hehee..sliding in with ANOTHER hc..though erm..it’s mostly the ragathas centric bc i’m a sucker for evil ragatha and normal ragatha friendship if you’re willing to listen…kicks dirt…
i think part of why evil ragatha could be so willing to friendship or hanging out with ragatha because rags is going out of her way to hang out with her and as per her wanting to be loved (based bc you had btw it spiraled in my little adhd brain to many complimenting thoughts) like she does like her gaggle of evil big tops but her being self aware that they’re all coded in to be her friends makes her a little insecure, it’s like she knows they’re as conscious as her but if it wasn’t pre-written to be her friends would they be? genuinely trying to make her not TOO much like ragatha but it is genuinely fun to think about and i like the idea that she can be mean and cruel and absentminded about the harm she may cause if she’s doing too much or i suppose oblivious because she’s having fun! and loves to rile up people and in general is an intense person but like once you show that you’re really REALLY hurt as in she crossed a line i think she’d uncharacteristically feel a little bad. it’s not as fun anymore when people are curled up in a corner shutting down type of thing. yknow?? idk if that feels in character at all but tbf she had like 5 lines snd idk layers man…
uh in any case ragatha going out of her way to spend time with her and do things they might both mutually enjoy etc is suprisingly pleasant for her. i think…the fact that rags is going out of her way to “choose” her makes her feel very conflicted i think because she’s meant to be hated but it feels nice to relax and enjoy herself more. still i think she does like to be an antagonizer because she is stil that mischievous cocky brat but being able to be that AND more is cathartic for her and admittedly ragatha is pleasant to be around even if she’s “lame”
AAAAND i think kind of like how ragatha is a little clingy evil rags can get very attached easily to people. IN ANY CASE i think the unfortunate circumstance is if ever in the position to tickle ragatha i think she wouldn’t have it in her anymore as she once did to tickle her to the point of overwhelming her like she instinctively lightens up a little just like how she’s very hesitant to call her stupidgatha now, she can’t help it, i still see her as spunky and bratty but she can be oddly sweet and endearing, though also blunt and a little overkill
ALSO I CAUGHT ON TO HER REACTION TI HESRING RAGATHAS MOM MAKING RAGGY FEEL BAD ABOUT HER BODY like oou she’s not above defending even the lamest losers of people to untasteful hate i think that’s so interestinggg USGH evil ragatha you had like 30 seconds of screen time if that and you rule my mind sometimes..
okay last bit but i think if ever reversed where ragatha lers evil ragatha evil rags short circuits at ragatha’s much more kinder kind of tickles that she’s struggling to bite back instead she’s just grumbling and fussing about it while normal rags just thinks it’s very oddly sweet of her, OOGH they’re just such odd friends to me…double jesterdoll date behdhxhd
also i said it before i think evil pom cares less about being caught hanging with her og counterpart and friends and would lowkey fw pomni even if teasing her ruthlessly for being soft at times, her back bone and mild evil streak is something she fucks with though but like will make fun of her lovey dovey endearment for ragatha as if she doesn’t get worsly flustered by her own evil rags..
uhhh in any case i think evil ragatha would actually enjoy herself being a lee for such a giddy sweetiepie such as ragatha even if she wouldn’t admit it, she would absolutely wreck her back immediately though
uh sorry if these are less of the jesterdoll sauce you want and more just evil ragatha rambles
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IM EATING THISNUPPPP I love the Ragathas, I LOVE Evil Ragatha wbrnsjjfjdbf you get my characterization of her so well
She's so much more like Ragatha than she wants to admit and I loveee love the idea of her softening up as Ragatha makes an effort to ve close to her THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. She's still cocky and bratty but she starts to genuinely care about Raggy and she doesn't know what to do about it!! It's not what she was supposed to feel!
Ler Raggy/lee Evil Raggy is sooo shfjdjfj🥺 they ARE such odd friends but I think they'd work so well!!! You're absolutely right tho she would get revenge immediately... but neither of them are complaining..!!
Evil Pom and Pomni would be such a goated duo too. Me thinks they should team up to wreck their Ragathas but that's just me🤫🤫
Ehejwjhf thank you for the food crocanon, Evil Raggy is soooo dear to me I lovee love writing for her❤️🩹❤️🩹
my new evil hc is evil rags is a bit more like ragatha than one might think in what kinds of tickles she likes like i think she absolutely revels in very gentle soft tickles but is much more embarrassed about it than more playful rough tickles because to me it’s kinda like the underswap to undertake argument where it’s a personality swap but it’s STILL a sans/papyrus so like more core character traits stay yk? that’s still a RAGATHA/POMNI if that makes sense
but in any case she will scream bite kick and argue about “hating” the tickles whenever it’s more rough housing type of play but she genuinely can’t bring herself to ask someone (e!pom cough) to stop at the feeling of gentle traces up and down her tummy seam of grazing her belly with gentle claw hands and like she will instead burry her face in her hands or hair and refuse to say anything other than just giggle and grumble/growl from embarrassment, i think it’s just at ragathas core to want to be pampered and doted on and cared about and treated so gently, even evil ragatha
BUT pomni is equally embarrassed by this, i think she wants to uphold her idc attitude bc she’s the kind of person who doesn’t like to make a big deal about anything or put any attention on her intentions/self and be perceived as being more soft or caring (or even as overly angry/agitated when she is, like high strung i suppose bc it’s not supposed to be a big deal nothing is to her (lie lie lie fakest idgafer ever)) and it absolutely makes her frustrated how fluttery and lighthearted her heart feels to see evil ragatha genuinely let herself enjoy soft tickles, she’s like a grumpy spiked up kitten when they fall off a ledge and get embarrassed but she genuinely can’t bring herself to stop
like NEITHER of these FREAKS!! have it in eachother to tease the other and it’s now just who will break first and say something bc they’re both soooo flustered and embarrassed. it’s a rare occurrence bc they’re both much to ashamed to ask (i think evil pom genuinely likes to and actively wants to see her like that but her cuteness aggression gets overwhelming that it’s just much too like agitating to deal with) BUT when it does happen they’re both relishing in the situation
- would you be surprised if i said that this is the crocodile guy…
THEYRE SOOO PRECIOUS IM EATING THIS UP Ragatha is so adorable in every version SOMEONE (E. Pomni👀👀) needs to dote on her immediately!!
