THEODORA

24 ☆ she/her ☆ poet ao3: rnapss

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thinking i might deactivate my blog, and maybe stay off of tumblr... mostly because i want to focus on my writing, and my real life. i don't know!

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people in my head

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i am deeply bitter and jaded. it's raining today.

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Do you like ed kemper,if you do/don't, why

i put up with him because my girlfriend likes him or whatever 🙄

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i wonder what my life could've been like. who would i have been?

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why is it that people think i'm not doing anything when i'm reading a book? why do people obsessively interrupt me when i'm reading? i don't want to talk to you, go away

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just realized today that i've been wanting to fuck hitler since i was 10 years old 🚬

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"you'll never be able to fuck Ted Bundy" — my therapist

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my trauma has made me into an unlikable asshole who can't keep anyone in her life for more than a few years. oh well, whatever

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Yakov Khomich

From the series "Girl in the blue dress", 2024

Oil on canvas.

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Do you have any other interests about tcc except Ted?

these days i'm mainly interested in... jeffrey dahmer, jim jones, jeffrey epstein, and adam lanza. in terms of hybristophilic attraction, though, only jones and epstein do it for me here

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fuck i forgot to say that i'm also attracted to josef mengele and adolf hitler. oops!

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my opinions on nothing truly matter because i think the movie tusk is genuinely a 7/10

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hope nobody in the ihnmaims community ever tries to cancel me for my many, many internet social crimes! (gulp)

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the heights of my misandry are extremely wicked, shockingly evil, and even... vile!

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Do you ever think about adopting a kid?? If you do, a boy or a girl?

no way. i could never handle raising a child. it would probably be bad for both of us. but if i had to, i'd prefer a girl, of course

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everyone loves it when i defend consensual cannibalism to my coworkers

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i should probably become catholic