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Honey • 23 • she/her • f1 sideblog: leclercmybeloved • fic side blog: ratatoastwrites • ao3: ratatoe

[ijosten03]

Thomas: I’m going to protect you, from anything that wants to hurt you, I’m going to make you think that I’m the monster so you don’t think that you’re the monster because you deserve to be happy and beautiful and protected

Andrew: he’s so in love with my sister

[ratatoast]

i need more ryland grace yuri oh my gawd

i’m at the point where i think i might just write it, even if no one is going to read it, bcuz i NEED it, i need it SO BAD

there are some starstruck yuri fics that i’ve read and they’re great, but they never quite scratched the itch for me. idk why but i feel like i need smth soul crushing. i need to project my traumas onto fem tom ryder and fem ryland grace, in ways that i could never project onto men

also also also! fem ryland grace x fem reader

just…… imagine

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

Sorry sorry I’m still thinking about Laurie not even falling in love with Evander but creating him, begging for him to exist, with the sole intention of loving him and then physically digging him out of the very ground he bled into. How he says “God was stronger than me when he made Adam and didn’t fall in love with him.” How he would have given Evander anything if he’d only asked and how Evander was never allowed to ask for anything. Neither of them can recognize a love that doesn’t hurt until they find it in each other

And then also how Laurie also just. Watches Evander gorge himself on potting soil and anything else he can conceivably put in his mouth and then finds out Evander also ate the pictures he snuck him when he was locked away. And he is so delighted by Evander. Like yes look at his little eldritch freak of a boyfriend. He’s going to spend the rest of his life with him

[ratatoast]

oh i’m back from vacation btw, so i’ll go back to writing pretty soon

i have two fics lined up for now, but after that, i’ll either write some starstruck angst oooor smth for drivinglessons maybeee

idk idk

[ratatoast]

i made some of the goslingverse characters in tomodachi life, and i specifically made two possible love interests for ryland (tom ryder and driver), only for holland to steal tom, and then have colt fall for driver.

ryland originally fell for sabrina carpenter, but i told him to forget her lol. i’m kinda unsure of what to do, cuz i kinda wanna break holland and tom up, but they want to get married and i don’t want to make them sad

decisions decisions…

[ratatoast]

update: all is well on big goose island

colt is now dating driver, tom is with ryland, principal whitt and lars are into eachother and sabrina has a new admirer: ken

also, my mii got married to dani miranda from the gray man, because i’m self-indulgent like that. every time i go to their house, my mii greets me with “welcome to the home of The Lesbians” lmao

[ratatoast]

i made some of the goslingverse characters in tomodachi life, and i specifically made two possible love interests for ryland (tom ryder and driver), only for holland to steal tom, and then have colt fall for driver.

ryland originally fell for sabrina carpenter, but i told him to forget her lol. i’m kinda unsure of what to do, cuz i kinda wanna break holland and tom up, but they want to get married and i don’t want to make them sad

decisions decisions…

[ratatoast]

listening to the cure by olivia rodrigo and i think you guys might need to be a little concerned about the ideas im getting

i have so many angsty fic ideas for starstruck now, you wouldn’t believe

the chorus is deffo angst from tom’s pov imo, stuff like him struggling with his addiction, or commitment issues, or his urge to sleep around

and then the verses are definitely ryland, could be in parallel to tom’s struggles and his insecurity in their relationship, OR, on a completely different note, it could be him questioning and agonising over his sexuality, bcuz he has such complicated, double-sided feelings towards tom, that sometimes he can’t tell if he’s actually into him, or he’s just tricking himself, because he desires to be “normal” and experience attraction the way most people do (im definitely not projecting as a fellow aroace-spec person with a complicated situationship lol)

[masao-micchi]

he just needs some time to adjust LAKSDJKLADJ

my other PHM art here

[ratatoast]

I always see one sided starstruck (ryland grace/tom ryder) but I NEED NEED NEED ry being absolutely obsessed with tom back. showing up on set, bringing him lunch, facetiming him in between classes, the whole shebang

colt in the corner just :( the whole time is a definite plus lmao

i'm soooo sorry this took me so long to write, first i had a cts flare up, then i had to get started on my thesis and then i got sick for like nearly two weeks oops

but it's finally finished!! you can read it here

i may have taken some creative liberty with the concept, but i hope you'll like it :)

[ratatoast]

Y’ALL look at this bellybutton piercing that i just bought!! is this not insanely driver coded???

