elephantastical surreality.

rachael amanda.twenty two.infp/enfp.wholly dependent on my God, by His grace and mercy, I am what I am today.diagnosed with chronic illnesses; ehlers danlos syndrome, chiari malformation, hydrocephalus, syringomyelia and POTS. Among other things. I have had one brain surgery, one skull to C2 fusion, spinal cord surgery (for tethered cord syndrome) hardware removal surgery and most recently a lumbar paritoneal shunt placed for intracranial hypertension (12/26/14). i'm married to the man of my dreams - livin' the life! :) my personal text posts #rachaelrants and my pictures are #mine please feel free to message me anytime. I'd love to talk to you. :)

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[serious]

note to self

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[alpine-ardor]

Teton home

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This would be the greatest view

[dae-dreamin]

Wow, just wow

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15+ Un-Bear-Ably Cute Momma Bears Teaching Their Teddy Bears How To Bear

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Momma Bear

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Fun POTS things:

Being tired

All the time

It never stops

3 naps a day

Always cold

Or really hot

There is no in-between

Terrible circulation

What are extremities

Why can’t I eat anything

Oh I remember - 

Nausea

I can’t stand up

Am I supposed to see my heartbeat??

Chest could explode at any minute

“I just sat up why do I feel like I ran a marathon”

Dizzy

Dizzy when standing up

Dizzy when sitting down

Dizzy when lying in bed

Always dizzy

Brain fog

Otherwise known as

“I think I was going to say something”

“What”

“That word … uhh …”

*stares at keyboard for years trying to remember how to spell*

Still very tired

I have literally drunk a Pacific Ocean of water in the past 3 hours

I have to pee 59 times a day (see above)

12 salt shakers

12

My favorite food is salt

If I could I would inject salt straight into my veins

If I could find my veins

Writing this tired me out

I need a nap

Goodbye

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[coffeeandtheartist]

An important reminder 💊

[ID: Handlettered text reads, “Remember to take your meds”. The text is surrounded by colorful pills.]

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© Anna Remarchuk

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BRAIN FOG ^^

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