stiles stilinski

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stxndandfight:

❝… Stiles. Shut up.❞

He can feel his cheeks already beginning to heat up,  the blush he knows will be more than evident. With a  clear of his throat, the Beta scanned the other, head  to toe, sizing him up and wanting to see if he could  spot any signs that the other was doing this simply to do this.

AKA; the wrong reasons.

That hand on his receives a slight twitch of the Beta’s  fingers beneath Stiles’ palm and then he was swiftly  moving his own hand away. There’s a bob of his throat visible to anyone paying attention and he shakes his  head for a second, closing his eyes in defeat. 

❝Alright fine. I’ll train you. But it’s not going to be like how I trained Isaac, you don’t need to know how to control a shift or  anything werewolf related. So, I’ll be a little easier on you.

….But that’s not to say this wont still be tough. It’s going to be a lot of hard work.❞

                            [ Why am I put up                              with you again? ]

That had been rude, but when it came from Derek -- it turned into an endearment. The silence that rested between them gave Stiles a chance to study the wolf and what he found was something  new,  something he hadn't seen there before. The real Derek Hale. No, mask. It nearly took his breath away.

His hand was warm. Warmer than he thought he would be and the hair that he felt didn't tickle. It  was  an  odd thing to  think  about. The  fine  strains  felt  good. But, the  hand  was  gone  too  soon  and  Stiles  swallowed thickly past a lump in his throat. What  in  the  hell was that? It made his heart pick up the tempo.

❝Don't be -- easy on me, Derek. Everyone else walks on egg shells around me since I'm  myself  again. If  there's one person that I beg not to do that - it's you. My dad's doing it. Scott,  Lydia,  even  Melissa. When  they  don't look at me like I'm a monster, they  treat  me  with white gloves.❞

He looked up and held Derek's gaze.

❝Go hard on me -- digressing from the obvious porn joke that's in there somewhere -- because  I  need  it  from you. I need you, out of everyone, to look at me and see that I'm not  a  monster. That  I'm  just Stiles. Maybe  a  little  more broken than I was. But, it's still me.❞

                         [ You secretly want to marry me.                             And already have the ring. Duh. ]

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stxndandfight:

❝And in that year you should have also figured out that I’m not one for listening to you. At all.❞

Now that was a lie if ever there was one. In fact, Stiles had  been the most consistent of the people Derek would actually listen to. Even if he did spend his time trying to pass it off as  nothing, attempting to act as though what the human was saying  was simply going into one ear and out the other. 

❝Train you? —- You want me to train you?❞

Now Stiles wasn’t necessarily weak. Nor was he a pushover when  it came to fighting a battle. For a human, he was one of the bravest  the Beta had seen, but the regime he would usually follow wasn’t exactly for the faint hearted and—- well, he’d heard about the tattoo place. 

❝I think you an your bat are just fine, Stiles. Also. Not a chance. I’ll chain you to your Jeep if I have to. No more fighting for you from now on, you’ve been through enough.❞

                            [ You know what else don’t lie?                                                                  My teeth. ]

❝I never pegged you as being kinky -- well -- I,  er, never mind. Look, that's nice that you don't want me fighting but lets be serious  here.  I'm the weakest. I need you.❞

Stiles paused awkwardly at the sentiment and pressed his hand against the back of his head.

❝You know - to train me so I can be strong.  Like all my other supernatural friends. Isaac told me how you train -- and I can take it.❞

He reached out and put his hand over Derek's. It was a bold move, but he had to get to the wolf. Have him realize that he actually needed this. He needed it to clear his head. Make it so he would stop waking up screaming at night.

❝We don't know what's coming next, Derek. But, I'm sure that my bat won't scare it away.❞

                            [ Are you offering kinky favors?                              If so, bite my thigh first. It'll drive me crazy.. ]

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stxndandfight:

Derek knows too much about guilt. He’d carried  enough of it through his life. He’d carried the burden of someone else’s decision to do what they did for  so long. Now Stiles. Stiles had done what he could  to protect the only family he had left.

He had been told there could be dangers but honestly, Derek would remain adamant that he was never told e n o u g h.

Derek knows that the human would continue to act  as though he was okay, but little did he know that he  had a tell, and Derek could see it. Silently vowing to  himself that he would not let Stiles go down the road he had once been on. A boy like him shouldn’t have to.

❝I appreciate the extended invitation there Stiles but that isn’t quite up to you. But I don’t need to be pack to be protect you. All of you.❞

                          єѕρєcιαℓℓу уσυ.

                                                      [ Get out of my loft. ]

❝Yeah, well, you've known me for a year now. You believe that I'm the type to take no for an answer when it comes to this? Too late.  You sorrt of grew on me. No getting rid of me now. Think of me as your new pet sloth, buddy.❞

Stiles made himself at home in the loft, but he generally seemed to  avoid  spaces  where  the  Void had stood to openly mock them. Where he had hurt Derek.

