updates/ooc about my pokeblogs

and also my ocs that will otherwise never be talked about EVER to the public

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instead of putting everything in my pokeblogs and clogging it up i'll just make a NEW BLOG!!!! Yeah

wanna know more about my characters but it's not on their profile? well yuorereee in luuuckk

Pelipper Mail - ✅️

Notice for Pelipper Malice: If it's too harsh, it will be redirected to the mainverse of that character and then be derived into "maliceverse." This malice cannot affect most other AUs.

Notice for Musharna Malice: Unlike Pelipper Malice, no matter the severity (unless you literally put them into the hands of Darkrai), this can affect any verse as long as it is specified.

Notice for Magic Anon - Like Malices, Magic Anon can only do certain things in certain situations. For example, if a Magic Anon were to send a character to a completely different place, this would have to be mainverse (and split into a different verse if desired). Magic Anons have the range of silly things for a certain amount of asks to creating entire different verses if they want. (I love creating new AUs!! I don't mind at all!!!!) Please don't use Magic Anon for fetishes.

Serikan

Pelipper Unmail - ✅️

Musharna Mail - ✅️ (no nsfw)

Pelipper Malice - ✅️

Musharna Malice - ✅️ (no heavy gore. this can affect any verse unlike pelipper malice, but if you want it as a seperate verse i'd be glad to do that as well! please specify so in the ask)

Magic Anon - ✅️ (no fetishizing, please!)

Serikan is transgender and feels no sexual attraction towards women. Serikan was born into a wealthier family that supports him. Serikan's cousin is Toketa. Serikan works with Elesa. In Brillarverse, he considers moving in with N. Unless specified otherwise, Serikan is put into a personal headcanon of mine where N returns and stays in Nimbasa. Hilbert/Hilda has/have returned and live in Aspertia. Other than Brillarverse or the Distortidoreverse, there aren't many TWs to look out for on this blog. Occasionally, Serikan brings up his testosterone therapy, which is the only thing I can think of that could be potentially bad.

Toketa

Pelipper Mail - ✅️

Pelipper Unmail - ✅️

Pelipper Malice - ✅️

Musharna Mail - ✅️

Musharna Malice - ✅️

Magic Anon - ✅️ (no fetishizing, please!)

Toketa is cisgender and has no sexual preference. She's generally fawning over Maxie. She's from Team Magma: Team Magma and Aqua, in all her verses (so far), have reformed to help the ecosystem rather than try to imbalance it. Toketa drinks a lot and has family trauma. She can also lash out at times while drunk. These are TWs to look out for. She is Serikan's cousin.

Erius

Pelipper Mail - ✅️

Pelipper Unmail - ❌️

Pelipper Malice - ✅️

Musharna Mail - ✅️

Musharna Malice - ✅️

Magic Anon - ❌️

Erius is a tall, lean man that generally works alone. He's questioning bisexuality, is currently a straight ally (sexuality doesn't really matter when you're killing off Team Plasma) and is cisgender (he/him). He makes it his goal to destroy whatever remnants of evil teams there are after seeing what Team Plasma did to Unova. When Erius was young, a Team Plasma grunt clawed at his arm and injured him so much that he lost enough blood for it to be amputated. He had screamed a lot, but since nobody came, he figured it was his fault and decided to (almost) never speak. He thought he would die, but since he didn't, he took it as Arceus's sign he was meant for greater things, which gave him a more positive outlook on his life. He's not depressed despite looking like it. He's very gentle with most people (unless they're part of an evil group). He HATES Colress. He got his scarf/poncho from his parents, which is a tradition in his family. The scarf is meant to bring good luck to who wears it. TWs to notice are general violence and threatening if it ever comes up.

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@crazisketch @justaprojectmoonfan

Sorry to say this but I'm leaving roleplay shenanigans. What Coruscis did wasn't right at all and I know you @justaprojectmoonfan made those dark fountains and sent Toketa to a dark world and you @crazisketch asked serikan anonymously for wingman help for Elesa so goodbye and im sorry also if your going to expose blackboltshipping art I've sent to you then go ahead but I cannot stand for this any longer yous have hurt both me and my 5 ocs..so goodbye I'll forgive you all one day but you'll need to forgive yourselfs first

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Im going to make a lumen thing that i can carry around i hate them so much . Im going to turn lumen into a box like i did cynthia . bBut like with malicious intent this time

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All eriuses are going to dieuses

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lumen Ijhate you

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they make me sick

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in celebration of getting a full combo on our 16bit wars i will torture and kill erius

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- serikan literally listens to whatever. but he generally likes more upbeat music

- toketa listens to lana del ray/chappell roan/that kinda music

- erius listens to slipknot mostly (he doesny listen to music that often) but any type of metal will do realy

- lumen does not listen to music willingly

- thalia likes all kinds of pop even if she doesnt know the meaning of the song (will get sad if you end up telling her "dude thats literally about suicide")

