&& Like A Phoenix

I hate it when people say that I'm destined to be something. I'm sorry but when did I become destiny's bitch? Independent Canon Divergent Bianca from Charmed Season Six Please read rules before interaction

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Hey Guys!

This is a notice to let you all know that Bianca and my Melinda ( @legacysdaughter will be moving blogs to @proverbialpokeball )

[twicexborn]

“Love you.” He muttered in her ear, “So much.” Leaning down slightly, he placed his hands at the back of her thighs and easily lifted her into his arms, holding her close. “God, B. I love you so much.” He mumbled as he leaned into kiss her.

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The start of a smile spread onto her lips, as his arms lifted her up, and wrapped herself around him effortlessly. This was nothing new. This was them. This was what it felt like to be with, and around Chris. Love that she’d wanted her entire life but never had. Bianca brought her lips to meet his, and for once in her life, she didn’t question her decision. She knew she’d chosen right. 

Her arms rested wrapped around his neck, and she brought a hand up to wrap into his hair. She wished she could find the words to describe how she felt in that moment, but words evaded her. Leaving her with only actions to tell how she was feeling until she could find her voice again. 

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He couldn’t really form words at the moment, he could just stare at her. Was she actually serious? It seemed like such a quick decision for her. He was taking a chance with this. Part of his brain told him to just leave, because she was going to leave him. 

But yet, his uncle Coop’s voice echoed in his head, telling him that love was a risk. So with a sigh, Chris placed his hand on her hip and pulled her into his embrace.  “Firebird..” He mumbled into her neck.

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She turned her head so that she was able to press a kiss to his cheek. Her voice uttering reassurances. Tired of running. It was time that she accepted that he was what was best for her. He was what was good for her. Chris was everything she’d ever wanted and then some, and she didn’t even really have to force herself to be something she wasn’t. 

“I love you, Chris. I love you so much.”

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He had been bracing himself for the goodbye in her silence. He knew what he was doing by asking her that. He was asking her to make a choice between him and her family. He hated that he had to ask such a thing. In an ideal world, she could have both. But the world was from ideal. Her family far from accepting. He didn’t want to tear her away from her family, or else he would have cloaked her long before now, without her permission. But he respected her too much for that. It needed to be her choice. 

His head snapped up, hearing her small voice utter those two words and his heart jumped into his chest. Did he hear her right? Was she choosing him? Green eyes bore down into hers, with a sliver of hope present. “…Are you saying what I think you’re saying Bianca? Because..”

Because he couldn’t take it if she were placating him, if she was going to disappear once he fell asleep. He couldn’t take losing her again. He just couldn’t.

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“I’m not going back to them, Chris. I’m done. I want to accept your help, if I can help it, I never want to hear from my family again.”She took a deep breath and sighed, “I know that’s probably hard to believe, considering my history of leaving--- But I’m serious.”

She actually wanted to stay with him. To change. To stop being so afraid of everything, of herself. “So yeah, I’m saying exactly what you think I’m saying. I’m tired of bending over backwards for those assholes.”

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“I’ve shown you how to stop it, Bianca!” Chris retorted. He was tired of this. He was tired of being left. He was tried of this fucking argument. He was tired of living her with his entire being, and not getting the same in return. “Why? Why do you have to get them to trust you? So you can go back into their fold? Kill more innocents–that you say you don’t want too?” That was another thing, he wasn’t sure that she wasn’t lying to him about that. Was she just stringing him along?

“I’m giving you an escape. Me. My family. Fucking hell, Bianca. “ He stood up suddenly and approached her in quick strides. “We can fight them together, I can protect you. Just stay. Show me the woman I know you can be. Because right now, I just see someone who wants mommy’s approval. I see someone who is so insecure that she can’t take a risk on changing herself, even though she’s said she wants a better life. I see someone who would rather become a shell than fight for what she loves–or so she says.”

“Your way out is standing in front of you, ready and willing to deal with this for you. But it feels like you don’t want me too. That you want to go back. That the life I want with you isn’t good enough. If it isn’t, then Bianca-” Chris’ breath hitched his throat, fighting down emotions to get what needed to say out.

“Leave and don’t come back…I love you, Firebird. But I can’t do this anymore. I can’t take being left and then you show up two weeks later. I can’t take loving you more than you love me. I didn’t ask you to change-I just asked you to stay. If you can’t do that–then, just leave. Because I’m not a good enough reason obviously.”