He was far from okay. The cleansing of his mind had been a long process that  still  hadn't  reached  a  midway point. He still woke up at night  screaming because he had killed Allison,  and  so  many  other  innocent   people. The  very thought made him tremble, but he covered with a smile.

❝I think you should train me -- you know to fight. I can't rely  on  a  bat  all  my life if I'm rollin' with the wolf crew. I'm the only one still rockin' Team Human over here.❞

                                                 [ Move those hips, Derek! ]

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stxndandfight:

❝Hey. Don’t.❞

He knows exactly what he’s talking about. But just in case.

❝Allison was not your fault.Take it from someone who knows about guilt. It’s not a road you want to go down. Especially for someone else.❞

Allison was down to the Nogitsune, the Oni and her own misjudgment. That was not to  say that she deserved it or that it was her  fault. But she should have known not to  take her attention away from the job at hand.

❝But sure, okay. But I’m not saying you’re welcome. That’ll make this too—- real.❞

                         [ I’ve better than 20-20   vision. My eyes don’t lie.  Change that into a shakira song and I really will rip your throat out with my teeth. ]

He could argue with Derek. Disagree, and fight but he doesn't. Stiles knows  the  truth behind it. He opened the  door. Allison was  dead  and it was his fault. Ethan  would  never  see Aiden again because  o f him. All  the  blood  that  he saw, the screams he heard when he closed his eyes wasn't going to go away. Stiles  knew  he had caused it all. But,  he  faked  it. He  smiled, and he let out a small breath of air that was like a chuckle because he was Stiles.

❝Sometimes real is all we got, big guy. We live in a town of broody werewolves  and demonic ninja rejects. -- But,  you  know  what? You're pack. Did I even use that right? Can pack even be used as a descriptor? Whatever. I say it is.❞

                          [ I'm recovering from the fact                             you know who Shakira is! Whenever. Wherever.                             Sing along, Derek! ]

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stxndandfight:

❝Who says I wouldn’t do that now?  You don’t have to thank me for doing what was right, Stiles. Scott would have never forgiven me if I’d just, looked the other way. But, you’re okay. You’re safe so, everything turned out how it should.❞

                                              [ Besides Allison,  that was never meant to happen. But Derek already knew that you cannot save them all. ] 

     [ You’ve been in my loft, stuffing your face                        enough times for me to know. ]

       ❝Yeah -- well, for once in your life Derek? Shut up.        Take the compliment because I know you wouldn't        have just killed me. Sometimes, I  wished  you  had.        Maybe - Maybe she'd be alive  now. It  would  have        been a better trade. I've got to live with  that. You?        All I'm asking is for you to accept my thank you.        Please.❞

                     [ Stiles stepped closer, because he needs to.                        Derek needs to see that this isn't a trick.                        He needs to see Stiles needs this too. ] 

     [ Pardon me, I'd never stuff my face with      anything in your loft. Ok? Okay. Scrappy. ]

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stxndandfight:

❝Stiles. You were out there, in what I was told was  nothing but your pajamas in the lowest temperatures.  I — we — had to find you and we had to do it fast. And I would barely call it fixing it. It was a jump start. You left your car running so long the battery was dead.❞

                  [ You certainly eat like                                        he does. ] 

     ❝The thing is, a few months ago Derek Hale would have       killed me and be done with it. I had control. Enough of it      to make it send clues. A  text  that  says  APB to my dad.      Putting you as the king on the chessboard. This  side of      you? It saved me. I wanted to say thank you.❞

                  [ How do you know how I eat?                                                 Stalker much? ] 

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stxndandfight:

             ❝I was doing what was right, Stiles.                  You needed help and you needed                       it fast. Sleep wasn’t an option.❞

[ I’d have thought that was you. You know. The annoying one. ]

             ❝Sleeps always an option, big guy.                     And then you also fixed my jeep.                          That another thing needed to be done?❞

          [ If anything. I'm Shaggy.          You're Scrappy - suck it. ]

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stxndandfight:

         ❝And what exactly is that supposed to mean, Stiles?                                             Lead you here?—- For what?❞

                          [ I have to admit, I was expecting                                             Scooby to be in there. ]

         ❝Did you think Scott wouldn't tell me?                How many days you didn't sleep? Come on, man.❞

                          [ Scott is Scooby. You're more of --                                                               a Scrappy-Doo. ]

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stxndandfight:

      ❝I’d say you need your head testing.                       But that’s already a given.❞

 [ Come a little closer. I’ll show you how                                               f l u f f y I am. ]

      ❝Maybe I do -- but after what happened...                       i started to clear my head. It lead me here.❞

 [ Would you rather I called you, Fido?                                              Or Bingo? ]

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stxndandfight:

        ❝Right, because I’m going to believe that                   out of everyone you could have gone                    to see, you just chose to come here.                 Because what? My loft has everything                                a teenage boy could need?❞

                                    [ ——- You said it. Not me. ] 

                  ❝What if I said it did, Wolfie?❞

                            [ -- Bite me, Fluffy. ] 

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