Behind the window

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Digital journalling 😚😚

Found a new journalling app😝

Kilonotes

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DIARY😝

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should i start A NEW BOOK or continue the UNFINISHED ONE ?

Actually the thing is

I have a habit: when I read a story ,I imagine myself as one of the major character ..... I feel everything that character feels ...the Anger, love , giggles , motivation, self doubt.... sometimes even the wind , warmth of coffee and touch as I read

Everything in the story gets right ,.... almost ...I was soo happy as I got everything ...my man ,my job, successfull project, secret the webpage I made for grad school of scientists going well ......and then ,when there was just 100 pgs left .... everything collapsed....

I suddenly became a traitor in front on my followers in socials ....my identity got released.... My colleagues hate me ...I avoid the guy who loves me cuz I can't face him ...

I got frustrated and now I can get myself to read the rest

Ofc the story have happy ending ,but don't want to feel the tension, LONELINESS

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CLAY✨✨

I was bored and was scrolling my phone galary

Found a really cute pic of my ex😶‍🌫️...I started making a mini model of him but then my bestfriend caught me red hand....she hate my ex....😛😅

And that's how I ended up moulding my half done model of my ex to mini model of my bestfriend💖😉

{she might have scolded me about still thinking about him}😅😂😂

One my way to complete💛

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Chalk ✨

Bored and had to become a kid again 🐥✨✨

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HOPE💛

The only way to reach brightness is through darkness

I had a bad day at college. We had SketchUp software skill coaching today....I am quite bad with laptop and stuff as I was an economics and chemistry student in school. The last time I learnt computer science was in 8th grade , and it was just basics . I was always insecure about my computer skills as my classmates were from the computer science branch .

Learning SketchUp is a necessity for me as a student architect

I was terrible at it today .....my insecurity got worse as I was almost done with my building. I accidentally closed it and nothing I did after lunch break was there . Everything disappeared

I lost hope and later, now ...I was scrolling mindless on Instagram and this reel felt like it was made for me 🥹

This was a reel made by an ig acct ' lxckyn'

I had made this post for someone who was at lose of hope in themselves

U r doing good

All the best wishes for u , my friend 💛💛

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💛💛

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Bought a new book from amazon.com

This seems really helpful for beginners.... and self learnt artists like me to improve basics

"Drawing Architecture: The beginner's guide to drawing and painting buildings " by Richard taylor

Day 1 in learning from the book

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Wrote something for myself.....

I don't know what it is

My first poetry ( that's what my friend said it is )

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Day 1 in learning cartoon drawing

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DAY 1 IN LEARNING DIGITAL SKETCHING

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Any favorite architecture style ? If yes , what do you like most about it ?

I haven't found any favourites yet I'm I'm still in my 1st semester and learning more about each styles ..

If I have to say something then .... It is biophilic, romanesque, rajput and vijayanagara & Nayaka Style

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Emotionally intelligent ppl

Emotional intelligent ppl are bad at dating not because they don't care but bcoz they feel everything . They can tell when something feels wrong even if nothing is said . They can sence the mood change . They can sence the distance. They can understand before anything is explained . They don't judge they just feel it deeply and that gets tiring because caring this much hurts sometimes and then they step back . Not bcoz they don't want love but bcoz they r tired of getting confused , tried of giving more than they get ,.....

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Hey, join me at "not soo stranger" where we can study together!

Download Regain

Study with me

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I hit him,.....

He deserves it

I usually don’t talk about this, but today I’m choosing my voice over silence.

A few months ago, I was on a bus sitting next to an older man probably in his late (50s or early 60s) -someone who had spoken to me kindly at first. He called me “molee” (little girl)(cuz I was barely 18 ...just done with my 12th grade). He asked about my day, acted like a harmless grandfather type. For a moment, I believed that.

Then he pretended to fall asleep… and slowly started inching closer.

At first it was his elbow brushing my hip. Then a little closer. And a little more. I kept thinking, maybe he’s really asleep, maybe I’m imagining it. I shifted my bag between us, but he kept finding ways to touch me again.

That was the moment I knew

he wasn’t sleeping.

He wasn’t innocent.

He knew exactly what he was doing.

So I did what every girl is taught to be afraid to do:

I hit him.

Hard.

Right in the stomach.

Hit him hard on his stomach with my elbow

Not loud, not dramatic -just a clean, sharp elbow disguised as “adjusting my bag.”

And suddenly, this man who was “sleeping” had the reflexes of a gymnast. He turned away instantly, no flinch, no surprise, no waking up. He knew he got caught.

And he distanced himself for the rest of the ride.

I walked away angry, but also proud.

Because I didn’t freeze.

I didn’t shrink.

I handled it myself.

And maybe that’s what being a woman in this world is -learning that kindness isn’t weakness, silence isn’t consent, and sometimes your safety depends on one well‑timed elbow.

I’m sharing this because girls like me shouldn't get freeze at the moment

My body is mine.

And that day… I reminded him of it.

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ANOTHER DAY IN DESIGN STUDIO

Ughh ...I did draft like almost 10 plans for a single plot still they don't like any of it ,.... seriously? ....10 hand drawn floor plan and they put 0 marks for that wb the efforts ...ughh

My jury is on 6th December....6 days from now ...I haven't done with plan 😭😭

I have to make concept sheet, a mini model in 1: 75 scale ... and a bigger one with plot in 1:50 scale ....site analysis, site plan, 2 sectional plan , 2 elevation, vegetation plan .....😭😭😭😭😭

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What if you finish your book? What if you finish your draft? What if you finish the chapter that’s been waiting?

Writers write. Writers finish. Writers create. What if you finish today? What if you finish now?

Because when writers finish, stories come alive. Keep writing. Keep finishing. Keep creating.

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