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Bianca knew he was right, and the feeling writhed inside her. She was just seeking out her mother’s approval, no matter what it costed her. No matter what she did, it was never enough, and maybe it was time for her to just be done. 

“You’re right.”She was hurt, not by the fact that she had to say the words, but by the fact that everything had come to this. Had come to her faced with the ultimate choice, going back and getting the approval she so desperately wanted, and lose the one person who had ever actually cared, or stay. 

She was going to stay. She should have done it sooner. “I love you too. I’m not going. I can’t--- I don’t want what I’ll get if I go back. I want you. And I am so tired of running from my feelings in hopes of getting something I’ll never have.”

“I don’t want my families approval. What’s it worth anyway when I have all I need right in front of me? I’m not going anywhere, never again.”

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Blue lights lit up the room as Chris orbed in, and stumbled over to Bianca's couch, immediately falling into it, laying his head on her lap. "Fucking hate long vanquishes." He complained, not caring in the least his clothes were covered in smoke, soot, or demon remains. "It took six of us." He whined.

“You look like it took several of you to deal with it.”Bianca let out a soft laugh, her fingers moving to thread through his hair which was obviously a mess. “I’m sorry you had such a long day.”

Her day had been equally as long to be fair. But she for the most part had managed to let it roll of her back. She wished that her mother would take the hint and get that she wasn’t going to come back. That she was happy among the Halliwell’s where she didn’t have to worry about every decision she made angering anyone. 

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Haitus Notice

I’m moving. And while I’m moving I will not be on, due to a various number of reasons. But this Haitus should be brief. About two weeks tops, a few days at the least.

[twicexborn]

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“So,” Chris grinned as he walked up behind his on-again girlfriend, and wrapped his arms around her waist. “How’s the birthday girl?” His voice was dampened as his lips danced across the skin of her neck, nipping gently at the spot she liked.

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“I am surprisingly fantastic considering the number of messages I’ve recieved from my family today.” She answered, taking a deep breath as he nipped at her neck. “I refuse to let them ruin a perfectly good day with their mockery. And how is my wonderfully awesome boyfriend?”

[melissaxardie]

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Lavender’s green, dilly, dilly, Lavender’s blue, If you love me, dilly, dilly, I will love you. Let the birds sing, dilly, dilly, And the lambs play; We shall be safe, dilly, dilly, out of harm’s way. I love to dance, dilly, dilly, I love to sing; When I am queen, dilly, dilly, You’ll be my king. Who told me so, dilly, dilly, Who told me so? I told myself, dilly, dilly, I told me so.

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“Guess whose 24 today! DRINKS FOR EVERYONE!”

[anditsxsorrows-deactivated20170]

                      MAYBE it’s because I’m pure EVIL,                                  and I can’t help MYSELF

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We are witches. Yeah you heard that right. Magic powers, spells, potions, the like. We are not toys, we are not victims, we are Queens. We are warriors. Assassins. Mothers, Daughters, Sisters. We can be your friends.

                    Unless you make us your enemies.

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-Goes to make big promo on my other blogs-

[pseudovillian-blog]

It is said that history is written by the victors.                         That’s probably why you all make me out to be                                                                               such a goddamn dick.

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This is my fight song            Take back my life song.                               Prove I’m alright song.         My power’s turned on, starting right now I’ll be strong. 

And I don’t really care if nobody else believes,                                            cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me.

[anditsxsorrows-deactivated20170]

“ One reason you should give a damn is that I’ve been hearing rumors about a possibly threat rising from the corners of our dear New Orleans - a threat that’s against your kind. But you see, I considering I’m just a bigheaded jackass who knows if I even know what I’m talking about? Although, I am better than everyone else. It isn’t just a  thought. “

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“You may be an Original. But that doesn’t make you better than any of us.”Bianca snapped, oh  she’d known who she was talking to this entire time. She just decided to put her best foot forward, and be a hard ass. “From what I’ve heard the only rising threat to the witches here is threats from you.So please do tell, Klaus. Exactly what the hell am I getting myself into.”

[tvandfilm]

Countdown to Season 4 - Week Six: Favorite Season 3 Character        “The world isn’t safe for a girl like me, but maybe I’m not safe for the world either.”