why do i torture myself

writer, whatever goes, occasional translator. 中/EN ok. (no pronouns/they/she/he).

[raindotsys]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Liu Yuwei | Queen (To Be Hero X), Micky (To Be Hero X) Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Improper tagging, because i have no idea how to tag this., Untagged Summary:

"But it's not easy for me to talk to them. Maybe I came from where you came from. Then maybe that's why we can talk together easily." If Yuwei was a fish, a fish in the ocean like Duduyu — would she be more at ease?

Written for @tbhx-women-week 2026 Day 13 (July 24) — Queen: ?

[awakefor48hours]

[raindotsys]

yeah. yeah, this is my personal blog now.

[raindotsys]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Liu Yuwei | Queen/Luo Li | Loli (To Be Hero X) Additional Tags: Hotel Sex, Hook-Up, Dubious Consent, Angry Sex, Character Study, rain writes the least arousing smut possible (again), no beta we die like queen’s idolised image in luoli’s mind, i wrote this in an hour in a fit of blurry rage Series: Part 2 of it would’ve been better if i didn’t turn out to be like this Summary:

If it were a proper killing of a hero, it wouldn't be here, in some dingy, shady hotel — it would be in a field of flowers, first rays of sunshine poking through a dark sky, last words lingering in the air, as Queen bleeds out to death with a smile on her face. The death of a hero. When she was young, it meant a majestic sacrifice for the greater good. Ruins taught her it could mean something else. She's eighteen and an adult already, but looks like she still has some growing up to do. Only children would naively think a hero could die heroically.

Or: Luoli sees a star falling and smashes it to the ground.

Written for @tbhx-women-week Day 4 (July 15) — Luoli: Wrath.

[tbhx-women-week]

Day 2 of TBHX Women Week has started! Let's show Wolf Girl some love!

[nubinublado]

Nice birthday doodle

[tbhx-women-week]

Prompt List for TBHX Women Week Is Here!

Next month, from July 12 to the 25th, let's celebrate our wonderful ladies of TBHX! The tag will #tbhx women week

Gen or ship, SFW or NSFW: for the generally, anything is welcome! (although for tagging sake tag any nsfw submissions with #tbhx women week nsfw)

Late submissions will be accepted for another 2 weeks—up until August 8th!

If anyone has questions to ask, check the #q&a tag or send an ask!

[n1isposts]

[rainseedlings]

I occasionally write (my handwriting is so ugly). And because it's my first time using this paper, it feels like the paper is giving me a hard time—total disaster.

I like Uncle Wang ..

[stormboundstars]

I love To Be Hero X's first arcs. Impersonating a dead guy and you become him. Impersonating an alive guy and you become him. And then it's the messy work of clawing your way out of these bodies, these identities you've stolen. I am enjoying every minute of the horrors, guys. Who are you? Are you real? Are you sure?

[ronanvespertine]

A contemplative Queen 👑

[raindotsys]

i still find it funny that the character in liu zhen’s name is 真 . as in, the character meaning ‘real, truth’.

[caydeus]

Still making my way down the top 10 as their episodes end ✍️ Here’s Queen’s edition! I’m glad she was able to find friends to comfort her in the end. Plus I still love rendering armor

[tobeheroxzine]

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[kymeraka]

wrice x zombie stage

[dzafojafe-sacatit]

“I don’t want the title” (rocks up to the competition WEARING THE TITLE ON HIS FUCK TIE)

also check the timelapse out here

[pistatsia]

So you want to tell me that 60% of problems we have in the current timeline of tbhx were developed because of Queen's dad having fucked up taste for men