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[resistlight-blog]

okay, needless to say i’ve taken a little break from here for a while but i will be back! i’ll just be on a semi hiatus for a while until i get my muse/motivation to write back.

[reyloismineagain]

Before seeing the movie, I knew Han Solo would die and whoever would kill him will be irredeemable. After leaving the movie, my stance wavered. 

Kylo was not a typical mustache twirling villain. The movie gave us a complex character, who has been manipulated in turning to the dark side and was revealed that he feels the pull of the light.

In the movie, General Leia told Han that Snoke “seduced their son to the dark side”. According to the The Force Awakens novelization (page 176), Snoke has always been watching Ben & had done the damage before Leia detected it. Possibly since birth.

This part is what got me the most. We all have been influenced at one point in our lives by others, and regret that decision afterwards. 

Imagine the same situation without freedom of choice. That is Kylo Ren. 

Snoke has manipulated Ben into turning against his family and perform acts he cannot come back from. 

Kylo Ren responds with “It’s too late” when his father tells him that Snoke will crush him after he serves his purpose. From Kylo Ren’s reaction, he knows it. Possibly doubted it for some time, indicated in his action of resisting Snoke’s plan of destroying the Ileenium System.  

In his mind, there is no way back. The path Kylo Ren sees for himself is going deeper into the darkness by killing his father. A thought seeded by Snoke as a ‘task’ to prove his allegiance (page 124).

 The true villain is Snoke, who targeted Ben Solo since the time he was born. Ben can be blamed for being weak, but he was just a child.

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IMPORTANT MEMORY MEME; a happy moment of kylo’s life. ( @hux-capacitor )

                                                                                        ‘ chewie! look! ‘

                        ben’s childish laughter filled the falcon as his father STEERED back and forth, ben’s tiny hands joining him. he couldn’t believe his dad was actually letting him help fly this thing. he’d always looked at the falcon as this huge UNCONTROLLABLE ship, one in which he’d never be able to pilot. but he was doing it, and han was letting him. of course, he didn’t have full control of the falcon but ben BELIEVED he did and that was all that mattered.

                       ‘ chewie, get in here! ‘ now han’s voice ECHOED against the walls, the proud dad seeing his son doing something that they both loved, something they could share. seeing ben behind the controls brought back memories to the first time he’d PILOTED a ship, the eagerness, the feeling left inside his chest that he’d finally be free; he never looked back since. and there was a sense of FREEDOM he felt from ben, like, a bird being let out of a cage and left to wander. not that he was ever trapped, at least he hoped he never felt that way. and even though ben was still young, he could see the look in his fathers eyes, like maybe all of this meant more than they’d thought it did, maybe being in the falcon in that moment was the most IMPORTANT thing in the galaxy.

                       seconds later chewbacca ran into the control room, a GROWL of irregular words ran through the walls and reached their ears. and han looked back at him, a reluctant smile beaming across his face, eyebrows RAISED and replied. ‘ yeah, no kidding! ‘

                       ben's grin almost looked permanent, like nothing in the entire universe could wipe it off his face. as he looked around at his dad and his best friend with INNOCENT joy, it could almost be seen in slow motion; the knowing look as if the moment could be frozen in time and contentment. there was a feeling in ben’s stomach that maybe there wouldn’t be many days like this in the FUTURE, that maybe when his father left him and his mother again he wouldn’t come back, he’d stay flying the ship forever and chewie would leave him too. it was a lot for a child to take on — the knowledge that everything could fall apart without warning, without the CHANCE to stop it all. but there was a warm ache that settled in his chest that told him to savour the moment, to enjoy it to it’s FULLEST and as ben got older and looked back at the time with fondness he liked to think they all felt it too, that they all held that one moment together in high regard.

                       when it came to the time that ben was no more, that kylo had won. the memory had become nothing but a HINDRANCE. there were mixed feelings to how he felt about that day when he looked back with hindsight. on one hand, it was a memory that shouldn’t have any affect on him any more. it was something that without his PERMISSION, pushed the little light he had through the gaps and into that familiar place in his chest again; that little space around his heart that ACHED for that time again. but in other ways it reminded him of the man his father was and it only fuelled his anger more, pushing the light out once more and letting the darkness emanate.

                       he was TORN apart and no matter how hard he tried to push it away from him, the memory would PLAGUE his mind for as long as the light remained.

[resistlight-blog]

brain: four muses, wow. you've really outdone yourself.

brain: no more though.

me: spends 3 days working on an oc.

[forcegifs]

He means nothing to me.

[mitchellwrites]

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

[lannasroleplaymemes]

Important Memory Meme

Send a symbol for a drabble about a specific memory my Muse has.

◉ : The happiest moment in your life. ☼ : A time that you were heartbroken. ◍ : Facing someone who intimidated you. ◎ : Getting into a big argument or fight. ❂ : A time you laughed so hard you cried. ● : Overcoming a fear from childhood. ◐ : Something to do with your first crush. ⊗ : A nightmare / dream you had recently.

[sweetcocktailsandrooftopkisses]

I think manipulation is the greatest art of them all

(via mecixan)

[nobodysempireplots]

six-word sentences.

