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These feelings of inadequacy got hands... need to write ..lots to say..be back soon

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Someone made fun of my writing once so I stopped.

Then I realized they really hated themselves and had shitty taste in music.

Yes I'm fucked up but at least I didn't buy my Instagram followers.

It's ok I don't care anymore.

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A degree is not going to grant your greatest wishes like you think it will. Learn, connect, succeed. Make the most of this time, this gift. Still, I beg please don't let it become you. It was never a means to an end. 

You call yourself a sailor for steering a rowboat through a pond. Anyone can wear a title. If you tried to navigate a ship through the ocean's stormy waters you would surely drown. 

Shatter your beliefs, accept your naivety. I promise that cocky act wasn't going to get you very far. 

I'm sorry, I don't mean to be condescending. But in this city, you should have known better. 

Talk to that slightly odd but wonderfully dressed stranger sitting next to you at the bar, ask them a question. Everyone holds wisdom, especially those you tend to least expect. Never underestimate anyone. 

There are so many trees with ripe fruits to pick from yet you keep going back to those same rotting branches hoping desperately that something will grow again.

 I can smell your fear under that contorted rictus you wear so proudly. 

The real world awaits you, good luck. 

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This one's a secret

[silversymphonies]

saltwater

my eyes release in fury, stinging my cheeks.

within me there is an ocean, a silent remedy. she heals my wounds with such ease.

I bathe in her to soothe my senses, she surrounds me when it's all too much.

even in her burning ambition, she carves with a gentle touch.

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I stayed up way too late again and realized that the time I have spent mourning my wasted potential has only caused me to waste more. Since then I have been trying to do a lot more while thinking so much less. Maybe this is acceptance, maybe this is self sabotage.

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