I can imagine E. Pom trying to act all nonchalant and tracing E. Rags' tummy but she can't look at her because if she sees her face she'll meltttt and she needs to pretend she doesn't gaf and isn't interested
Your interpretation of them makes me so full of joy crocanon they're sososooo cuteeeee I'll explode
this is less hc territory and more just ig an idea i had where e!pomni gets worried and notices e!rags maybe having a bit of a bad day over her needing to follow her code like it gets to a breaking point and ever the fakest idgafer ever comes in like “since when do you care what other people tell you to do?!?” or something like that and tries to tell her all the things that she thinks is so cool about her that evil rags tries to hide that epom notices bc it like GEN freaks evil pom out a lot to see her so upset when she’s upset because she’s like actually cares a lot okay trust and i think once she gets evil ragatha to calm down i think she’d tickle her just to get her to smile and cackle again (bc she’s soo cackly) and ragatha will NEVER let her live it down, but she secretly appreciates it a lot OUGH this is terribly written i have like AN IDEA OKAY it’s scrambled OUGH it’s just epom gets so worried to see a distressed eragatha and will tickle her till she’s red
WAAA THIS IS SO PRECIOUS stopp (don't stop ever)
E!Pomni loves and admires her so much I'm gonna be SICK /pos, ughfhrheh I need to write Evil Jesterdoll tickles asap, they're taking over my brain
aawhahwa im glad you like themm i have a few more to share if youd like to hearr (i haven’t talked to anyone about them so im a bit excited lol)
evil pomni is kinda like the inverse of pomni in the sense that when she WANTS/choses to tickle someone (mostly e!rags and prob ej or bazooble) she’s much more ready and teasy/cocky about it as opposed to when she’s being baited to tickle someone because she’s embarrassed about how easily flustering it can be when someone is tempting to get her to tickle them without directly asking for it (it’s like falling for the bait is embarrassing bc that’s just proving she gaf and she totally doesn’t!!)
i think evil rags takes advantage of this and can tease her sooo bad even when she’s lee-ing and the only thing that can get her to turn the tables is teasing her about enjoying the tickles/being the lee and calling her adorable and cute, though if she were to call out evil pomni for that, like finding evil ragatha cute pomni goes right back to being flustered
ITS LIKE A BACK AND FOURTH OF FLUSTERED EMBARRASSMENT!! they’re competitive like that
also i think evil pom much like reg pom does like to tickle evil rags when she’s upset or frustrated or just sad because it’s “not fun anymore when she’s so mellow” (aka she cares she gives a fuck soooo much fakest idgafer ever) but after all the tickles is said and done evil ragatha might parrot all the teasy praises and compliments evil pom gave her to embarrass her like “aww you really think i’m aoooo precious??” or however she would say it im not good at scripting for her yet but like idk pointing out evil pom’s care makes her soo embarrassed bc she like doesn’t think it’s that big of a deal but evil rags loves to fluster and annoy her because it gives her an adrenaline high (and it makes her happy to have someone care it’s like a nice confidence boost)
okay last thing i swear but on the topic of evil rags being friendlier to normal rags i do think evil pom lowk wouldn’t care that much, she likes to tease bc she loves a grumpy pouty evil ragatha but she seems pretty chill w jax so i think n general she’d be pretty chill with any one of them for the most part (like none of them are nearly as pathetic as ej, though in my heart shes the type to be like nobody gets to fw ej but us as in the evil big tops, evil rags too amen im sorry i love the found family trope)
sorry that was much more yappy than i intended it too i’m sorry <//3
-uh…again nobody you no noooo crocs here…infact i’m not even a reptile!! im uhh uh an amphibian..yeah..FROG GUY. /j
ALSO DONT APOLOGIZE IM LIVING FOR EVIL JESTERDOLL you are feeding me thank you very much❤️🩹
Them trying to out tease each other is so silly and SO in character oh my godddjtkdktk THEYRE RIDICULOUS (in the best way)
Fake idgafer E!Pomni is so precious ughh she loves Evil Rags so muchhh, I can see her complimenting E!Rags all that she can while tickling her with the excuse that it's just teasing bc she won't say it normally augh EXPLODING THEM RNN
This is so so so cute you can always send more if you want it genuinely makes me sooo happy to read these!!!
okay i’m a bit shy to share these so i’m gonna pretend to be an anonymous guy…
i think part of what e!pomni likes about e!rags is some of her traits are so..unexpected of her? like who would have figured she genuinely enjoys romances (she’s not fooling anyone that it’s just to make fun of them) and it’s unexpectedly cute…i think e!pom likes the unexpected yk yk..i think their evil counterparts still share SOME traits as their main counterparts. and ragatha can like cutesy stuff AND be badass? that’s in probably her words “hot af” unlike ej who’s just pathetic (also her words i like that guy)
also…this is me grasping for straws and a bonus hc for you but i think e!rags brings out the “worst” in e!pom as in pomni is much more nonchalant or i suppose lazy and bored a lot of the time while evil raggys esentric and chaotic personality breaks her out of her lazy boredom of that makes sense. it’s like when you’re usually a quiet reserved person who gets riled up by people you’re close to and much more open to whimsy THATS kinda what i see them as. evil pom has genuine fun around her and feels more “alive” around her bc she has fun!!!
my secret third hc is that pomni is the type of person to be such a sucker for adorable things too like she gets plenty of cuteness aggression but unlike pomni where she’s fondly admiring evil pom tries to ignore her fluttery feelings and is kind of embarrassed about it (aka she finds evil raggys cackles and brattiness adorable but doesn’t let that slide she will DENY ITT bc she’s “evil” not that she feels pressured to follow her code i just also think she’s a bit of a denier to fluster, just more cool about it than evil rags and is more like psh whatever idc…(she does)
- NOT the crocodile guy..why would you think that..nu uh not me..
