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his hands were built to choke me 😔
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All I’ve Ever Known – Hadestown
“I was alone so long that I didn’t even know I was lonely”
“are you still lonely? i never like being alone, that’s why i try making friends wherever i go.”
you can find me now @realmcfmagic. i’ll continue rps there. i still have a que going that i’ll let run out & then those threads can be continued on my new blog.
Selina, may be, it is painful but don't you think it would be better to talk out with him?
“what else is there to say than what he already told me? i know he’d rather be with someone else & that’s all i need to know from him.”
SOFT ANGST STARTERS.
‘stay for me.’
‘what’s this between us?’
‘i don’t want your apology.’
‘you know i have feelings for you.’
‘yeah, i remember the drill.’
‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’
‘then leave her/him/them. at home.’
‘i don’t believe it.’
‘this is breaking my heart.’
‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’
‘what keeps you up at night?’
‘i wish you were here.’
‘i let you down.’
‘something strange happened here.’
‘you’re not safe here.’
‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’
‘we are not the same, and never will be.’
‘don’t touch me.’
‘is it my fault?’
‘i’m not like them.’
‘i forgot my name again.’
‘i don’t know who i am.’
‘your fear of looking stupid is holding you back.’
‘are you still alive?’
‘i don’t like being told what to do.’
‘am i making you uncomfortable?’
‘nobody cares if you don’t go to the party.’
‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’
‘where the hell are my friends?’
‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’
okie so the things i posted are some replies that i did & will reply to on my new blog. with that being said, see ya’ll on my new & improved blog :D
HE GAZED AT HER COMING CLOSER.
The King was seldom put in the position of being at the mercy of others, whoever he had fought against had to be a holy creature of some sort. Along with the mercy of this, he found that he was in pain, a foreign feeling as well. His gaze fell to his wound and bloody digits, it angered him that he had been pushed into a corner of needing the help of others.
“It only sounds like your guards are doing their job, not exactly exasperated with them – just worried of my condition should they see me again.” Lucifer’s free elbow shook as he struggled to push his back against the backrest, energy depleting as he let out a vexed sigh and let his head fall back. Eyes squeezed shut and he pressed his fingers into the wound again, it seemed the more he pressed the number he’d become. Thankfully. He cursed himself for thanking GOD for the numbness.
Turning his tired gaze at her once again, “I am OFFENDED you think I would cause trouble, my dear lady.” A quiet chuckle left him, followed by a distressed wheeze as the pain rolled in once again. “I assure you, if you help me I can return your kindness somehow. I will not stay long, I have matters to tend to myself and I do not wish to keep you on your toes with worry.” Lulling his blonde head back again he stared at the ceiling, surely she wouldn’t let him die here. The woman didn’t appear to be one of that type of game, but he knew better than anyone that appearances did not matter with turning people away.
“I can only warn you, that you do not want me to pass here.” It was a threat, a promise to seek her people out once he recovered. Blue eyes turned to her as the numbness set in again, his head turning ever so slightly to the door he came into. “I SWEAR to you miss.” Lips thinned out and he sighed perplexed, perhaps this kingdom hadn’t heard of him yet – he would definitely make a mark if given a chance. “I will introduce myself,” lowering his head briefly and extending his hand out to the side in a seated curtsy motion he let out a hum, “LUCIFER AMBROSE. I also answer to Satanas, Morningstar, Fire-bringer,” A low growl escaped at the next alias, “Devil. What do I refer to you as?”
