Dec 23, 2018
This December marks 5 years since I left home
Every year, I am home for the holidays
But this year, things are different
I'm going on my honeymoon with my husband this year
I have these ambivalent feelings within me
On one hand, I feel really happy and lucky to be with such a wonderful man
But, on the other hand, words are not enough to express my grief for not being able to be with my parents during this holiday
No matter how far apart I am
Mom and dad, I will always be thinking of you every step of the way
I'm always your little girl first before I'm a wife.
As I'm sitting here, in the flight
I can't help but think how much I miss the both of you
And I hope to come home to you soon!