comfortably numb

this is a side blog, i cannot follow anyone back, but i will follow you back on my main blog if you ask and/or i enjoy your blog main blog: http://flowertaurus.tumblr.com this blog is for drugs, mostly heroin. the whole purpose is to get out all of my thoughts and feelings related to my addiction without posting personal things like this on my main blog. i'm thankful for all of the followers i have on this blog and hope that one day all of us can find happiness and recovery. xoxo

[queenheroin]

Lmao a drug dealer complaining about their phone being blown up... if it wasn’t for your customers you’d be broke. Can’t have it both ways

i’m pretty sure i posted that like…. at least a year ago. like congrats on stalking me LMFAO

[queenheroin]

I’ve battled addiction the last two years. Went to Florida for rehab and moved back to NJ in March. Had 111 days clean then relapsed. Currently on day 36. I want you to know you’re loved and recovery is possible.

congrats on 36 days <3 i’m currently on about 4.5 months. recovery is definitely possible!

[queenheroin]

hey im really proud of you for being clean, addiction is a very very hard thing to beat.

thank you <3

[queenheroin]

hey my friend and i are graduating to dope today. I’m really ocd about this kinda thing tho and freakin out over what to expect? Like what’s the actual timeline of being high? can you text people or do things after you shoot up? will they be able to tell your fucked up? like how you type? How long are you high and how long are you noddin off before you’re sober and function normal again? and can you do anything while you nodding like that? When your hooked, how often you gotta use? thank you!!!

god i wish i knew when you sent this and that i saw it right away. i know it’s probably too late but please don’t use heroin. you can function, yes, but you will be nodding out. eventually it gets hard to hide though, even when you think that no one else can tell you’re using. heroin will ruin your life and i urge anyone reading this who is thinking about using to not do it. please.

this blog is not, and was never meant to be, for encouraging or glamorizing heroin or any type of drug addiction. i used it as an outlet to post about my heroin use which is a taboo subject to talk about publicly. i’m clean now and still reblog the occasional thing to here, but i urge anyone to not use heroin. it isn’t pretty. addiction is hideous. and it’s awful. please, quit while you’re ahead

[laybunnybabyx]

[hip-dead-goddess-blog]

What happened to that stranger that was supposed to offer me drugs when I got older.

What a cruel lie.

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Recovery is a process. It takes time. It takes patience. It takes everything you’ve got.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[queenheroin]

i haven't posted on here a lot lately because i've been clean for a few months. i still reblog the occasional post when it pops up in my feed and check my messages

if anyone is interested, check out my main blog that i'm on regularly: flowertaurus.tumblr.com

wish everyone the best xo

[glowingsilhouette]

[cigarettesanddope]

Opiate addiction is like going to heaven. And once you’ve been to heaven, anything else is hell.

Unknown (via bumpdattrack)

[opiote-deactivated20231007]

heroin doesn’t hurt….its like a warm blanket of happiness covering you while you sit back glassy-eyed and watch your life crumble around you and see yourself turn into someone you never thought you would ever become

[pattykrenwinkelsbountifulleghair]

Shoutout to Virtuous Addicts

Shoutout to addicts who don’t steal/rob

Shoutout to addicts who share when times get tight

Shoutout to addicts who don’t provide minors with hard drugs

Shoutout to addicts who deal not to get rich off everybody’s problem but to keep product on the streets and in circulation

Shoutout to addicts who protect their intoxicated friends from potential predators

Shutout to addicts that will not sellout their friends or connects when the cops come knocking

There’s a war on drugs right now and yall brave soldiers are our first defense in the trenches

[queenheroin]

Lol why don't you like 1/2 cc rigs? I find them easier to hold bc my hands are small

i’m clean now but i couldn’t use them bc my shot was bigger than that, i had to use 1cc rigs or i couldn’t fit it in

[queenheroin]

No I didn't just started. I've been using on and off for about 3 years and still get nauseous

hmm. yeah i was having that issue for awhile. honestly nothing fixed it. it went away on its own after months. the only advice i can give is to eat food and drinks that taste better coming up. it sounds gross but there’s certain things i realized tasted especially nasty while puking them up, or they’d hurt when i puked them up. you’ll realize what foods are easy coming up. good luck. p.s. try zophran, it may not help but it’s your closest bet

[queenheroin]

Know any suggestions on how to keep me from getting nauseous while doing heroin?

yea, don’t do it. if you’re still getting nauseous you probably just started. quit while you’re ahead and still can

[regularlesbian]

fun fact: any policy on drugs that isn’t harm reduction is going to cause addicts to suffer and die

[uncanney]

fun fact: Drug addiction is a public health issue, and approaching it as if it were a law enforcement issue is prejudicial to addicts and will result in their suffering and death

[florencelovesyou-deactivated201]

this is a good post with very good intentions, but we’re going to use person first language in my house and we’re going to acknowledge that labels do matter because labels carry connotations that reflect prejudicial attitudes that impact a person’s care so instead of saying “ADDICTS” - which is very stigmatizing and very damning - it is naive to not consider that it can be a dirty word in our society, we’re going to say, “people who experience substance use disorder” 

we don’t call people with bipolar disorder THE BIPOLARS or people with depression THE DEPRESSIVES so we’re not going to call people who experience substance abuse “ADDICTS” 

we’re all ADDICTS - we need caffeine, and water, and sleep, and whatever the fuck, but when we say ADDICT a certain thing comes to mind and that certain thing is not kind 

[sharingneedles]

if someone called me “someone who experiences substance use disorder” i would deck them on sight tbh like i’m an addict (i’m also bipolar not “a person who experiences bipolar disorder”) like don’t assume everybody is okay with person-first language lmao

[queenheroin]

when you have a new stamp and people ask if they're good. like yeah, i'm just gunna tell you my bags are complete shit, don't even bother asking them. such a stupid question to ask, of course i'm gunna tell you they're good