HELLOOO ANON THAT I DEFINITELY DON'T KNOW
I'M GONNA EXPLODEEE THIS IS SO CUTE they're so fucking adorable UGHHH
I was having a hard time picturing E!Pomni's personality and I think you nailed it perfectly here.. fake ass nonchalant I saw you wanting to tickle that ragdoll!!
i love love LOVE your interpretation of evilragatha a lot!! especially her having a bit of an insecurity about needing to be evil / to follow her code about being unlovable like yes i think she just naturally is a brat and has a bit of a mean streak but i think it’s soo so so adorable she has a bit of a soft spot for people who show kindness to her too she’s like lowk a tsundere lmao but she’s sooo cute ^^
i also think it’s neat to think of evil pomni as someone who genuinely likes ragatha and would be someone who thinks evil ragatha shouldn’t care about her code and does just genuinely think she’s cool and rad and funny and whatever..OOUGH you’ve given me many many thoughts about those two but they’re a bit too rambly to all put here lol
She's SOOO adorable and I have so much fun writing/roleplaying her... I'm glad you're enjoying my portrayal of her, she's very dear to meee
And I haven't talked much about Evil Pomni BUT I think she's just like you described.. hehehe Jesterdoll is so cute in every version of them❤️🩹❤️🩹 I need to let Evil Pomni take over E. Rags' account like I do with Pomni & Ragatha..
Also pleaseee if you wanna share your thoughts about them, do!! I love them so dearly and I need more Evil Jesterdoll in my life🫶🫶
I really like the idea of Evil Ragatha being embarrassed about liking to be tickled but still being a demanding lee
No, she won't admit she enjoys it, but she will lay on Evil Pomni's lap and not leave until she gets what she wants (and Evil Pomni knows what she wants)
To me, Evil Ragatha is a brat through and through. She'll annoy the shit out of the others (mainly E. Pomni or sometimes Dictatorer) until she gets what she wants
She has no problem saying tickle or talking about tickles unless it's about her being a lee. Why would you think she wants/likes to be tickled, that's pathetic. It's Evil Jax's thing, she would never
I really like the idea of Evil Ragatha being embarrassed about liking to be tickled but still being a demanding lee
No, she won't admit she enjoys it, but she will lay on Evil Pomni's lap and not leave until she gets what she wants (and Evil Pomni knows what she wants)
pomni taking a big dramatic deep breath while hovering over ragatha making her think she’s gonna give her a raspberry and just as she leans down and is about to do it, she instead presses little tiny kisses on the ragatummy…much to a very flustered ragathas “dismay”
(bonus points if the ragatha protests or fusses about it and mid ramble pomni gives her one to cut her off teehee)
THATS SO MEANNN Pomni got replaced by Evil Pomni in episode 5 fr💔 /silly
But oh my goddd they're SO cute, I can see Ragatha getting all fussy about it only for Pomni to actually give her a raspberry hehehehe they're so silly
pomni using raggies tummy as a pillow every now and again to remind her how pretty and beautiful she is even if she has a bigger body AND she can sneak in a few nuzzles and kisses on her awfully ticklish tummy
maybe even her pajama shirt riding up a little and every time pom nuzzles in her eyelashes or hair tickle against her belly hehehe
Aweee!!! She's whispering compliments to her the whole time too to make sure Raggy KNOWS she's so loved and beautiful! And she's too giggly and flustered to even attempt arguing back, so it's perfect!
Thank you so much for sending this in! Everyone come read this & show @bexorok some love! & thank you again for submitting this!
“This is what you wanted to show me?”
After their rapid fire adventure, Pomni had surprisingly gotten to know Jax better. She couldn’t say she understood him entirely, and she wasn’t on board with his tendency to abuse others for his own entertainment, but there was a different side to him that he was slowly showing. Whenever he wasn’t being a complete jerk, he could actually be kind of funny. Not only that, but after some of their conversations, she got the sense that, whether he realized it or not, he needed a friend. Someone, anyone to vent to for just a moment. Before brushing it off and pretending it never happened, of course. Even so, he sought her out specifically to talk to. That had to mean something, even if he would never admit to it.
During one of their conversations, they talked about some of the weird rooms in the circus, and he mentioned one in a hallway that she hadn’t gone down yet. He actually offered to show her once the adventure was over and they had some down time.
Just like he’d promised, he led her to a small room at the end of a corridor. Half expecting it to be a trap or a prank, she stood back while he opened the door to reveal what looked like a game room. There was a billiards table in the corner, a couple of couches around a coffee table with cards and board games tucked underneath, even a bookshelf that was filled with what looked like actual novels.
“Yeah,” Jax remarked, showing off the space, “nice hang out spot, isn’t it?”
“It’s… actually pretty normal.” She said, relieved. “I thought your idea of a cool room was something like that weird, tower carousel thing. Or that one door that just has a fist come out and punch you if you open it.”
“I mean those are great choices too, but I figured you’d already seen them. Not as much fun if you're expecting it.”
“I see,” she rolled her eyes. “Do you guys ever use this room?”
“The others do sometimes. I haven’t been here in a minute.”
She couldn’t help but notice the way his pupils changed. What was once big and round turned to smaller squares, before going right back to their usual shape. The same thing happened earlier when Ragatha had brought up the fact that he didn’t have friends in the circus any more. Maybe he used to come here with them. She doubted he would tell her if she asked.
