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Indie. Galarian Zapdos Rp && Ask DASH ONLY . SEL . LIT Bio Cared by: Birb

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hey.

it’s been... a while. last time i was here, the world wasn’t uh . . .

anyways, just dropping by to check up on people, kinda give an update as to what i’m doing etc.

Last time I was here, I had made a post saying i’d lost all my stuff because my PC reset. So my artwork, WIP stuff, my icons, all of it gone, so i kinda just vanished because i didn’t know what else to do, and it completely knocked away any inspo i had for Lautaro during these tougher times.

I uh . . . also been playing alot of games, etc to kinda escape from reality. I’m in a tough spot where I’m living with my parents, can’t really get a job, because all offices etc, are not hiring during these times since they can’t train anyone and- 

*GASP*

you gets get the picture so i’m not gonna continue on that. But what I wanna mention is, I kinda really wanna get back into writing, since i don’t have MUCH to do at the moment. Toying w/ the idea of revamping this, as well as possibly making a B.lathers OR C.eleste blog since COUGHanimalcrossingismyoneescapeCOUGH

so yeah, gonna make a temp for either of those two possibly tonight, and go from there since it takes like....24 hours for people to be notified of WHEN i may follow anyways!!

SORRY TO HAVE SUCH A LONG RANT

PS. I KNOW I DO THIS ALOT, I HAVE THE TIME NOW AND I ACTUALLY WANNA WRITE AND DO STUFF SORRY IF THIS COMES OFF AS ANNOYING

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Update.

So my pc had some issues and safe to say I've lost everything. My icons, my graphics, my artwork...everything. I was planning to come back this afternoon but that's not happening. At this point I may start making my oc and such and just do that, but its not gonna be for atleast a week.

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Okay. heres my plan.

This blog is going on half-hiatus for a bit, ik its SUPER soon to be doing so, but I kinda need to get my shit together first. DURING that time, i’m replaying Shield in my spare time, so I can give out my switch code so you guys can add me there if you want. 

THIRDLY. I’m playing my shield game, with a somewhat template for my vamp oc. I wanna try and play through the game kinda like how he would go through the story, and world. This is kinda to help me build up an idea of how i could implement a vampire into this verse, either that or even just make a verse for the OC and work from there??

anyways, my switch fc is - 5971-9488-2297

my discord is - birb-sama#7195

I’ll probably do IC stuff on discord, but it’ll be alot more casual. if anyone is down for some chill Lautaro interactions lmk. 

[revvinup]

Okay. heres my plan.

This blog is going on half-hiatus for a bit, ik its SUPER soon to be doing so, but I kinda need to get my shit together first. DURING that time, i’m replaying Shield in my spare time, so I can give out my switch code so you guys can add me there if you want. 

THIRDLY. I’m playing my shield game, with a somewhat template for my vamp oc. I wanna try and play through the game kinda like how he would go through the story, and world. This is kinda to help me build up an idea of how i could implement a vampire into this verse, either that or even just make a verse for the OC and work from there??

anyways, my switch fc is - 5971-9488-2297

my discord is - birb-sama#7195

I’ll probably do IC stuff on discord, but it’ll be alot more casual. if anyone is down for some chill Lautaro interactions lmk. 

[revvinup]

Okay. heres my plan.

This blog is going on half-hiatus for a bit, ik its SUPER soon to be doing so, but I kinda need to get my shit together first. DURING that time, i’m replaying Shield in my spare time, so I can give out my switch code so you guys can add me there if you want. 

THIRDLY. I’m playing my shield game, with a somewhat template for my vamp oc. I wanna try and play through the game kinda like how he would go through the story, and world. This is kinda to help me build up an idea of how i could implement a vampire into this verse, either that or even just make a verse for the OC and work from there??

anyways, my switch fc is - 5971-9488-2297

my discord is - birb-sama#7195

I’ll probably do IC stuff on discord, but it’ll be alot more casual. if anyone is down for some chill Lautaro interactions lmk. 

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honestly may just delete and come back when shit is settled

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got a call back from my recruiter saying i didn’t get the job, so sorry for more delays but i’m already gonna be putting my self on low activity because i can’t deal with life anymore

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ik theres no vampires in pokemon . . . . but what if

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Last non ic post revolving around this topic today, but this was posted to honor Qinni (the artist who passed away and was a big part of the tama community ) I know alot of people here are artists..if.you have IG please consider making a small a galaxy. I'm gonna make an IG nust to post one my self.

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@puffywarrior replied to your post

I’m gonna be real, anons often target ppl who they see as ‘weak’ or are in a bad place mentally because they often have the shitty mindset of 'I don’t fucking care shut up and just rp with me’. I know a lot of ppl hate me but rather send hate to my followers rather than me because they’re a no life coward who knows I’m confident.

yeah i could see that, i come off as kinda soft sometimes, and its easier to target the ones who look to have nothing to defend themselves.

I mean I do, but I can see why others perceive me as just someone who whines and has no spine or something.

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Dont think you follow me (youve been inactive, thats ok) but I want you to know I'm so sorry for your loss, and that you hold absolutely no obligation to be here in such a hard time. I'm appalled that someone would send you hate, and I hope your week/month/year gets better. We don't know eachother (which is also ok) but I want you to know my heart goes out to you and hope your struggles lessen. Keep truckin, it'll get better

thank you. its very upsetting to see someone in a community you participate in, just not be there anymore. one of their last posts on twitter ended with them saying something along the lines of ‘chemo is tough, but i’ll get stronger in no time’ and then we hear this a few days later. its really hard to kinda, think about what they were going through.

anyways thank you for the kind words, I’m gonna keep my fingers crossed that irl everything will just fall into place in the next few days.

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Buddy if someone is sending you anon hate for not having much IC stuff yet when you're a new blog and you're going through a rough patch irl, then they need to screw off and understand that folks have lives outside of tumblr. Especially right now, a lot of folks are busy with university and school stuff. Don't feel bad for not having the time to do a lot of rp stuff right now!

Yep. and its not like i’m ignoring any ic stuff direct @ me either, I’m just drafting everything and holding onto it when i have a free day to get through it all. I’m not gonna force my self to write when i don’t have the time, or head space either because then it comes out forced, and it’ll ruin the character and interactions.

thank you for your support, once everything settles and i have a concrete schedule and no more mishaps, everything will be gucci. 

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i’m not gonna reply to the anon hate i just got but,

I will say again I am sorry for lack of any IC stuff since this blogs been put up, I’m really trying and its just been a sudden shift on what happens in my life. I was supposed to get a call for this job last week, that’s been delayed to today so fingers crossed, I was SUPPOSED to have my room finished last Thursday, until i found out we bought the wrong dresser, and we just got the new one yesterday. TODAY i found out someone in my community has passed away and it really hit me hard.

if my fresh blog, having very little IC posts is that big a deal i feel bad. Because rp is a hobby, not some spectators entertainment, and I do not need to perform for faceless users, who bitch at me for not posting enough. 

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I can’t write today. just found out someone dear to me in the tamagotchi community has passed away && I need a day to process.

thank you all for your patience. 

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He gives you a sly wink before drop kicking you with his massive glorious birb feet

what do you do??

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birb-sama#7195 another discord drop because why not.