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Fever | 25 | tired mostly Screaming into the void 😌😌 Welcome to the shitshow

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

Master list of nonsense

Brief Intro

Hi, I’m Fever!

This blog does not have a theme. However, you will overwhelmingly be able to tell what I am currently fixating on

Ask box is open and I’m open to DMs from mutuals

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Any original posts/content are under #feverdreamsandlucidnightmares

My general/personal bullshit is under

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If you are just following me for fandom content and do not want to see me oversharing on the internet this is the tag that you filter out

I also have the #university tag that was basically just me begrudging that I’m in I was in grad school – I GRADUATED 🎉

I have #chronic health and #chronic pain tags as well – I don’t post to them often, but they’re there

If anyone wants specific trigger warnings/content warnings I’m happy to add them just lmk and I try to remember to tag vent posts as #tw vent

My PowerPoints

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My Incorrect Quotes

#mha incorrect quotes

#dc incorrect quotes

#incorrect aftg

I have substantial fandom tags for

(Currently Updating)

#pokemon

#trigun

#aftg

#tma / #tma podcast

#murderbot / #tmbd

#wha

(Former Interests)

#arcane

#bsd

#bnha / #mha

#dc

#batfam

The bnha tag is uhhhh slightly fucked bc I didn’t tag a bunch of shit for awhile and I was obsessed with it for like 3 years so a lot of my reblogs are untagged. My bad. The dc and batfam tags are similarly fucked.

It is rare that I reblog any bnha, bsd, or dc content at this point, but I’ve posted enough about them in the past to include here.

I have a #trigun rambles tag which is where all my meta analysis/commentary lives and a #Neil’s post-baltimore injuries tag where my research on his injuries and recovery period lives

My Art

#fever does bad art

It’s rare that I post anything to this, especially drawings as I’m primarily a photographer and mostly do portraits - which I don’t have permission to share on here

My Writing

#fever writes

The tag is mainly me discussing ongoing projects and snippets and my fics will be on AO3 if I ever finish them – I’ll post a link if that happens

I’m primarily writing my thesis right now so give me a few months

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

Guys,,,I hate to say it but. the mood stabilizer,, it might’ve been doing something,,,

[transfaguette]

what i’ve learned in my life is if someone is treating you poorly and youre asking yourself “what magic words can I use to make this person treat me with basic respect,” those words don’t exist and they never will.

[pnglove]

hello, when you have the time, could you make one with jellyfish, please?

jellyfish png ♡🪼

[rowan-e-ravenwood]

new top contender

[lady-of-vitreous-sight]

it's kinda scary how you can just be tired all the time forever

[blorbo-posting]

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

@forbidden-fungi

[kosmogrl]

[ankhnu]

It’s been two years since I started this drawing. Kudos to me 👍🏻

[hrsndww]

I want to see more of their interactions ughhh

[thaidoodles]

Brushbuddy in a strawberry field - redraw of a drawing I did a bit ago 🍓🍓🍓

[circuzsnapdragon]

A print I made in school

[cleepsy]

Guys thats my daughter guy guys trust thats my daughter literally

[bakenora]

Nostalgia 💙

[mpthecoolest-blog]

The witches kids using the reference of Maxfield Parrish’s “The Lantern Bearers” - 1908

I like this drawing a lot and at one point I thought “Hey the kids would look perfect to put in it”, so i did. I like the glow that i achieved in this, mostly thanks to abusing color dodge.

[orufreyhaunting]

Sometimes I think about Olly finding out about the promise and how Qifrey has been living in this tormented existence *for him*. And yes, I think he would feel incredibly guilty (and relieved that Qifrey kept that promise in the first place).

But you know what I think would hurt him worse?

When he finds out that Qifrey, through the trauma and the horrible reality of his existence, has warped the situation into being *all his own fault*.

Can you imagine? Olly is aware enough to realize that him making Qifrey promise to stay alive by repeatedly taking his memories was a special kind of torture for him. He knows that this was an incredibly selfish and cruel demand. The minute he knows about it, he wouldn’t hesitate to beg forgiveness.

But imagine Qifrey beats him to the punch. Just- falls to his knees, voice shaking, as he says he understands if Olly can’t forgive him. That he doesn’t know why he keeps on doing so. That he doesn’t deserve that kindness from Olly.

And Olly has to sit there and realize just how much this has so deeply affected Qifreys perception of himself and their relationship. He’s suddenly confronted with how living like this has made Qifrey loathe himself so completely.

I think that would hurt him more than anything else about this situation.

[oysters-aint-for-me]

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