Wolf @reaper627 - Tumblr Blog

All my life all I knew was sorrow and sadness

And the path that I’m on will lead me to death but unfortunately those who seek death will never find it

I was foolish to think I was something I’m not thought I could turn a leaf and walk in the light but I was wrong all I found was pain misery and lies I’m no day walker so I turn my back on the light and welcome the darkness from within

Where along the line did I loose myself or was I never found finally came to a realization that I go about my life living in a daze a place that I maybe in my head where my actions don’t have consequences place I made where I could be lazy a world where I had always an excuse when there was zero accountability and it only took me now to realize this now cause I hurt the ones closest to me disrespected and shamefully ruined what was there’s all for what just to live in a make believe world where I felt comfortable I show nothing but pitty for myself cause now that I try to finally move on with my life I’ll be stuck with the memories of what I’ve done and the dreams of me constantly asking for forgiveness and thought of me wondering is this something time will fix or did I loose someone I care about more then anything some who help me in my time of need for whatever challenges or dangers that this world may put in my path I will fully accept the outcome of what’s to happen I refuse to live like that again specially if it means hurting the ones I hold close to me

When I wake up, I'm thankful I slept through the night

'Cause that is the only time I feel alright

Keep my eyes closed so I sleep the sadness away

When I wake up, I'm sure that it won't be the same

I call I call And I hear you, can you feel me? I am so down, can you feel me drown? I fall, I fall I fall, I fall I don't hear you, can you feel me? There is no sound, death is all around