Ignore this.
I've been feeling really emotional lately so maybe that's where this is coming from. But I feel like I do a lot for people. I try and help make everybody's lives run smoother so everybody can be happy. I try and tidy up at peoples houses, I buy my friends presents just cause, I leave surprises for people, and I don't do it with the intentions of receiving something back. I do it to make my loved ones know they're loved. But you know what, I want that. I want somebody to surprise me, to take me somewhere, to make ME feel loved. and I know that probably sounds so incredibly awful, but that's how I feel. I want to be spoiled for once, I guess. I dunno. Sorry if you read this. I'm sure you're just as annoyed with me as I am.




