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lumen (before they became admin) actually really appreciated opaq's help in a sense that they would not lash out at him nearly as much as they did with everybody else. however they scared themselves out of trying to be friends with him after a while cuz they were so convinced opaq would eventually turn on them

(opaq is @justaprojectmoonfan's character so obligatory tag)

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serikan and N never go out to eat so serikan knows how to cook to like a degree of 2. yeah hes bad at it. sometimes it's not even edible. but since N grew up eating leaves and pinecones and whatever slop he was getting fed at team plasma most of the stuff tastes like a michelin 5 star meal or wharever you call it to him

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lumen absolutely did not get the right therapy nor medicine. at all. in fact the medication that was made to prevent outbursts basically made their later outbursts worse.

tw for lots of sensitive topics under cut

what lumen's parents did not know and thus a lot of people don't know is that lumen didnt NEED medication. if they had just gotten CORRECT therapy they would have been fine. lumen's parents completely missed the context of aspd and confused it with something like depression or bipolar disorder, so lumen was taking antidepressants for basically no reason. they just made them extremely monotonous and prevented them from trying to cut themselves. when it stopped working, and when their dosage got upped, it was WAY too strong, so lumen's emotions started turning negative instead of neutralizing. it caused them to spiral almost every time, start hurting themselves MORE, and made them disassociate really often.

but they also didn't get the right therapy. they lived in a smaller town, so even the therapists couldnt recommend lumen to a different therapist. all they got was "regular therapy" that you would recieve if you had depression. nothing specific. they NEEDED specific.

the first 12 years of lumen's life was terrible for them. when they got sent to an institute, they thought they were gonna die. and they almost did die! they tried basically everything. assuming this is before any research is done on a lot of disorders, nobody CAN help. lumen was put with the idea that they had to be "fixed," and since they just couldn't get what they needed, they came with the idea that they couldn't be fixed. each time they would come back from that institute every other month, they'd show no signs of improvement. their parents sent them off again. it finally ended at 16 when they decided they'd just have to up lumen's dosage of their medications.

as previously mentioned this sent them into even worse manic episodes. the first month they were in the institute, their parents conceived with thalia. when lumen finally came back for good, thalia was about 4 years old. she was the exact opposite of lumen. she was so happy and content and excitable with everything even more than the average 4 year old. and she LOVED lumen. lumen was so interesting to her little mind that she'd try to hug them every day even despite getting pushed off every time. she had no idea the damage she was doing to them.

at some undisclosed point lumen had another outburst. later in the evening so thalia was super asleep and their parents were absent. they had nothing to calm them down, and after "realizing" thalia only exists to clarify how unhappy they are and the excitement they will never feel, they try to kill her. in multiple ways. when they finally come to consciousness of what they did, they feel HORRIBLE. they conclude that they are a terrible person who doesn't deserve happiness and run away from their town, their county, their region.

they take up various jobs that allow them to hire only to get kicked eventually because of their outbursts. everything is horrible. they BARELY have enough money to buy themselves clothes, food, and water. they can only get their clothes from the free clothing bins you see everywhere, but when they're offered food and water, they think they'll be betrayed and run away.

team brillar was their saving grace where they completely let go of trying to be perfect, which ended up with their spiraling mental state until it plummeted and they decided to seperate themselves from taylor reid. they took their codename seriously enough to where it's practically their legal name. they don't tell anybody their real name. taylor is weak. lumen is not. they died realizing that they were doomed from the start and should have killed themselves early on.

they DID feel empathy for their actions, but they took it for weakness. everybody who cared about them turned them away. who are they to take it any different? they assumed that since they did bad things, they dont deserve to be sympathetic/empathetic. they abandon this idea entirely upon becoming admin of team brillar.

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remind me to draw toketa ina dress today afternoon (it's 12 am for me rn)

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in brillarverse, N and serikan are dating yes, but they've known eachother for TWO YEARS........ serikan fell in love after a year and N didn't even knoe what love was by that point . so serikan teaches him like basic human relationships and stuff since ghetsis never did

but it's still kind of overwhelming for N since the only love he's had is sisterly love from anthea and concordia. so serikan is very gentle with him and only ever really kisses him if N initiates or gives verbal consent because he cares a lot about N and doesn't want to hurt him unintentionally. eventually after a couple years they'd get more comfortable obviously but serikan's just patient

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i tjink its time to take a break from brillarverse since nothing is goingto happen. ehich means every other seriakn STILL has unspoken feelijgs for N. you gay

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this means NO MORE INTERPRETED AS ANY VERSE. Interpretation is dead

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i tjink its time to take a break from brillarverse since nothing is goingto happen. ehich means every other seriakn STILL has unspoken feelijgs for N. you gay

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thalia reid should never know about taylor reid

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at sme point i'd like to replace the STUPID LOOKING intro images with actual trainer cards. however right now projecr sekai is irritating me.