songs i think about a lot

  You can occupy my every sigh. You can rent a space inside my mind. At least until the price becomes too high  

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

I miss every single conversation that we had in bed

I miss the nights that we weren’t so bored of living that we talk for hours

I guess I didn’t understand all the things you said that night

I guess I’m not that type of righteous type of person

Cry inside my bedroom missing you too much Its good to know I’m entirely human

I don’t know how to say this, but I hate your playlist and everything you make

I don’t know how to say this, but I want my shit back from your dorm room

And I hope one day we can realize that we're still friends

We can talk about the weather we can talk about whatever

And I just want you to be happy

But it hurts to know, it hurts to know

But that won’t be with me

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

Keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you

Can I lay in your bed all day?

I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

Hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday

So wear me like a locket around your throat

I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke

You look so good in blue, you look so good in blue

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

Have you heard the news That you're on your own? I'll grab you a noose 'Cause you got nowhere to go, go, go, go, now Well, I'll fly to the moon again Well, I'm sleeping with clothes up on my head I'll fly to the moon again I'm dying in a hot tub I'm dying in a hot tub, once again

[fallimentiquotidiani]

I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that’s real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar’s chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

[daddyreznor]

here’s this really important video I made

[guerrilla-operator]

NINE INCH NAILS

[mansons-horror-queen]

Suck // Nine Inch Nails

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

And I don't know what I'm looking for I feel you in my blood and my heart I'm always scared that this will fall apart That we'll fall apart You disappeared, but I feel you here You're always weighing down Right on my chest Come on, come on, come on Come on, come on, come on I... Yeah, I hate that I'm building you up When you're breaking me down I... Yeah, I hate that I make What you just love to take And I hate that I'm building you up When you're breaking me down And I don't know what I'm doing here Staying stuck is what I fear I kinda wish that you would disappear

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

"I'm fucking beyond hope." And the pastor says I'm good But Jesus Christ I'm never good I'll nail my hands up to the wall I'll nail my hands up to the wall And yeah the pastor says I'm good But Jesus Christ I'm never good I'll nail my hands up to the wall I'll nail my hands up to the wall And yeah, the doctors were nice enough They just said I'm fucked Just like my mom is fucked I bet your dad's fucked up And in the black light, I could tell a sick joke Maybe in the black light, I could tell a sick joke Twinkle Twinkle little star, alcoholics don't get far Unless they drink and drive Let's go for a ride

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

Almost every day I see the same face On broken picture tube It fits the attitude If you could see yourself You put you on a shelf Your verbal masturbate Promise to nauseate Today I'll play the part of non-parent Not make a hundred rules For you to know about yourself Not lie and make you believe what's evil Is making love and making friends And meeting God your own way, the right way

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

I don't fucking care if it hurts I don't fucking care if it hurts And I hope it tears you up when you hear this I hope it tears you up when you hear this If you wanna know the truth Well, I can hardly relate to you anymore Maybe you're dull to me Maybe I'm better off without you You can piss and moan if you want to I'll leave you on your own when you do And I hope you get exactly what you want I just don't think you know what you want All that I've got to say Is baby all you do is complain And we've all got a few words for you Won't you sing along with me now? I like you more when you are not around Cause when you're here You only bring me down

[tuckerrule]

thank you for the venom - my chemical romance

art by alexandre denis abel de pujol

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

And I knew that the lights of the city Were too heavy for me Though I carried carats For everyone to see And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies And all the lovers with no time for me And all of the mothers raise their babies To stay away from me Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams Where the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

Give me your liver And I'll give you my heart, heart, heart

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

The sun has began to set I'm a socialist, Marxist, libertarian slut I am an awkward teenage virgin and I sort of kinda laugh a lot in bed But other times I cry or don't make noise at all I'd give my life to have a room that feels that small 'Cause someone loved me, someone fucking loved me Someone fucking loved me, I loved them too Goddamn it, I was worth something, I fuckin' earned something I had a right to die, a right to live, a right to choose, too And God, no! Of course, I don't wanna feel better! Can you fucking imagine?!  'Cause someone loved me, someone fuckin' loved me All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew Goddamn it, I was worth something, I fuckin' learned something And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food I guess I loved you, I guess I really loved you All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew And now you're over there and I'm way over here What am I gonna do

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

All alone in my bedroom With the lights turned down and my roommate gone I know it's over still I cling on 'Cause I'm my own right-hand girl And I don't need anyone But sometimes I miss your stupid face, and your taste And your smoking gun It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes Are so much wetter than the space between my thighs Oh, oh, oh I can't help if thinking about it only makes me cry It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet, 'Til I run dry It's nights like this that remind me of my deepest fantasy Where I'm all alone and I feel the cold, dark earth caressing me 'Cause I'm six feet under nearly, and I don't have anyone, but This wouldn't be the first or last time that Both my tears and I have come

[red-flags-and-long-nights]

To cut down on my silhouette, my favorite foods are smoke and hearts My leftover frets forget stiletto-self vendettas, while my cracking backbone lacks but backs up my false starts All nightmares start as dreams and I hear my subconscious screaming They say that beauty’s just skin deep, so naturally, please show me your- Bones, bones, bones. Let me see your bones Well I don’t wanna know if the feeling follows home Bones, bones, bones. Hell, we’re all alone If I come home, baby, will you show your bones? Lumps in throats and petticoats, your baby teeth would pray for you A selfish book is always open, and some of the best liars only want the truth All love starts as a scheme, so wake me up, I’m tired of sleeping They say that beauty’s just skin deep. So obviously please show me your Bones, bones, bones. Let me see your bones Well I don’t wanna know if the feeling follows home Bones, bones, bones. Hell, we’re all alone If I come home, baby, will you show your bones?