RetroVanilla

He/him They/them Vent blog

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Commission requestes

I got a few commissions on other sites but wanted to say it again here

My commissions for single/full body, with color are 30$

Line art of that kind are 25$

Half body colored is 25$

Head shots fully colored are around 20$

I make banner sets for 25$ +5 for DNI or info banners

I take bigger and more complex commissions as well for a bit more!

DM ME FOR REQUESTS!

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My wisdom teeth hurt so bad I’m about to cut them out myself

Fuck money- fuck bills- fuck insurance I just wanna not feel pain

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I fucking love you guys id die without yall I need you all fuck I’m nothing without my moots and friends and ugh I love you all never leave me

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I hate everyone fuck everybody

No one wants me and I don’t need anyone I got this, just watch me, I’ll be fine without you all

No one needs me and I don’t need anyone

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Everybody hates me I just know it

Everybody wishes I’d just die and never come back

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Lowkey I think I’m getting better??? Idk every since I broke up with my abusive ex a few days ago life feels a little better

But then again my mom is now asking for all my money to buy food and handle bills, and bro I worked so hard for my money I don’t wanna just give up over 100$

But I kinda knew this was gonna happen it’s why I didn’t spend it on myself this whole time…

I love every single one of my pets but having 19 animals and this much debt is a horrible idea, why did we have to have so many strays come into our life, like we only actively got I think 5 of these animals….;-;

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I tried to draw pop as not a little chibi and I think I failed ;-; Oml, but I think what I did with the text was a cool idea

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I wish I got more fanart of pop

She’s so cute and I want her to be enjoyed by everyone;-;

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you have such cute dividers i love them !

Awwwww thank you, I made them myself!!!!! <3

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Nah I relapsed and I started a new horrible coping mechanism

But on a side note I love my box cutter and my box cutter loves me

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A few days ago I broke up with my toxic boyfriend, and I’m still trying to process it all happened and trying to figure out how to feel safe and normal agine after it all

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Our tub finally got fixed so I can take a shower tonight it’s been like a week and I’m gross and feel so bad

I can’t wait to be clean ;-; I need it soooooo bad guys my skin conditions even acting up agine ;-;

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Thought I’d draw pop a bit differently I feel I should have more fun drawing her with different hairs and outfits, sence that’s kinda her whole point I made her was to have fun with it lol

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Told my mom I was suicidal agine

Told her I really wanted to die

That I felt there was no reason to try

She whined a little bit like "whyyyyyy?!?!" And said "you want a reason to try- bc | need your help!"

Ik iv been sucidial a good few times and she's probably desensitized to it I just thought she'd care

She says she loves me atleast

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I drew our girly again, I miss drawing pop she’s so cute!

I am finishing the school year but still gotta help the puppies and also try to help my mom as I work to get a job this summer lol, pls text me good stuff and happy news!!! I need it ;-;

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Here’s the puppies we rescued (this is tooken at the vet and someone is holding them I took the photo lol)

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Heyyyy so I know iv been gone and that’s because of school and we rescued 4 puppies that were abandoned, but like I’m not dead or offline I still try to check stuff here and I just wanna say

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Like you guys are amazing and still help me everyday more then you know