THEODORA

24 🌈 she/her 🫀 writer ao3: rnapss

[videntefernandez]

im trying to reblog all the tedam you have..please..why is there so much,,

I HAVE AN ADDICTION SIR

[rapedlamb]

How did u develop ur love, admiration or similars to Ted, if it isnt a personal question?

the short of it is: i first learned about Ted when i was around 12 years old (on tccblr), and i was immediately engrossed with studying Him. i suppressed my love for Him for a long time, somewhat out of fear. when i turned 19, my interest in Him was rekindled, and when i was 20, i tried LSD. ever since that night, i've been theodora—daughterwife and worshipper of Mr. Bundy. i believe that loving Ted is my god-given mission on earth, and what i was born to do with my life.

[rapedlamb]

stop sending me anon hate my sexy girlfriend is busy dosing me with oxycodone

[rapedlamb]

just got my gallbladder removed. that was gay

[rapedlamb]

would you ever think about learning chinese in order to impress bundy

i tried this once for about an hour before i ragequit

[rapedlamb]

would prefer to be worshipping His penis right now, or His feet. anything musky, thanks. and... send!

[iiumz]

[perriaeyjeve]

[rapedlamb]

i want to feel the total peace of serving Him—i want to dedicate my life to His wants and needs. i want to be perfectly obedient and i want to be very useful to Him.

[rapedlamb]

painfully longing for Him today. i want to be on the beach together, maybe on the new jersey shore. we'd be sitting on a towel under an umbrella. He'd be reading a book—i could pass the time just staring at Him and being close. we'd listen to the waves and watch the crabs scuttle around the shore. nobody would bother us.

[rapedlamb]

my fantasies about serving Him are not about my pleasure at all, though i would get immense satisfaction from their fulfillment. my life ideally would be a tool or monument to His pleasure—that would make me feel complete. i want to be entirely subsumed and destroyed in service.

[rapedlamb]

i think i'm somewhere on the asexual spectrum but it's hard to say for sure... not to mention my nightly psych med cocktail

[rapedlamb]

even as a young girl, i knew that i was born to be evil

[rapedlamb]

been busy pissing my diapers #cope

[rapedlamb]

i don't actually feel horny about anything

[rapedlamb]

i used to have this private twitter with the same username as this blog where i would post the nastiest most foul depraved shit possible about Ted's penis and if you used to follow me there we are very close friends okay

[rapedlamb]

scary times when people from the lovely fauxcest community start liking my posts because this is a blog essentially about how desperately i want to make love to a dead serial killer