i’m soooo gagged, i can’t believe that i’ll be channeling this diva on my vacation

[ratatoast]

i have a few fics lined up for now, but i’ve been thinking and there is a very concerning lack of my favourite trope in the rgcu fanfic world

that trope being: soulmates

(also omegaverse has far too little fics as well, which is another thing i ought to fix. nevertheless, i want to focus on the soulmate trope for now)

i’m kind of torn between writing it for starstruck or drivinglessons, but i’m leaning more towards starstruck cuz i wanna write omegaverse for drivinglessons

anyways, i wanted to ask ur opinion on smth

which kind of soulmate bond is ur fav?

smth to do with touch (seeing colour, mark showing up where u first touch, etc)

first sentence they say to you as a tattoo

writing on ur skin shows up on them too (or just marks in general, like bruises)

seeing color for the first time -but like when you meet them, no touch necessary

whatever song they listen to, you hear as well

body switching (on occasion)

telepathy? or just hearing eachother’s thoughts ig

smth else (pls share in the comments)

Voting ended onJun 18

[ratatoast]

you guys will not believe this, but i have the flu 😭

first my cts, then my thesis, then finding a job for my diploma, now i’m sick

the universe really doesn’t want me to finish this fic 😭 it must really hate tom ryder or smth

[gawronka]

parallels between Rocky and Grace and the fox and little prince............

[ratatoast]

i finished my thesis interview’s first draft, but now i have a carpal tunnel flare up again 😭 is this the ao3 author curse they talk about?

anyway, i’m going to see phm in the cinema tomorrow, for the third (and probably last) time. unfortunately i didn’t get to see it in imax, cuz it was only available with my native language’s dub, and i prefer watching movies in their original language, so that’s a bit of a shame but oh well

also i’m going to buy some KT tape afterwards, so i can hopefully get back to writing soon (without causing any serious nerve damage oops). i’m about halfway done with my current wip, i think? i wanna do about 5k words and im somewhere around 2.6k

if the KT tape doesn’t help enough, i might post a little sneak peek, so you guys can have a little preview while i heal up

[thereareotherways-ofpersuasion]

i love how everyone's opinion of ryland grace's sexuality is

completely aroace

gay for rock

gay for rock x2

gay for markiplier

gay for the antagonist of his (headcannoned) twin brother's movie

boytoy for Eva Stratt

[ratatoast]

i’m so starstruck pilled that while i was watching bullet train, all i could think of was “oh if this was a tom ryder movie, ryland grace would be all over him behind the scenes”

like he’s seeing him with dark hair and a moustache for the first time AND tom has to do a british accent??

yeah, bro is a gonner

[localfandom]

read the last sentence as "yeah, bro is a gooner" and i didnt even flinch

the ryogs universe brainrot is absolutely awful btw

i was lit watching the nice guys with my dad and had to physically restrain myself from speaking about any of the rygos universe aus

[ratatoast]

ngl i typed gooner on accident before spell-checking lol (tbh i don’t even know if it’s goner or gonner i was too lazy to look it up)

also i totally explained the rgcu (rygos cinematic universe) to my dad :p including the ships and everything. he was a bit disturbed but then decided that he might as well start shipping rygos’s hand with his foot and that it’s going to be the next big thing

i was like sure dad… whatever you say

[localfandom]

i have been slowly feeding my mom ilyukhina x stratt propaganda

[ratatoast]

i’ve never considered that as a possibility, but it does sound intriguing

[ratatoast]

i’m so starstruck pilled that while i was watching bullet train, all i could think of was “oh if this was a tom ryder movie, ryland grace would be all over him behind the scenes”

like he’s seeing him with dark hair and a moustache for the first time AND tom has to do a british accent??

yeah, bro is a gonner

[localfandom]

read the last sentence as "yeah, bro is a gooner" and i didnt even flinch

the ryogs universe brainrot is absolutely awful btw

i was lit watching the nice guys with my dad and had to physically restrain myself from speaking about any of the rygos universe aus

[ratatoast]

ngl i typed gooner on accident before spell-checking lol (tbh i don’t even know if it’s goner or gonner i was too lazy to look it up)

also i totally explained the rgcu (rygos cinematic universe) to my dad :p including the ships and everything. he was a bit disturbed but then decided that he might as well start shipping rygos’s hand with his foot and that it’s going to be the next big thing

i was like sure dad… whatever you say