I just don't like the label, like, maybe I have commitment issues or hate the idea of being owned by someone. I don't want to be someone's "girlfriend," it's js so foreign to me.
Maybe I'm lazy and hate putting on so much effort onto something that I don't necessarily have to do—sometimes, maybe that effort won't even be reciprocated so what's the point of it anyway?
Or maybe I'm scared of people in general, the things they can do to you. 'Cause not everything is guaranteed a hundred percent, even the person you trust the most can bring you the most pain.
Maybeee, I just hate the idea of being 'inlove' because you're witnessing me in one of my most vulnerable states, I'm letting my guard down and someone might take advantage of that—and because of how 'inlove' I am, I might just let them.
Maybe it's actually because of the people around me, after witnessing so much failed relationships of people I know and the things it can do to your entire being depending on how affected you are and stuff, I don't want to go through that at all.
Maybe it's what might happen right after? Either you break up or you get married. Breaking up doesn't seem too bad (of course depending on the reason why you broke up), because like, if it's not meant to be then it's not meant to be so not really much you can do about it. But MARRIAGE? Holy, I might just make a separate post about how much marriage scares me.
Or maybe it's finding the person you want to potentially date—someone close to your type of partner, that might take ages. I don't want to do all that, seems like too much work and effort.
But actually, just maybe, I'm just not ready for it.
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