauma.
finally,
POC jirais, jirai danshis, nonbinary and alterhuman jirais, disabled or chronically ill jirais, adult jirais, I love you all.
It’s hard to want to recover but being a jirai at the same time. I constantly want for things to get better, but if I recover then I won’t be able to be a jirai, and I know that I can just be part of the subculture and wear coords and enjoy the aesthetic, but every time I just constantly trigger myself when I interact with the community and spiral back to the pool of self pity every time
I’m probably an awful person for thinking this and I don’t blame other jirais at all, I’m the only one to blame. I want for things to get better, I really do. But every time I just get this awful feeling in my stomach that in order to “recover” I have to be normal and conform and wear basic clothes and not be jirai and that’s the only way I will truly recover, but that’s not me, I AM Jirai and I DONT wanna be “normal”, but I do want to get better and be happy FUUUUUUCK ITS AND ENDLESS LOOP
Please tell me I’m not just an awful person and someone gets what I mean…..
how it feels to post on jiraiblr knowing damn well I don’t own a single piece of jirai clothing