“So, why show me this room?” She tried moving on. “Did you want to play a game or something?” She hadn’t been expecting him to want to hang out, especially after two back to back adventures. She thought it would have been more of a quick trip before he would slink off to go sleep in his room.
“Actually,” he grinned, pulling out a pink bottle from his pocket to show her, “I had a different idea.”
It was one of those squeeze bottles for condiments, except filled with some sort of pink, mystery substance. She recognized it immediately.
“Is that the stupid sauce from the fast food place?” She asked, confused. “How were you able to keep that?”
“It isn’t hard stealing a prop or two from an adventure,” he chided. “And I figured this is the closest thing to drugs as we’re going to get in here.”
It was surprising that Caine would allow something like stupid sauce in the first place. This whole ‘family friendly’ shtick had been fairly consistent throughout the adventures. Though she had noticed that Caine would sometimes make exceptions, like with the alcohol from the mini bar adventure.
“Wait, did you show me this place so we could sit here and get high off that stuff?” She questioned indignantly.
“Um, yeah. It’s probably the best place in the circus to do that.”
Out of all the things he could have asked to do. Play some cards, shoot some billiard balls, maybe even just sit and talk. No, this was what he wanted to do with their free time? She could understand being curious about the stupid sauce, but there was no way she was about to try it for herself, especially after seeing how Ragatha reacted to it when just a drop got on her.
“Jax, we don’t even know what that stuff is.” She tried reasoning with him. A fool's errand if she’d ever known one, but she had to try. “And how am I supposed to know that your not just going to try and prank me by getting me high as *BlOink* while you stand there laughing at me?”
Jax’s grin only grew at that. “Come on, Pompom, do you really have that little faith in me?”
“I’m not even going to dignify that with an answer.”
As much progress they had made on their recent adventure, she still didn’t trust him as far as she could throw him, especially with something like this.
“Is it so hard to believe that I just want to see what it’s like? It’s not every day Caine lets something like this slide.”
“Why don’t you just take it yourself, then?”
The pupils again, starting huge then slowly shrinking while he thought of a response.
“That’s no fun.”
He didn’t want to do it alone. At first she really expected that he was just trying to trick her into taking it for his own, twisted amusement, but something about him seemed to genuinely want to do this.
“Gosh, I thought you would know that it’s no fun getting blasted by yourself. What, are you too much of a goodie too shoes to get high?” He taunted.
She’d smoked a couple of times in college when she was offered, but smoking a little weed was WAY different than just eating some weird sauce that Caine came up with.
“I’ve been high before,” she rolled her eyes. “Have you?”
Again, a slight shift in his expression. During one of their conversations earlier, he’d mentioned that he was 22 when he arrived in the circus, making him the youngest one out of the group, barely past the legal drinking age where they were from. Thinking back on it, that was about the age she tried an edible for the first time. Depending on how he grew up and where he was from, he probably never got the chance to do something like this before.
She thought back to the bar they had been at on the previous adventure. Could that have been his first real experience with alcohol? He had seemed to get much more loose after that drink, maybe because it was his first real drink. If that was his first time feeling drunk, was he just wanting to try out a bunch of things he’s never gotten to experience before?
She almost felt bad for him for a second. His entire young adult life and experiences had been taken away before he even got to try living them. But chasing these experiences he’d been robbed of was going to end badly.
“Look, I get it, I miss having the choices we had out there. We’re adults, if we want to drink or smoke we should be able to. But we have no idea what that will actually do to us here, and we can’t just trust Caine to be honest about it either. No way am I eating something like that.”
Something changed in his expression as he looked at the sauce in his hands. It was as if he put two and two together, like he was starting to process what the sauce really was. Some strange way Caine got around not being able to affect their minds directly. A loophole in his own rules.
And as usual, as quickly as it happened, it disappeared as he sported his usual smirk.
“Jeez, if I’d known you would be lame about it I wouldn’t have asked. You think Zooble would be into this stuff?”
Out of everyone there, Zooble was the most likely to have been a stoner at one point. Pomni wasn’t going to say that now though.
“There’s no way they’d try anything like that in this place, especially not if you offered.”
“Good point. Oh, I bet I could convince Gangle to try some.”
There it was, back to his usual prick attitude. She wasn’t sure if he was serious about finding and harassing Gangle over the stupid sauce or if this was just his way of messing with her, but she sure as hell wasn’t risking it. She had to get rid of that stuff before things got out of hand.
“You are not going out there to peer pressure Gangle into eating this weird *bOnK*-ing sauce. Now give me that.” She tried making a lunge to grab the bottle out of his hands.
“Hey- come on!” He pulled the bottle away, “I just want to see what’ll happen.”
“You know what’s going to happen already. That stuff completely messed up Ragatha for, like, the whole day.”
“Yeah, all the more reason to get someone else to test it first. Maybe it affects everyone differently.”
She thought back to when she’d learned about how their different avatars reacted differently to some things, like with the breath holding. She also remembered him taunting her into showing him what her ‘cartoon body’ would do.
“Of course you never planned on eating it yourself! You just want to get someone to trip out of their mind.”
“I never said that.” The grin on his face grew back to its usual, cartoonish proportions. “But now that you mention it, that would be pretty entertaining!”
“Just give me that thing, we shouldn’t have it in the first place.” She managed to grab a hold of it as he tried to keep it from her reach. She squeezed trying to get a grip on it, accidently putting more pressure than she intended.
In a second, the pink substance shot from the bottle and hit Jax directly in his eye.
“Oh *sQeAk*!” She yelled.
He flinched suddenly, wincing back as he tried to wipe it away. For a moment he looked fine, but just as it had with Ragatha, it all hit at once. His body relaxed and his eyes went wide. From Pomni’s perspective, all she could see was his pupils dilating as he stood frozen in place, still holding the bottle. They’d gotten so large that almost his entire eye looked black
“Crap, are you okay?”
“I- I feel…” he doubled over for a moment, bringing his hands to his stomach as he slouched.
