[st-hedge]

Something something breaking loyalties and creating new legends

[rawowner333]

So. been debating about posting this, but I guess talking about it makes it better? I’ve bottled it up all day and cried about it early as well. but. Here I go.

I’m going to go blind. Within 10 years.

This is what happens when you neglect your diabetes for 15 years. I knew like…it was a risk but I always thought it would happen later in life. Life when i’m 50…not 30. And like. I didn’t really think I would’ve been here this long? I never really thought about my preservation.I really don’t have much to live for and can’t find reasons at times. But this really, really got me.

My entire system is very confused on how to react. Part of me is, gotta preserve the body and health!. Another is, it’s fine, short but enjoyable life. And the last part is, i should just end it soon (please don’t call to detain me….i’m not doing anything tonight).

I’m lost and not sure how to react and lost again. Anyway. That’s it. I’m just trying to make myself feel better by posting this….and it does like 10%. Idk. Sorry.

[rawowner333]

It doesn't matter

I'm gonna just end it. Who cares? Am I right? No one is on here, I don't see or talk to anyone. What difference does it make if I'm here or not.

[foxgraves]

no offense but i’m literally starving for affection but when people give it to me i can’t accept it as valid because i’m worried i’ve manipulated their perception of me by only portraying myself a certain way and feeling like this portrayal of myself is an imposter and makes me disingenuous and not deserving of the affection they give me.

[whospilledthebongwater]

can i get an amen

[mikanicalgal]

[ferociouslys]

someone: why do you read so much soulmate shit it’s cheesy 

me internally: uhh probably because i’m obsessed with the idea of unconditional love and someone who won’t abandon me. the idea that i am destined for love and therefore inherently lovable means more to me than i can express with words, and compounded with the idea of someone who will love me forever, the concept of soulmates truly appeal to the (large) part of me that makes me feel that i’m going to die alone

me aloud: i just think it’s neat

[notparkr-deactivated20200822]

[alex-is-fragile-deactivated2019]

[saltmalkin]

meaningless [C]ode

[rawowner333]

It doesn't matter.

I'm gonna just end it. Who cares? Am I right? No one is on here, I don't see or talk to anyone. What difference does it make if I'm here or not.

[artmail]

Starting the new year with a Korra drawing 💪 Happy New Years everyone!

[catchymemes]

Snowing at sea

[thecryptocreep]

Why do I never think about the possibility of snow on the ocean??? Now I see why, because it’s too ethereal

[aku-no-homu]

NieR：Automata完クリ記念２Bちゃん (excerpt) by artist リヴェル

[libr-tumbl-alternative]

NSFW ban fail

Reblog if you’re still seeing porn bots despite the NSFW ban. I’m still seeing them. Plenty of legitimate followers seem to be blocked from my feed, however.

[badenlily]

the good girls!

[kaschra]

I’ve wanted to draw Korrasami for so long

[kaschra]

I’ve wanted to draw Korrasami for so long