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-19 yrs old
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-1 year on t!!!!!!!!
-not pro!!!!!!! just want a place to vent
-cliche I know but recovery is worth it for anyone who wants it!
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Intro Post:
-19 yrs old
-trans guy
-he/him
-in the US
-1 year on t!!!!!!!!
-not pro!!!!!!! just want a place to vent
-cliche I know but recovery is worth it for anyone who wants it!
Stats Below
I’ve been eating at about my maintenance for the past 2 weeks (and cvtting bc of it) and I’m at a point where I’m considering recovery ig. I know recovery is a very big decision and it feels silly to have a poll but I wanna know y’all’s thoughts
What should I do?
Truly try recovery
“Recover” until I go back to college in the fall and then get back to ana
Stay in this weird middle area of eating my maintenance and feeling like shit
Other?? (Comment)
I’m gonna keep it open for a week and I want as many people’s opinions as possible. Feel free to reblog it if you’d like. Thank you though. I’ve been on sh3d tumblr for almost a year and it’s made me feel less alone. I love you guys <3
I just wanna say thank you to everyone who voted and just anyone I’ve interacted with over the past year of being on this side of tumblr. It’s made me feel so much less alone. I’m gonna try recovery.
I’m going to leave my account up and idk maybe I’ll log back in one day if I haven’t been reported lmao. I wish the best for all of you!!! I love y’all! Stay safe <333
I’ve been eating at about my maintenance for the past 2 weeks (and cvtting bc of it) and I’m at a point where I’m considering recovery ig. I know recovery is a very big decision and it feels silly to have a poll but I wanna know y’all’s thoughts
What should I do?
Truly try recovery
“Recover” until I go back to college in the fall and then get back to ana
Stay in this weird middle area of eating my maintenance and feeling like shit
Other?? (Comment)
I’m gonna keep it open for a week and I want as many people’s opinions as possible. Feel free to reblog it if you’d like. Thank you though. I’ve been on sh3d tumblr for almost a year and it’s made me feel less alone. I love you guys <3
I just got a massive chocolate chip cookie and an apple turnover. Should I try to pürge them after I eat them or just resist eating them?
I ended up eating them and just feeling like absolute shit :/
I just got a massive chocolate chip cookie and an apple turnover. Should I try to pürge them after I eat them or just resist eating them?
Sometimes mia really calls to me 😭
I can’t even do 4na right though
I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE
I just had the biggest shit of my life omg
I lowkey wanted to take a picture or something but it was like a foot long guys
I’m gonna w3igh myself now 😭
Yall idk what I’m even doing anymore to be honest. I’m gonna word vomit how I’m feeling
I’m eating so much. I eat and eat and I can’t seem to ignore the cravings I have. I’m gaining I can feel it. I’m isolating myself from my friends and not doing my homework for the one community college class I’m in and I don’t even know anymore.
Idk if I want to recover but obviously I’m shitty at being 4n0rexic so would recovery be better? I don’t wanna gain. I wish I could just pick my €d or recovery and just stick to it. I’m tired of the back and forth and all of the guilt and shame that comes with it. I’m just tired
Idk
Tag game!
What are your last 5 saved pins?
I have no idea how to copy them off pinterest so I just screenshot them.
Feel free to judge me based on them (was saving ideas for my writing)
@allulose-add1ct @gloriousreignandarcane @futuretinydolly @aceofbldes @angelic-for-ana @siriuslypads @blue-m0rph0 @blurringmysoul @blue-lil-butterfly @beebees-tattooed-ribs @cvtt1ngwh1l3st4rv1ng @chronosrequiemm @crackerbarrelcheese @dotteddot @dec4yingdogteeth @deadhighloser @di3tcok3-l0v3r @definitely-a-human-9 @eraicide @edgirlblog @fatasscharlie @f4ttest-ana @faggotvirus @floweredana @glowup-or-blowup @g1rl-interrupts @godilovecinnamon222 @ghostlywhisperofaperson @huffing-metal @hotboyrailroad @i-hate-myself-so-so-so-much @idontwannabehere7 @jamesjustwantstosleep3 @jinx-standsforjinx-durr @knucklevelv3t @loserr-core99 @mellowyellow4eva @moth-boyyyy @two-pieces-of-toast @r1c3cakelov3r @star-viii @st4rvingsunfl0wer @theworstkindofkinn3d @thefleshsuitsurvives @tea4br3akfast @unpredictablyme-era-blog @v4mp1r3nurs3
Plus anybody I missed!
I don’t really have anyone I wanna tag (I’m too tired lol) but these are my last 5 saved pins
Description Serving Sizes kCal Fat(g)
Calories in Cheese, Brie 100 319 26.9
Calories in Cheese, Caerphilly 100g 375 31.3
Calories in Cheese, Camembert 100g 297 23.7
Calories in Cheese, Cheddar, English 100g 412 34.4
Calories in Cheese, Cheddar, vegetarian 100g 425 35.7
Calories in Cheese, Cheddar-type, reduced fat 100g 261 15
Calories in Cheese, Cheshire 100g 379 31.4
Calories in Cheese, Danish blue 100g 347 29.6
Calories in Cheese, Double Gloucester 100g 405 34
Calories in Cheese, Edam 100g 333 25.4
Calories in Cheese, Emmental 100g 382 29.7
Calories in Cheese, Feta 100g 250 20.2
Calories in Cheese, Gouda 100g 375 31
Calories in Cheese, Gruyere 100g 409 33.3
Calories in Cheese, Leicester 100g 401 33.7
Calories in Cheese, Lymeswold 100g 425 40.3
Calories in Cheese, Mozzarella 100g 289 21
Calories in Cheese, Parmesan 100g 452 32.7
Calories in Cheese, Roquefort 100g 375 32.9
Calories in Cheese, Stilton, blue 100g 411 35.5
Calories in Cheese, Wensleydale 100g 377 31.5
Calories in Cottage cheese, plain, reduced fat 100g 78 1.4
Calories in Cottage cheese, plain, with additions 100g 95 3.8
Calories in Cream cheese 100 439 47.4
Calories in Full fat soft cheese 100g 313 31
Calories in Goats milk soft cheese 100g 198 15.8
Calories in Medium fat soft cheese 100 179 14.5
Calories in Processed cheese, plain 100g 330 27
Thank you 🙂↕️
i LOVE going out to eat 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐
You know what my issue is? I'm pretty. I have good hair, my skin is finally clearing. The only thing holding me back is the weight 😭
I could literally be the prettiest girl in class.
But the WEIGHT
Like 😭
Honestly I completely understand where you’re coming from but I will never encourage someone to lose weight unless it’s for their health. I’m not pro 4na
I was hungry today…………………. 🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥
I ate a lot but tomorrow will be better. Still gonna $h though
I’m hungry now but I hope it goes away after I sleep
I’m gonna be mad if the one day hunger cues would’ve been okay is the day they’re gone 😭
Something weird but also it makes me happy is that I haven’t been hungry at all today. I unfortunately ate but like I had breakfast at 9:45 and 3 hours later I was still super full and then had lunch at 1:30 and now it’s 6 and I’m not hungry at all
I hope it lasts
Flying back home later today! Had donuts for breakfast 🫥 and we’re gonna go out for lunch before she drops me off at the airport but it’s okay bc it’s her birthday and I can be a good friend and focus on her for the day 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
I hope y’all had a good weekend!