Dang it, was he going to be sick? That was a lot of sauce. What if he took too much for his mind to handle? Was overdosing a thing in the digital world? Would Caine be able to fix him? All of these worries ran through Pomni’s head as she started hearing him make a strained, breathy noise.
His shoulders shook as the noise started getting louder, and she placed what it was. He wasn’t getting sick or panicking, he was-
“Are you laughing?”
He giggled as he steadied himself upright and she was able to see his face. His smile was different than usual, it was a wide, dopey grin, like he was half asleep and struggling to stay awake.
“I just- ahahahahaha! I feel weird!”
Without realizing it, or maybe he was too out of it to care, he dropped the pink bottle and let it roll on the floor, straight to Pomni’s feet.
She breathed a sigh of relief as she picked it up. Looks like the stupid sauce did affect everyone a little differently. When Ragatha accidentally got some on her she’d been fully relaxed, no cares in the world as she spoke her mind for once with no filter. Jax on the other hand turned out to be a giggler. Most stoners will tell you that everything is way funnier when you're high as a kite, and that was how Jax probably felt at the moment.
“Okay, you're fine. You're just going to… be like this for a while.” She sighed, already planning on getting rid of that damn bottle when she got the chance. “It’ll take a long time to wear off. You should lie down somewhere.”
Jax tried taking a wobbling step before nearly tripping over his own feet. “Whoa, my legs are like jelly right now. That’s crazy!”
She could just leave, let Jax ride this out on his own, but one look at how he was struggling to walk had her second guessing. He couldn’t truly get hurt, but there were worse things to worry about. What if being stuck like this for too long could cause someone to abstract? Stuck in a room, alone, out of your mind and helpless to do anything about it while you slipped away? That was a fate too cruel for anyone. Pomni couldn’t just leave him there, even if it was his fault he was in this situation. Well, maybe it was just a little bit her fault too.
“Alright, let me just help you to the couch.” She reached out to grab him, hoping she could support his weight.
“No,” he swatted her away defensively, slurring his words. “I can do it, I swear.”
Clumsily, he put one foot in front of the other, grabbing whatever he could to stabilize himself as he made his way across the room, then flopping face first down on the couch.
“See, did it.” He mumbled into the cushion. “I win.”
“Sure Jax, you win.” She followed him over. The couch was long enough for him to lay down comfortably, but no room for her to sit without him moving. “Can I sit here?”
He gave a grunt as rolled himself over, bending his knees to make space for her. She was almost surprised that he didn’t just make her take the other couch. She was more surprised when after she sat down, he laid his legs in her lap.
“Jax,” she groaned.
“Whaaaat? You're sitting on the couch now.”
She supposed she didn’t mind, as long as he didn’t plan on kicking her.
“I guess I’m trip sitting for the rest of the day.”
“Yoooooou could still try some,” Jax grinned, “we could be stupid sauce buds.”
“Absolutely not, that’s the last thing we need.”
“Boooooooo! Lame!”
Great. She had a whole day of this to look forward to. Not that time really mattered there, but she would have at least appreciated a nap at some point. She considered dozing off on the couch, but she had a feeling leaving Jax unattended for even a few minutes was a bad idea. She couldn't take her eyes off him for a minute.
Then again, looking at Jax now made her doubt he could do much of anything in this state. He was lounged back, but instead of his usual, cocky posture he was fully limp, looking around constantly at seemingly nothing with wide eyes. It was enough to almost make her think he was harmless.
He started giggling quietly to himself. She couldn’t tell if he was laughing at her or at whatever he was seeing around him, but he wouldn’t stop.
“What’s so funny?” She finally broke, asking with an amused grin of her own.
“So, Pompom. You know how cats hate water?” He rambled.
“What? I mean, yeah, I guess.”
“But they like fish. And fish love water. They’re in water.” He giggled deliriously. “What’s up with that?”
She tried to comprehend where the hell that thought could have come from. Trying to understand it just made it make even less sense.
“Pfft! What the heck are you talking about right now?”
“I’m saying it’s weird. Like, what’s up with that?”
“That makes no sense,” she replied, trying her best to contain her laughter.
“You're right, it doesn’t make sense. They should love water, it’s where the fish live!”
“This is going to be a long day, isn’t it?”
Even as she sighed to herself she couldn’t help but smile. She had thought that Jax would get on her nerves after a while, but she had to admit that his crazed ramblings were pretty funny.
“Hey Pom, what’s a didgeridoo player called?” Jax continued.
“A didgeri-what?”
“You know, didgeridoo. The big tube things the Australian guys play, that's all Wooooomp.” He made a tube with his hands and tried to imitate the deep, bass notes that usually come from the instrument, but he made it sound more like a drunk whale.
“I have no idea,” she replied.
“Maybe a didgeridooer. That makes sense, right?”
“None of what you’re saying makes sense at all.” She snickered. “Are you thinking about that because of the president adventure? The one where you were supposed to be Australian?”
“Hehe, yeah. See, now you're getting it.”
“Guess you're just processing the adventures in your own way.”
Now she was starting to see a thought pattern. A mix of passive thoughts and his brains attempt to make sense of the day they had. Even then it was hard to keep up with the rapid fire statements.
“Oh, the vegan thing.” He groaned suddenly as he face palmed.
“The vegan thing?” She asked. “You mean from earlier? What about it?”
“It was so dumb, right? I’m just vegan now.”
His vegan status had been removed for a while, but for the time being he probably had the memory of a goldfish.
“You know it stopped once the adventure was over, right?”
“Oh. Yeah.” He mused, before getting the biggest grin on his face. “Hey Poooooom. If two vegans got into a fight, would it be considered a beef?”
As stupid as that joke was, Pomni laughed out loud at it. “I don’t know, Jax. Did you bring up the vegan thing just to say that?”
“Nah, that’s just improv, baby.”