[sandcvstles]

“ frankly speaking, i wanna give up. ”

“ they love me cause i’m hot. ”  

“ just try to guess the answer. ”

“ everyone here knows you don’t care. ”

“ fine, do things your way. ”

“ i want to be in love. ”

“ no, i would rather make money. ”

“ shut up already, i’m not going. ”

“ because you said that, fuck you! ”

“ i hate you more than anything. ”

“ just sit down? let me explain? ”

“ can i be a little nasty? ”

“ there’s nothing wrong with being sexual. ”

“ i want you to like me. ”

“ don’t you dare lie to me. ”

“ i’m way too scared to fall. ”

“ terrified of my love for you? ”

“ we were both afraid, shut up. ”

“ it wasn’t anyone’s fault. not really. ”

“ life’s too short to care anymore. ”

“ i dreamt about you last night. ”

“ really? what did you dream about? ”

“ i dreamt you chose me instead. ”

“ how did you become like this? ”

“ this isn’t any of your business. ”

“ i’m losing my mind, losing control. ”

“ you weren’t there! i needed you! ”

“ please don’t start with me, okay? ”

“ why do you always leave me? ”

“ this is all we have left. ”

“ i turned around. you were gone. ”

“ all i can think about is you. ”

“ wow, you look like shit today. ”

“ i called and you didn’t answer. ”

“ i wanna be a child forever. ”

“ today, my love is in mourning. ” 

“ your words felt like sharp knives. ”

“ say something nice or don’t speak. ”

[resistlight-blog]

riightiintwo;

      ✦ – “Will I be another sacrifice for your great cause as well? I’m sure you will take as much pride in my blood on your hands as well as Fathers,” Ben states glaring at his brother as he takes a calculated step forward. His eyes harden as he stares his only brother down.        “How long will it take before you go after Mother? I wager to say that you’re not even strong enough to face her are you?” 

                    his words BURNED his throat, he felt a strange feeling rise upwards inside of him. he knew what his brother was saying was right, he couldn't face his mother. but even before he’d committed the WICKED act, he couldn't face her. she was the one person he loved more than anyone else, more than anything else. she had supported him, wanted what was best for him. he knew that. but it didn’t change the way things had turned out. as for ben, he couldn't kill him. there would be no point. not unless he was a THREAT to him or the first order.

                    ‘ i have no reason to kill you, ben. you’re not a threat and i hold no attachment to you. ‘ was this a lie? even kylo no longer knew. he’d come into the world with him. he was his twin, they were CONNECTED. if ben died there would surely be no pain like it. but he refused to acknowledge the past, he refused to acknowledge ben as part of him. ‘ i would take PRIDE in it if i knew it was for the greater cause. but it isn't... you’re nothing. ‘

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riightiintwo;

     ✦ – Ben wanted to yell at his brother for not listening, or understand what he was saying. Nails bit into his palms as his hands clenched harder to keep himself under control. Ben didn’t want this to end in a fight, yet Kylo wasn’t giving him much choice.      “Stop being stupid for two seconds!” He snaps finally “I’m not here to fight you, and I’m definitely not trying to save you. You’re so beyond being able to be saved at this point. I’m here to go with you,” Ben’s words echo between them.

                  ‘ go... with me? ‘ ben’s words FORCED him to step back, confused at the confession. he’d came to him for what? to turn to the dark side with him? to die with him? none of it made sense. he’d never leave their mother and kylo would never want him to. she NEEDED one son with her, by her side, especially now their father was gone. ‘ what are you talking about, ben? ‘

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heardroar;

    leaning down, arms encircle the boy in return & a comforting pat placed against his back.            a chuckle escaping mouth,       agreeable growl slowly built upon steadily released with an exaggerated nod of head.         releasing hold on the boy to position a hand against shoulder, returning to full his height. 

                                           ❛  ohacraao aoacworo waoowh'ao orwhoooh ohoowh'ao achurcao aoacwosc.  ❜                                                                     ⌞*  what they don’t know won’t hurt them.  ⌝

                  there was something about SECRETS, no matter how small, that made ben grin with excitement; they made him feel special. and it was something to share with somebody, to bring two people closer. but having a secret with chewie was the best of all because he LOVED that big ball of fluff more than most. a tiny hand came up to tug GENTLY and playfully onto the fur that surrounded him as the boy looked up at the wookie — a signal to p l e a s e let him climb up and sit on his shoulders.

[resistlight-blog]

looks like bb kylo is giving the middle finger :)

[wyvernstail]

Favourite Characters: kylo ren ∟” I’m being torn apart. ”

[the-laughing-mans-ghost]

War is not heroic. War is not exhilarating. War is full of despair. It’s dark. It’s dreadful. It’s a thing of sorrow and gloom.

Kira Izuru (Bleach)

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resistingforce;

anger flashed in the young woman’s eyes as her gaze fixated on the man before her. it was beyond her how a man raised by two of the people she looked up to, could turn out like this. it was only just beginning to dawn on her how dangerous it was to be someone with the force. how much it could c h a n g e a person. kylo was a PRECAUTIONARY tale for her, a tale of what not to let become of herself. ❝ I don’t need anything from you. there’s only one man who would be able to train me to be as strong as i’m capable of. Luke. ❝

                     the girl spoke of luke like she knew him, but she only knew the legend. a term used loosely. there was only one ENTITY worthy of that term — darth vader. that was the thing about good guys. you could hear a million and one good things about them and some NAIVE fool would believe them all. but luke wasn't special, he was a sickness; a parasite that needed to be wiped out before it spread, before it RECRUITED more threat.

                    ‘ what do you know of luke? only what others have told you — a LEGEND you would like to live up to. ‘ it angered him that luke was seen this way but kylo was seen as a disappointment. ‘ well, i can tell you now that it would be disappointing. i have first hand experience. don’t make the same MISTAKE i did. ‘