I F O U R L O V E I S T R A G E D Y
W H Y A R E Y O U M Y R E M E D Y
I F O U R L O V E ’ S I N S A N I T Y
W H Y A R E Y O U M Y C L A R I T Y
[ The dagger hit the wall once again as the young huntress glanced around for a moment moments, it was the same room, the same room that she had been in for a while, but that was going to change because she knew that it had to change, her aim and everything that was about her was better and she knew it. yes she had wanted to run away from everything, but she could not do it, and yes she had missed much from her friends it was like she was not there anymore but she just had a feeling that she did not need to be there…like no one really needed her. something had to give even if they did not need her…she was going to be there none the less because that was her job. it had been instinct for her to distance herself from everyone because in her mind that was what the right thing to do was. ]
"Again Allison do it again. you are better then this and we both know it, dont make me kick your ass once again because you know i will do it "
[ A glare shot from her dark hues as she took another breath in slowly as she shook her head a little watching her partner for a moment, she had been letting people in, slowly but surely…it was no one from the pack just yet, she was not ready for that, she needed to start somewhere else…it was another hunter…her cousin Anthony at that…the man that she had fought against not that much earlier, the time that they had been away from the pack in a way, or more like the time that she had been away from the pack she learnt to trust him in a way and that was something that she hoped would help her in the long run…having someone to turn to in a way. she took a breath in slowly once again throwing the dagger before turning to him hearing it hit the target as she rose a brow a little ]
"You mean like that Anthony? just wait till we go at it with the bow next because i am sure that i will kick your ass in that as well, also thank you…for everything…its really helped having you around you know that…"
[ In her mind as well she knew that it was not just Anthony that had helped her, but also her mother making sure that she was going to her appointments. she had been diagnosed with Depression and was learning how to deal with it. the doctor told her that it was due to the fact of watching her aunt get killed and then her mother dying as well, and then only to lose everyone so quickly. she had high expectations of herself as well ones that in her mind she was not meeting. looking at her watch for a moment she glanced at her cousin and nodded her head a little before giving him a hug ]
” Thank you once again Anthony for everything but i really need to run because you know if i miss one appointment Mrs McCall will have my head for it, how about we meet here again tomorrow? "
[ Getting the okay she darted out of the room to her car that was waiting for her, as she took a breath in slowly glancing around for a moment as she pulled out and headed to the same doctors office that she had been going for a few months now, she knew that there was a chance that she was going to be a few moments late as she sighed lightly and closed her eyes for a moment sitting in the spot as she tried to collect herself once again as she chewed on her bottom lip once again as her hand reached up and clasped the engagement ring that hung around her neck as a reminder of what she had…it felt like it was another life but she still was not fully sure what they were anymore but she had moved it from her finger to a necklace that she never took off because she knew that no matter what….Scott was her anchor. ]
C A U S E Y O U A R E T H E P I E C E O F M E
I W I S H I D I D N O T N E E D
C H A S I N G R E L E N T L E S S L Y
S T I L L F I G H T A N D
I D O N T K N O W W H Y
[ stepping into the office she nodded her head to Morell who was sitting there almost with a smug look on her face as she took a breath in slowly finding the normal seat that she always took, her mother thought that it would be the best thing for her to do, was to see Mrs Morell due to the fact that she knew about the supernatural and of cause at first Allison fought against it, and tried to hide everything and anything that was wrong much like a hunter would do but after a few meetings with the woman was when she broke, now she was here once again looking at her as she fiddled with her hands in her lap lightly not sure what to say next. ]
” Thank you for coming once again Allison, you know this might be your last meeting if you can show me that you are ready and that you are able to be around everyone once again, i know that you have pulled yourself away but due to your sickness that is what you are going to do now…also with being who you are, your fight or flight sometimes is messed up so you tend to just take yourself out of things. But tell me Allison…how has this week been? "
[ Allison Looked at her for a moment as she listened to what was being said knowing more then anything that it was true, that she did do everything that Mrs Morell had just told her, she turned to her training and pulled herself away from everyone as she sighed lightly before speaking once again praying that her voice would not be shaky or anything like that showing how scared almost in a way that she still was about being able to go back and try and win her friends and everyone she cared about back once again. She had been sick for so long in a way that she was thinking that what she was doing was normal, but she had asked how her week had been and that was what she was going to tell her about. ]
” One could say that it has been a good week, I started really training once again with my Cousin Anthony…and before you ask, yes he is the one that i had fought not that long ago, i guess after fighting like that, you tend to throw the white flag…and your able to really see eye to eye, or it could be the fact that his family has no real leader and well because they are family….i would be the closest they have, or well him anyway, i do think that maybe i could start going back to school or something like that, i have been thinking about taking some days off of training and begging…no not begging but seeing maybe if my friends, or i hope they are my friends would want to maybe catch up or something, i honestly dont know, i know that i was wrong about leaving them the way i did, a part of me is glad that i did not get on the flight that day…because i dont know if i would have come back or not… and i am thankful as well that my mother…i mean Mrs McCall was able to see what was wrong and made me come here as well "
[ A small sigh crossed her lips as she looked down a almost defeated look in her eyes as she waited for Mrs Morell to speak or something to happen as she could hear the clock ticking the moments by as she cocked her head a little her hand clutched the ring that was on her necklace once again as she fingered it slowly almost as it was the one thing that was keeping her here and keeping her calm at this point she knew that she had to get back to her pack, the people that she really did not think loved or cared about her, the ones that she thought gave up on her ]
” You know as good as i do Allison…that your pack members and a few others people came to me worried about you, they told me what you were doing and how reckless you could be because of it, because of thinking that you were not meant for the world that that everyone could care less about you but i am seeing that you do not think that anymore, that you know your place now…that in a way you have found yourself once again…and with that, i think that it would be best for you to take a few days off and try and reconnect with your pack once again, i do not think that they have forgotten about you, and i think they will be happy that you are back "
[ Allison looked at her for a moment as a Genuine smile crossed her lips and nodded slowly as she leaned back a little in the chair that she was sitting in knowing or hopping that she would be able to do what she had been told about doing, she could still feel a connection to Scott for some reason even thought it has been a while sense the pair had seen one another well other in passing due to the fact that she had been at the mccall house, but even thought she was with everyone, she really had not been at the same time, there was still times that she would sleep in her training room only because she did not want to go home…or the home that she had been staying at…she knew that was all going to change…everything was going to change she was in control now and she just needed to prove in a way to everyone that the old Allison Argent, the cocksure hunter that everyone loved was back and she was ready to fight. ]
"Nous protégeons ceux qui ne peuvent pas se protéger eux même"
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