She hated how funny she thought this was.
“Stohohop talking!”
“I’m just asking the big questions here. Like if I were vegan still, could I eat animal crackers?”
“Ohoho my gosh, shuhuhut up.” She said, playfully shoving him.
Jax rolled onto his side, curling up his legs and clutching his stomach in laughter.
This was the most she’d ever heard him laugh before. Thinking back, it might have been the first time she heard him laugh ever. For all his talk about wanting to “see funny things happen to people”, he never actually seemed to laugh at anything. Maybe a smirk or a quick breath through the nose, but nothing like this. It was different than she expected it would sound, high pitched and almost wheezy at times. It suited him.
“Pom. Hey, Pompom.” He asked when he could finally stop himself from laughing. He started prodding her leg with his foot to get her attention.
“What? Ow- hey! Knock it off. What is it?”
“Can you take off your hat? Or is it, like, part of your body?”
She thought about it for a moment. She’d tried taking her hat off before, but it only stretched out, along with her face.
“I guess it’s part of me, I can’t really take it off.”
“Is it still a hat, then?”
“I… gah, stop asking questions I can’t answer!”
“Poor Pom, can’t braid your hair or anything.” He slowly sat up and scooted closer to her, a hand going for the hat.
“Jax- I just told you it doesn’t come off!” She tried to scoot away.
“I knowwww. I want to see the puff ball things.”
Her jester hat had two, little puffs on the ends. She never paid much attention to them, but for some reason Jax seemed especially fixated on them. He grabbed hold of one, actually gentle for once, before he gave a little tug. To her surprise, the pompom actually came off.
“Yessss!” He cheered, “Can I borrow this?”
“What? Why do you want it?”
“I want to see if it can be my tail. I miss my old one.”
That was something else from the adventure he’d mentioned, at some point in time he had a tail that he lost. She still had no idea why or how he lost it.
He tried to maneuver his body so that he could somehow see where his tail would have been. As expected, he only managed to roll over on the couch.
“Pfft, Jahahax!” Pomni snickered. “That’s not going to work.”
“Says yoooou,” he scoffed as he continued his impossible task, endlessly rolling in place.
“You should be resting,” she tried putting her hands on his legs to stop him when he came around again.
For whatever reason, he actually stopped once he was facing her.
“Fiiiine. But I’m keeping this.” He said, showing off the pompom in his hand.
“Hey! I didn’t say you could keep it.”
“Finders keepers. Pompom from Pompom, it’s mine now.”
“Would you give that back?” She reached over to grab it, only for him to lift it over his head. “Why do you want it if you can’t use it?”
“Souvenir.” He simply said.
It was stupid, she knew. He was obviously trying to get on her nerves, and was somewhat succeeding, but there was something different about the way he was taunting her. It felt more playful, like someone goading a friend into a wrestling match.
“I said give it back,” she laughed as she finally gave in, leaping from her spot on the couch, trying to climb on his legs to properly reach far enough. She managed to straddle them as she tried to snatch the pompom from his hands, only for him to somehow stretch it even further from her reach.
“Why don’t you maaaake me?” He taunted.
Now he was clearly asking for it. If it was a play fight he wanted, it was a play fight he would get.
“That’s it,” she reached forward to scribble her fingers underneath his arms.
She was expecting him to flinch and bring his arms down long enough for her to snag the stolen pompom. What she wasn’t expecting was for Jax to flail so hard that he nearly knocked her to the side, squeaking so loud it made her jump in surprise. He crossed his arms around his chest, protecting his underarms.
“Nohoho tickling! Not allowed!”
“Wow,” she laughed, “Are you seriously that ticklish?”
His face started flushing red as his laughter picked up again.
“Noooo I’m not!” He brought his hands over his face, trying to hide his sheepish grin while still holding on to the pompom.
“You’re not what?”
“Mm not ticklish.” He mumbled into his hands.
“Um, yes, you definitely are.”
She wasn't sure if this was his usual deflecting or if he didn’t remember that she literally just saw him burst into laughter after she brought her hands down.
“Noooo,” he continued to argue. “Tickling just isn’t allowed.”
“Wha- That means that you're ticklish!”
“No it doesn’t.”
“Oh really?” She smirked, shifting her weight until she was seated on his legs. She poked at his side, making him jump as immediately broke, swatting away at the offending hand.
“Y-yeah. Not ticklish. Nooooooope.” Despite his argument, the nervous grin didn’t leave his face.
“Oh, so I can keep doing this-“ Pomni brought her hands down to his sides, squeezing just underneath his ribs. “And you won’t mind?”
“Pohohohohom! Nohohohoho!” He protested through another bout of laughter. “I sahahahaid not ahahahallowed!”
He would have probably kept this argument up all day if she didn’t do something. She could just drop the topic, but he was still holding that pompom in his hand, and she wasn’t going to let him get away with it.
“I’ll only stop if you give me back my pompom.” With that she suddenly jumped back to tickling under his arms. He brought his arms back down, trying to block the sensation as he threw his head back in laughter. He managed to keep the pompom tucked away in his hand.
“Ah! Nohohoho fair! You’re cheheheheating!”
“Cheating?” She scoffed, “This wasn’t even a game! Just give it back and I’ll stop.”
“Nhehehehever!”
He turned his body away as quickly as he could, breaking her grip as he rolled on his side. He tried to stealthily put the pompom in his front overall pocket, hoping that Pomni wouldn’t notice.
Pomni had seen it plain as day. He wasn't nearly as slick as he thought he was being. Without wasting any time, she reached swiftly into his pocket and grabbed it back.
“There!” She shouted triumphantly.
Jax weakly reached for it as she sat back up, scooting back over to her side of the couch. She was able to attach the little ball onto her hat again.
“Nice try, Jax.” She gloated.
