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cain

every morning i wake up

warm from you

chest bearing the stain of your hair

bruises of your love

every morning i wake up 

a fraction of my love on your lips 

staying still for you

every morning i wake up

by your side

and wish i was closer

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stargazing

you have changed the genre of my life tears once fell when angels sung crystals now when songs whisper a chord i think of you

you filled my space with broken selves my mouth full with the stinging loss of the sweetest thing i never tasted

i cry the vertigo you never gave me my body blurs but my mind stays in basements and dorm rooms in felt and polaroids

a thousands lifetimes and i would still know your abscence i cant pick up my hands anymore you are close and you are never

i dont sleep i walk stolen nights and stare shooting stars and wish on somewhere somewhere with our heart in each others lungs and our eyes seas of gold running fast with loverush

where stars fly i hold the echo of your hand i would love you in every universe

from somewhere to another every single one

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polaroid

her name stays, in pink hearts and feburary some say broken, i say a puzzle she pressed a piece of her into me and made it fit weaved a strand of her hair into the tapestry of my heart hid her smile in dandelions and postcards

i like my coffee black and sweet did you know she was a beekeeper? honey used to be golden i spit it out the morning after, and bent my head wiped it clean as it ran from my lips now i take my coffee with saccharin and keep her out of my mug, and maybe someday, my head

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immolation

my heart rings hollow in an empty chest

the sky weighs heavy

and stars hail on my back

ears bleed forgotton melodies

my mind is stuck on distortion

and echoes never leave

lights turn into shards

under broken eyes

make each sob a sucker punch

and beat me into shape

let me burn with the fire of your hurt

an effigy to your dreams

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b.a.c.

once you were vodka but i broke the bottle

the shards drew my blood and it was you

your name engraved on all the iron i dont have

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poem by me

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absence

music is the silence between the notes but you came all at once i couldnt spin a song out of you so i set aside a few blank pages in my heart and waited. your laugh, your smile, your rain, will fade, bit by bit, until all i have is a white space in a book filled with symphonies. a testament to you in stories never started, your absence in blank pages.