“they are good guards who know to protect those who serve the people of the kingdom. forgive my assumptions, but i cannot be too careful.” taking a cloth that she folded up, jocelyn got even closer & pressed the cloth against the spot where the man’s blood was seeping out. “try not to move so much.” she instructed without even knowing what she was actually doing. maybe it was the man’s warning that jocelyn knew wasn’t made lightly, or because she didn’t want someone to make a bigger mess of things than was necessary.
she then met his eyes as the man named lucifer introduced himself, the name itself making the princess freeze with the rag in hand. “are you really who you claim to be?” she asked despite knowing it was ridiculous to inquire about such a thing. she couldn’t help it though; it just felt too odd to know who was under her care. even if jocelyn was now a bit wary of being in his presence, she still refrained from calling for the guards. “..my name is jocelyn & i am the princess of this realm.”
it was then that the door opened & in walked a maid whom jocelyn was quick to voice a request to, knowing the elder woman might not keep quiet about what she stumbled upon. “bring me medical supplies & tell no one of what you have seen.” thankfully for her, the woman simply nodded & departed the room, leaving jocelyn to return her gaze to the man. “you will be alright soon, i assure you.”
“so you can sense people’s auras, that’s interesting.” the words might have seemed sarcastic, but the witch’s tone was surprisingly genuine. a dry chuckle left the blonde’s lips before she spoke again. “yeah well i’ve been alive for over a thousand years, so i think i have an excuse to not be the happiest witch around.” a knowing smile then formed on her lips, “you mean nate, don’t you? stay clear of him & try not to fall too hard for him. you might regret it later on.”
@kiiteiru cont from x with starren & lark
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“Please! Let me take her place!” Lark grabbed the vampire’s sleeve, trying to keep him from separating her from her sister. “You don’t understand, she’s not well. You need blood, right? Mine’s better, just… Just please don’t take her away from me and my family.” Her voice broke. Tears streamed down her face, staining the top of her bodice. She would not let him deter her though. Her sister moved towards her, and Lark grasped her hand. “I won’t let you.”
“why should i let you do that?” nate asked while pulling his arm free from the brunette, dragging the other girl away from the one that claimed to be her sister. “one might call your determination to stay a noble sacrifice-” a pause as he stepped forward & took the pleading girl by the forearms as the struggling was getting too irritating for the vampire. “if you keep interfering & causing a scene, i promise you i will drain your sister of her blood right here before setting her corpse ablaze. i’m not someone you want to mess with.”
“Good.” She watched his face, trying to figure out what he meant. When he pressed his lips to hers, the world stopped around them. This felt so wonderful, so right, yet her heart sunk knowing it sealed the deal. Lark shut her eyes, relishing the sensation until…
Splash!
She’d forgotten about her feet being in water, hadn’t she? Her eyes shot open and she pulled away, embarrassed by causing the noise and getting water on his shoes. “I’m so sorry!” She exclaimed, immediately drying his shoes and her feet. “Damnit… I forgot about this.”
hearing the sound of the water splashing out of the basin pulled nate back to reality as he looked down to find lark working to dry his shoes off. as if that mattered under the circumstances of what just happened between them. “it’s fine, really.” he said while bending down to take her hand as she worked on drying her own feet. one might expect him to rough, but that was nothing like the way he held onto her hand, or how he took the cloth from her & guided the young woman to sit before taking over. with the water being moved out of the way, he was able to kneel closer to her with the cloth soon being set aside. “it was unintentional, there’s nothing to be sorry about.” he added, looking up at the brunette who he had persuaded to be with him just to keep jocelyn safe. a minute ago it felt right..but now that he kissed her, it almost felt like he was forcing her into something that might end up dojng more harm than good between them. was he considering going back & canceling the deal? not really, but he was questioning his decision a bit.
you can find me now @realmcfmagic. i’ll continue rps there. i still have a que going that i’ll let run out & then those threads can be continued on my new blog.
I want a world without the hypocrisy with the kinds of people who wouldn’t just eat fruit from the forbidden tree, but who’d cut the fucking tree down and burn it for firewood.
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i think i’m just going to take a five or so break from tumblr bc i feel like i just keep getting involved with things that aren’t good for me to be a part of. this is nothing against those i rp with or that follow me, i just need a bit of a break. i’m going to spend today making up a que & from there i’ll just be quiet until i come back.
Eliza, if you ever have a chance to meet Uilleam, would you go see him?
“if he wants to see me again, i would. i do care about him & want the best for him, but i feel i made things too awkward the last time i saw him.”