Jax was unusually quiet, eyes looking down. It almost looked like he was pouting. What, was he really hoping to keep that pompom forever? Even if he’d managed to successfully hide it, she probably would have just kept tickling him until he gave it up. It seemed like a weird thing to be a sore loser about, but maybe his ego was just that fragile. She wouldn’t have been surprised.
“You’re no fun,” He finally said.
“You can find your own tail later,” She lightly scolded. “Maybe Caine can give you a new one.”
He didn’t seem to lighten up at the suggestion. Whatever this was, it wasn’t about the tail thing. She was about to ask what was wrong when she saw his loopy smirk.
“Pom, I’m boaaaaard.” He complained, all while his smile morphed into something more mischievous.
Oh yeah, she was going to have to find something to occupy him until this whole thing blew over. Or until he wiped himself out enough to sleep the rest of this off.
“Oh, do you want to try to do something?”
“Yeah, but I don’t want to get uuuuuuuup.”
Pomni rolled her eyes at him. Even when he was high off his ass he was so demanding. “I could grab a board game or something, maybe we could play monopoly.”
“Hmmmm, I don’t know, I think this would be more entertaining.”
“What do you- hey!” She was interrupted as she felt a jab to her side. Jax had managed to poke her side with his foot, actually managing to tickle her back.
“Jahahax! Stohohohp that!” She tried to push his legs away, but he was strong and held out.
She’d almost forgotten just how ticklish she was, at least in the real world. Jax seemed real keen on reminding her about it.
“Do something fun, then I miiiiight stop.” He kept poking and prodding her side, gentle enough that it didn’t hurt, but firm enough that it tickled like hell.
“Knohohohock it off!” She yelled, half annoyed and half amused by him. “Ugh, you're so annoying!”
“Cmon, Pompom, do something funny. You’re a clown, right?”
“Whahahat does that have to do with anything?” She swatted at his legs, hoping he would relent with a hard enough smack.
“Just do something funny, make me laugh!”
“I was making you laugh a lot earlier. Did you forget about all of that?”
Just like earlier, his face flushed as he averted his eyes.
Pomni started piecing it together. The constant pestering and comments, even when he knew he was helpless and couldn’t fight back. The bashful look on his face when she commented on it. He was trying to goad her into tickling him. He’d put the pompom in his pocket, not in the hopes of keeping it, but so she would tickle him into giving it up eventually.
“Are you trying to get me to tickle you again?”
Jax froze completely, staring up at her. It was hard to read his expression. Somewhere between surprise and embarrassment. In the blink of an eye it disappeared as he went back to lightly kicking her sides. “I’m just looking for something entertaining.”
Of course he would never admit that he wanted something. Even in this state of delirium, without cares or worries, he’d still rather taunt someone into retaliation than actually ask for something.
Well, she understood what he was trying to accomplish. If he wanted to be entertained so badly, why not give him what he wanted?
“Alright. Just remember, you asked for this.” With that final warning she grabbed a hold of his legs, hopping over them so she could hold them down with her body weight before she squeezed his waist.
“Pohohohompom! Wahahahahahait!” He broke, bucking his hips in a halfhearted attempt to get her to fall off. Pomni held tight, refusing to move.
“Pfft, you literally asked me to make you laugh! What were you expecting?”
“Ihihihihihihi- nohohohohohohoooo!” He was in no position to argue with that. His arms failed helplessly as he tried to grab at her hands to get them to stop moving. His grip was so weak that he couldn’t even hold on. “Youhohohoho suhuhuhuck!”
She gasped playfully. “I suck? You asked me to make you laugh, and that's what I’m doing.” She started to spider her fingers up and down his sides, feeling his body shake as his laughter rose with each touch.
“Where else are you ticklish?” She asked.
“I- hehehehehe- I dohohohohohohn’t know!” He insisted as he made another attempt to grab her hands, able to gently grasp the wrist but putting up no real resistance.
“You’re such a liar, of course you know!”
“Yoooou’re the liar,” Jax snickered.
“That doesn’t even make sense!” She laughed, quickly reaching her hands to scribble along his neck. He scrunched up his shoulders at the contact, trying desperately to keep her fingers at bay. His laughter started to settle, but it was clear he was trying to hold it back.
“Not the best spot,” Pomni mused, shifting her reach to gently trace his ears instead.
“Pom!” He whined, bringing his hands up to try and cover his ears. Unfortunately for him they were too big to block completely, leaving the ends exposed for Pomni to continue. Light as a feather, she scratched the ends of his ears. Jax kept laughing, but he almost seemed to relax at the touch, as if he was melting into it. Pomni wouldn’t have believed the sight if it wasn’t happening right in front of her.
“Better,” she stated, “but I bet you have a spot that’s way worse than this.”
He almost seemed disappointed as she stopped, but the expression was quickly replaced by anticipation as he watched her hands hover above his torso, scanning for where to strike next. They settled right over his belly, dipping down to test the waters. He let out a wheezing, nearly screeching laugh before her hands could make contact.
“I didn’t even touch you!” She laughed. “Is this a bad spot?”
“Nohohohoho it’s nohohohot!” Now that was definitely a lie.
“Really? It sure sounded bad. Is your tummy your worst spot?”
“Dohohohohn’t call it that!” His frantic giggling grew louder as he curled in, arms wrapping around his torso to protect himself.
“What? Don’t call it your tummy?”
“Yehehehehes! It’s stupid!” Somehow the pink hue to his face grew even darker.
“What, you don’t want me saying you have a ticklish tummy? I hate to break it to you, but you do!”
“Nohohohoho!” He practically begged. “Nohohohot allowed!”
“Well yeah, if you keep covering yourself like that.” Pomni wasn’t very strong, but Jax was nearly wiped out at this point. Any resistance to her pulling his arm to the side was futile as she used her knee to pin his hand down to the couch, followed by doing the same to the other side.
“There, now those can’t get in the way.”
