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Don't even fucking talk to me bro
Tonights 1nt4k3 is the most wannarexic thing ever in the history of ever bro FUCK
The scale shows no mercy.
Idk bro i don't even have a real intake tonight
Ive had 200c of rice abd shrimp and veg
150 protein bar
Like 10 lil bags of candies with 4 pieces of candy in them
Im fat whatever
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Just a reminder of things that happened when I was under BMI 18 (motivation for myself)
-You get to wear all the skirts and clothing items you have
-Your face looks tiny
-Even random people on the street gives you compliments
-Your mother actually respects you more
-People start commenting about it (actual concern??)
-Remember that one person who said, 'You got even more beautiful'
-When you actually voice out a want about a food/drink, people actually rush to get you that item instead of giving you looks.
-Older ladies' first reaction upon seeing you was 'Oh my, you are skin and bones.'
-Actually being told by store clerks that they might not have your size, because they don't have xxxsmall clothes.
-Shopping in the children's section bc adult shirts look loose on you.
-Legs not touching.
-Not having a belly pouch even pre-period.
How to lock in!
Honestly locking back in is easier than you thought, it's your mind telling you that you can't stand it and that it's hard.
Once you're locked in for a longer time of period you don't want to ruin your progress.
Here's what helped me:
- I plan every situation.
For example my parents sometimes go to McDonalds and I already have a menu planned with the calories. (You can look them up on their website, just google it)
Do this with the restaurants you visit a lot. That way you're not eating at the restaurant and get the feeling "I ruined all of my progress" because you can built your day around that meal → eat a lighter meal later or do OMAD, or you do more cardio !
- really find out why you binge. For example I used to tell myself that i wont be able to experience this day again and I needed to make the best of it and overeat at the food. Now I tell myself my mom can cook my fav food when I'm at my gw and I can have it later. tbh it’s just food tho, you will survive it.
Or l used to hate my body so much that I would eat out of frustration. I also remember that one time I overate, I felt like binging. Then I realised I don't have to. I told myself it's better to eat at maintenance or 200cal too much than binging 3000cal. Once you tell yourself this it's easier to stop overeating and you can actually control your portion size.
I swear. Get. The. Breath. Spray.
Not only does your breath stink while you're fasting, it also stinks after you purge. It also stinks when youre in ketosis. It also helps with that dry mouth fasting mucky feeling
EDs make your breath RANK and im guilty of not giving a fuck. But keeping this thing in mt pocket and giving a sprits when I want to break my fast or when I get a craving has helped sm (I have them in every flavor too) I dont want to mix the peppermint with food cause itll be gross....
Order it.
Sometimes I take the most unflattering ugly ass pictures of my body to use as fatspo
Hey people, I keep seeing ‘give tips for not bInging’ kind of posts so I wanted to make a master post of my tips while I have too much free time.
-Weirdly (and I know most of us won’t be happy by hearing this) what helps with preventing the bInges the most is eating, but controlled eating.
-Learn your own habits. Why do you bInge? For example; I mostly bInge while watching tv, during evening hours. Set up a plan according to your habits. You bInge during evenings? Adjust your f4sting hours to break your f4st during the evening, and plan ahead what you will be breaking your f4st with.
-You bInge because you crave sweets? Have some fruit, protein bars or whatever sweet thing is (even if it’s only kind of) safe for you in your kitchen for emergencies. You bInge because you crave chips? Have some chickpeas or sliced cucumbers ready in your kitchen in case. Try to satisfy the craving with a better option before it turns into a bInge.
-Try to condition your mind: if your mind says ‘I want to bInge on sweet things-’, you add up to that by saying ‘Okay, but only after I eat this peach. If I still want to bInge afterwards, then we will see’. 80 percent of the time, giving yourself time to think and getting some sugar in your bloodstream works.
-If you are in a worse situation, where having a safe food won’t stop you, then the only thing that can help is not having high-kcal foods in the house. If you are in a family living situation where food is always present, then welp, there is nothing to do about this. You can just promise yourself to do better next time, then do better next time.
-To do better next time: Pinpoint what got you to that point. Maybe you did a very long f4st before that bInge, or you did shorter f4sts back to back. Then shorten your f4sting times, or add more hours between f4sting. Not everyone can or has to do 4 day or a week long f4st, maybe that long isn’t for your body. There is no shame in it.
-Perhaps you were triggered by emotional turmoil or an existing food in the house? This doesn’t come from a habit, but a situation, which is better(?) in a sense. If you are easily triggered by emotions, allow yourself a bit more calories than usual during emotional events or bad times. I am not talking about e4ting a bag of chips, but maybe having a handful of chips before the craving turns into a bInge.
If you were triggered by existing food: Throw it away or give it away if you can. (I used to take food in my room to both look like I am e4ting, and to get rid of triggering food. Put them in a secret trash bag and cover them in either cigarette ashes or cat litter so I can’t stomach to eat them)
-Another reason to bInge is losing motivation. Not easy, but try to remember where you started and why you are doing this. Put up thIInspo pics on the fridge or pantry if you can(I know it’s hard to do unless you are living alone). Make a ‘before bInge’ list in your diary/phone notes, and make a habit of reading it whenever you feel like bInging, write all the reasons you are doing this in there.
-A quick fix tip for any of the above reasons: Get your hands dirty. Open a package of clay and dip your wet hands in it, start making something. Pour some cleaning product over the bathtub and get your hands in there. Wash the insides of your trashcan. Put vaseline on your hands (self-care?). Start a fingerpainting or oil painting. Anything that can cover or stain your hands that will make you unable to touch f00d, and will take time to wash it off works. This can help you; as you wash hands, you might be able to snap yourself out of it.
-BInge attacking the fridge/pantry because of low blood sugar? Lie down, suck on a sugar cube. I am not talking about those 0 kcal gum or candy without real sugar. I am talking about an actual 19 kcal sugar cube people put in their tea and coffee. Let it melt under your tongue, then take small sips from a glass of water until it is done. Chances are you will feel too nauseous to bInge afterwards.
Warning: These should be all taken with a grain of salt, because they are things that worked for me, but it might not be the same for everyone. Thank you for reading!
Ive almost hit my goal size of a inch wwwweee
Constantly torn between i want to be small an look like a teenager and I love being thick and womanly
The fact that I had this dIs0rder for 13 years and still not at my ugw is emberassing-
Im getting really fucking pissed GAINING AND LOSING THE SAME FUCKING 2/3 LBS BRO WHAT. THE. FUCK. DO. I. DO.
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