Reese's Wintertime

Reese Winters. Moved from Kapuskasing to Toronto for soccer. 17, junior. Just trying to make a few friends in this messed up game we call life.

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Sometimes when Im bored, I look through old year books. and then I regret it. A lot. Middle school photos awful.

[campbell----saunders]

They can’t be that bad.

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I was not in the best shape in middle school. They were that bad.

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Sometimes when Im bored, I look through old year books. and then I regret it. A lot. Middle school photos awful.

[campbell----saunders]

That you should hang your self?

Yeah.

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Um how about no.

[campbell----saunders]

You said it.

[reesewinters-blog]

Yeah but once you commit sucicide

[campbell----saunders]

That you should hang your self?

Yeah.

[reesewinters-blog]

Um how about no.

[campbell----saunders]

That you should give up?

No.

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That you should hang your self?

[campbell----saunders]

About what,that Im a jerk?

No.

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That you should give up?

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So you like girls who tell you to kill your self and date others even when they know you like them. That’s odd.

[campbell----saunders]

Maybe…. Maybe you were right.

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I was for a while. Just let me settle in and maybe Ill give it a chance..

[campbell----saunders]

No. About what you said before.

[reesewinters-blog]

About what,that Im a jerk?

[reesewinters-blog]

So you like girls who tell you to kill your self and date others even when they know you like them. That’s odd.

[campbell----saunders]

Maybe…. Maybe you were right.

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I was for a while. Just let me settle in and maybe Ill give it a chance..

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I just told you to fucking hang your self!

[campbell----saunders]

You’re still not a jerk.

[reesewinters-blog]

Wow..you have low standards.

[campbell----saunders]

Obviously not, I like you.

[reesewinters-blog]

So you like girls who tell you to kill your self and date others even when they know you like them. That's odd.

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I just told you to fucking hang your self!

[campbell----saunders]

You’re still not a jerk.

[reesewinters-blog]

Wow..you have low standards.

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Im terrible. Im a jerk to you and just plain awkward. I don’t know his you even like me.

[campbell----saunders]

You’re not a jerk.

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I just told you to fucking hang your self!

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Obviously not hard enough. It’s been three two years Cam. Go try to date someone.. better.

[campbell----saunders]

Nobodies better than you!

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Im terrible. Im a jerk to you and just plain awkward. I don't know his you even like me.

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I don’t get why you just don’t give up. You just don’t know when to stop when you’re behind,do you? All you’ll ever be is a friend to me.

[campbell----saunders]

I can’t give up. Trust me, I’ve tried.

[reesewinters-blog]

Obviously not hard enough. It's been three two years Cam. Go try to date someone.. better.

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Because I thought you made new friends and forget about me. You obviously proved me wrong. You brought attention to your self. Should have done it quicker,maybe next time try hanging your self. Maybe people won’t care.

[campbell----saunders]

I wasn’t trying to bring attention to myself. Thanks. Really nice to hear from the girl I’ve loved and cared so much for, and despite all this, still will forever.

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I don't get why you just don't give up. You just don't know when to stop when you're behind,do you? All you'll ever be is a friend to me.

[campbell----saunders]

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You know what,fuck it. You’re right. I can’t care about you and your mental health because I didnt want to go to prom with you. Because Im trying to settle in and I just don’t want a relationship right now.

[campbell----saunders]

No. You can’t care about me because you never cared before. You knew...

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Because I thought you made new friends and forget about me. You obviously proved me wrong. You brought attention to your self. Should have done it quicker,maybe next time try hanging your self. Maybe people won't care.

[campbell----saunders]

Anybody on...?

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Don’t freak your self out. Count to ten and go take your medicine.Please? For me?

[campbell----saunders]

I don’t like it! Why would I do something for you! When have you ever done anything for me!?

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You know what,fuck it. You're right. I can't care about you and your mental health because I didnt want to go to prom with you. Because Im trying to settle in and I just don't want a relationship right now.

[campbell----saunders]

Anybody on...?

[reesewinters-blog]

There’s no reason to get defensive. Lay down and try to get your breathing steady. It doesn’t help if you’re yelling.

[campbell----saunders]

I’m not yelling! I’m sitting here on my phone typing! I don’t know what to do!

[reesewinters-blog]

Don't freak your self out. Count to ten and go take your medicine.Please? For me?