Jax wasn’t responding anymore, the only noise he was able to make were soft giggles as he squinted his eyes shut, anticipating whatever would happen next.
“So, you’re still not ticklish, right? You won’t laugh if I bring down my hands and tickle your tummy? Because it's not ticklish?”
“Juhuhuhuhst gehehehet it over with!” He finally shouted.
Pomni had no idea teasing like this could be so effective against him, but he looked flustered out of his mind. She felt mean for just a moment, holding him in suspense like this, but after thinking about all the shit he’d put her through before, she figured she was entitled to at least this as revenge.
“Alright, if you really want me to.” Putting him out of his misery, she gently kneaded at his belly. It almost felt plush, soft the way a stuffed animal would feel, but with a bit of added resistance. As she curiously pressed into him, Jax nearly deafened her as he screamed.
“NOHOHOHOHO! *hOnK* YOHOHOHOU!” He flailed his body, seemingly involuntarily, trying to pull his arms free to no avail.
With his eyes squinted shut, he kicked his feet behind her body. Whether it was an attempt to get her off of him or an involuntary response to the intense tickling, she couldn’t tell.
“Wow, you even kick your feet like a rabbit!’ She laughed as she felt him thrash. She had to admit, this teasing thing was pretty fun. Especially when her victim was Jax, and especially when he was acting like this.
“Youhohohohur crahahahazy!”
She wondered if he was sober would he have ever let her do this? Would he have actually wanted her to do something like this all along, or was this just from the stupid sauce? She supposed it could just be a strange side effect, craving something along the lines of physical stimulation. But maybe there was some part of him that actually wanted this. To be able to laugh freely. The mask he wore had been coming down lately, she’d seen just bits and pieces of who he really was and wanted to be. Was this something that he craved deep down?
Without even realizing it, she’d slowed her relentless scribbling down to a gentle trace along his sides, letting him catch his breath while he still squeaked out the occasional laugh.
He giggled up at her, looking with dreamy, teary eyes. She wondered what he saw from his perspective at that moment, questioning whether he was really looking at her or something else.
“Hehehehe! Hehe- he….” He took a deep, long breath that almost sounded like a sigh. “I missed this.”
Pomni raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”
“This. You always were the best at making me laugh, Rib-“ he trailed off, seemingly lost in thought, before his eyes widened. For just a moment he seemed to have some sort of clarity, like he realized he said something he didn’t mean to.
“Nothing.”
The pupils went back to how they were before, and his lazy, blissful smile returned to his face.
“What we’re we talking about?”
A strange feeling washed over Pomni, making her finally get up to release him from his constraints. Jax rubbed his hands, which were probably sore. She couldn’t tell if he remembered what had happened.
“Hey Pooooom.” He said lazily. “You’re kind of cool I guess. Even if you're weeeeeird.”
She smiled gently. “Yeah, I guess you aren’t that bad either.”
The rest of their time together was spent trying to play board games, only to give up 5 minutes in to play around with the colorful pieces and cards. More crazed ramblings that Pomni couldn’t help but find hilarious as she laughed more than she ever had before entering the circus. And eventually, when the weariness of the day wore on him, Jax started snoring loudly on the couch. Pomni thought about finding a blanket, maybe something both she and him could share, but decided against it, not knowing how he’d react once the sauce wore off. She remained awake to keep an eye on him, busying herself with the books that were up on the shelves in the small nook in the corner of the room.
Eventually, all good things must come to an end. She noticed that Jax’s snoring stopped and she heard a groan from the couch.
“Uhhhh. What happened?” Jax asked, a hand to his forehead.
Pomni was seated on the other couch, a book still in hand before she set it aside.
“You, ah, accidentally got some sauce in your eye.” She said, trying to break it gently to him. “Oh! Don’t worry, I made sure nothing bad happened. You might just feel a little bit… Off for a while.”
He groaned as he sat up, probably groggy from the ordeal. He glanced sideways at her before giving an incredulous squint.
“I didn’t do anything… Weird, did I?”
She thought about how to respond to that. How much did he actually remember? She had a feeling that if he knew what he had said, everything he had done, would have made him furious. Maybe it was for the best that he didn't remember what occurred.
“No, you were just mostly tired the whole time.” She lied.
She tried to read his face, hoping that he would believe her. For a moment, a look of recognition crossed his face, and he looked upset. That was before he went back to sporting his usual grin as he yawned.
“Well, guess that was a waste of time,” he said, stretching as he stood up. Without even acknowledging her, he made his way to the door.
She stared as he left, wondering if he truly didn’t remember anything. He was about to open the door when he turned back to her, eyes narrowed.
“If you tell anyone about what happened, I’ll find another truck to throw you out of.” His face was nearly deadpan as he threatened her.
Pomni nervously looked around, hoping to find the right thing to say. “Nothing happened. Nothing to tell them about.”
Eyes still narrowed, he opened the door. “Thats what I thought,” He murmured as he finally left.
Maybe it really was just a trick of the stupid sauce making him say and do all those things. Maybe she would never see him act like that again. But deep down she hoped that it wasn’t. That she’d finally seen a bit of who he truly was, and that she would be able to see it again.
I also really want to write Evil!Jesterdoll but they have no business being so hard for me to get right for two characters that probably have less than 10 lines of dialogue combined
crocanon instead of a daily fun fact drops a nightly headcanons FOR EXAMPLE
if pomni ever wakes up to ragatha having a nightmare in her sleep, in my mind she probably snuggles closer and whispers reassurances while giving her tickly traces on her back or tummy depending on what side she’s cuddling and maybe ragatha doesn’t remember it all that much in the morning but pomni does and know it works wonderssss ragatha’s probably confused why she hasn’t had such an awful nightmare in so long ITS POMNIS FAULT!!
okay anyway
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SO SO CUTEEE RAAHHH
Comfort tickles make my heart melt❤️🩹❤️🩹 ughh Pomni loves her so much I will cry
