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lately it seems like everybody's sick, everybody's dying. . Radio | he/him/his . anxiety/bpd/abuse survivor

[borderlone]

sometimes i wish it had killed me.

[astralfangs]

they throw you to the wolves and we’ll fucking tear you apart

{dont tag as kin unless you’re wolf/divine canine/werewolfkin}

[louises-belcher]

I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them. 

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hows life

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Secret Recipes To Try At Home

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Here are the instructions since people keep asking!

Panera Mac N Cheese Wendy’s Frosty Olive Garden Alfredo Sauce Chick-Fil-A Nuggets Starbucks Frappucino P.F. Chang’s Chicken Lettuce Wraps Chick-Fil-A Frosted Lemonade Red Lobster Cheddar Biscuits Sonic Cherry Limeade

[bpdminds]

I alternate between “why can’t I be neurotypical” and “I’m not sick enough”

[rad1o-blog]

god! i just want to die! then she can go home and stop being miserable im such a bad person

[goshiamsotired]

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[iguanamouth]

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Modern Male Witch Project, by Brenna-Ivy on Tumblr and Society6

[wreck]

by :  Jared Tyler

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can any of my bpd friends relate to this?

does anyone else with bpd ever experience splitting in a private way? like, when i split on someone, I dont yell verbally or text them angrily. if I start to split on someone, I usually just do it internally, not telling them what I’m thinking but instead I just think it to myself and never tell them. is this a thing anyone else experiences? I feel really alone about it.