You can only be yourself, if you are Anonymous
“You were created to have dominion; you are the master of the passions, the master of savage beasts, the master of serpents, the master of birds. Be master of the thoughts within you in order to become master of all beings.” — St. Basil the Great
commandments
physical exercise - weights physical exercise - cardio extreme temp - ice bath extreme temp - sauna fail - do a task where losing is possible but improvement over the long term is guaranteed
the door
you know the door is out there to go through the door is destiny to be on the other side is paradise you don't see it you run as fast as you can you look until your eyes bleed you find it its the most beautiful, immovable, unopenable, incredible, gigantic door it wont budge neither do you you would carve through a mountain you will push open the door PUSH PUSH PUSH
live
men wish for salvation i saw the stars drift away and rearranged the constellations theyll never know the battlefield where i ride in prepared to die in my return The spoils of war I won with my own bare hands On horseback with sword and axe Cutting heads off one by one You will never know what it was like out there in the battlefield I died out there over and over And now the water flows through me and falls out of me The bread tastes like air Wine tastes like stale water i admit it was never them i did the fighting for to die in the holy war is the only thing worth living for it was in doubt until i doubted it i wrote this and then forgot it i will die again but better All I want is going back there to die again











