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* ALL YOU NEED IS HOPE , THE LIGHT & LOVE!!

IND. PRIV. HIGHLY SEL. // REY OF JAKKU

#this is where i went!!!!!!

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* ALL YOU NEED IS HOPE , THE LIGHT & LOVE!!

IND. PRIV. HIGHLY SEL. // REY OF JAKKU

#if anyone has been wondering where reybelion went #this is the new blog.#come say hi

kylokyber-deactivated20190809

#sitting smol bean (✿ ♥‿♥)

#SHES !!!! SO!!! SMOL !!!!!#this is rey 100%#self.

just went on a massive unfollowing spree with people who weren’t mutuals. if i unfollowed you and we were mutuals please let me know. i’m going to take a break from tumblr and just write on discord until then. if i am around, replies will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE. that anon message really has me fucked up and in a really sour mood - but i hope everyone has a good night.

#ooc.

listen i'm sorry but you've been so dramatic lately. you're making your partners feels bad. your isolating people from writing with others. you are a great rey but your attitude stinks lately. you are always writing with people , i see several on your blog. just because people aren't there 24 7 doesn't mean you're not loved or that they're leaving. try branching out into the indie tag. they write a lot and very fast

ouch. i’m not trying to make anyone feel bad nor am i trying to be dramatic? i’m speaking my feelings & im sorry if my damn anxiety bothers you. maybe i should just keep quiet next time.

bcnswolo

“Not if you’re still upset with me…” Ben whispered in reply, finally allowing himself the opportunity to run his fingers through her hair when there was no longer the consequence of waking her prematurely. Though his weight on the bed had done that much. She looked so angelic — and suddenly he couldn’t remember why he had been so upset in the first place.

‘ Of course I’m not upset with you still, I went to sleep to get over it - I’m sorry for annoying you and pestering you to share things with me. I need to remember to give you your space when you’re frustrated - I just always want to help you, even when you don’t want it. ‘ Rey explained, tired eyes gazing into his that admired her face with such passion within’ his eyes. ‘ I love you, Ben, and I only want the best for you. ‘ Eyes closed, loving the feeling of his fingers combing through her dark locks - it was almost euphoric.

#bcnswolo #ic.#au.#modern.

antropi

❝ fuck FUCK ! ❞ although you ultimately relent , you cannot preclude the blossoming impulse in advancing your fist to the hapless wall nearest to you , educing forth the inevitable beginnings of discoloration. fortunately , you truly can’t care less. accompanying a sluggish breath , the feasibility of temporary lodging seizes your regard in undoubted interest. ❝ which one ? ❞

‘ the one a couple blocks down , or maybe spend a few more bucks and actually stay in the CITY. ‘ raising her eyebrow at the man - studying his stance , the way his ANGER flows through him. ‘ i’m sure i won’t use BOTH beds if you’d like to get some actual sleep? ‘ CRAZY? it’s what she thought as the question oozed from her lips - she had barely KNOWN the man , yet she invited him to stay along with her. ‘ just offering , i don’t mind SHARING. ‘

#antropi #ic.#au.#modern.

epiphcny

[BREATHES DEEPLY] I NEED A PLOT WHERE MUSE A AND MUSE B HAD BEEN DATING FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND IT WAS REALLY HELLA SERIOUS BUT ONE DAY MUSE A JUST UP AND LEAVES BECAUSE SHE GETS SCARED OF THE COMMITMENT AND ALL OF THAT AND THEN LIKE THREE MONTHS AFTER SHE BROKE UP WITH HIM IT’S POURING DOWN RAIN AND SHE SHOWS UP AT HIS DOOR STEP COMPLETELY SOAKED TO THE BONE AND SHIVERING AND SHE’S PROBABLY GOING TO GET A COLD AND SHE’S ALL “I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO GO” IDK ??? LIKE THIS IF YOU WANNA DO IT

#wl.

someone save me from work plEASE

#ooc.

bcnswolo

As of late, the pair found it difficult to remain on the same page. Both were equally as stubborn, which made fights, even silly ones like these, all the more dangerous. Especially if allowed to go unchecked. Eventually, the male braved his wounded pride and entered the bedroom, finding that Rey had fallen asleep, curled up like a cat at the center of the mattress. Sighing to himself, Ben cautiously lowered his body to lay next to her. Watching her.

The dip in the bed made her stir slightly until her shoulder hit along the side of his leg causing her eyes to open. ‘ Ben? ‘ She spoke in a groggy tone before her hands moved to rub at her tired eyes - trying to clear her vision until he came into view. ‘ Hey...--Are you feeling any better from earlier? ‘ Voice was soft, traced with a tiredness as she gave him a small smile of innocence.

#bcnswolo #ic.#au.#modern.

bcnswolo

“I said here—!” Ben shouted, only to be cut off by the sound of a slamming door. Immediately his jaw stretched and tensed as his molars ground together. She liked to complain that he didn’t make things easy, but nor did she. Now he had two choices: to swallow his pride and tap on the door, or allow some of the tensions to fade before approaching her. He settled for the latter, turning on the television and hiking up the volume.

She had expected him to make things right, but there was no chase nor any knock on the door to show that he was remotely interesting in mending the pieces back together. Instead of arguing even more, she laid on the bed and fell asleep - allowing her anger to subside as she rested into a sleep coma knowing she would feel better once she had awoken from her sleep.

#bcnswolo #ic.#au.#modern.

bcnswolo

“Hate? That’s such a STRONG word, I don’t know about ‘my kind’, but I don’t hate it here…” A lie, but one in which Ben sold quite well. At least he thought so. For someone he had once thought as shy and quiet, Rey had such a bite to her. As unnecessary as it was, he did find it interesting. It did not occur to him that the performance was over until he heard the applause from the crowd, he followed suit. “Keep treating me so CRUELLY, sweetheart, I’ll just keep coming back…” It was only when she turned away from him that he grimaced. He only had a few weeks to win the bet, and she was making it extremely difficult. He almost felt like giving up, but something urged him to find his feet and follow her through the exit. “Are you ALLERGIC friendliness?” Ben inquired upon finally catching up to her.

‘ I’m not allergic to anything, but when the most popular guy at our college comes up to you and asks you out on a date - that’s not something that is normal, so excuse me for not playing into your pretty eyes and ridiculous hair. ‘ Standing at the edge of the sidewalk, she waited for her ride home trying to ignore the annoying voice that rang through her ears next to her. Nothing about this whole ordeal was normal, a man who had never even knew that she had existed wanting an intimate evening with her? It was too good to be true, especially with someone like her. ‘ Are you going to stand there all night and expect me to say yes? ‘

#bcnswolo #ic.#au.#modern.#v: artful deceit

strayedsolo

‘ How much I ruined you? There you go again playing the victim it’s such bullshit. You pretend like you did nothing wrong and then when it all comes down to it you throw it back in my face. I can’t go out, I can’t have friends, I can’t look at other women and you know what if you want to leave then leave. I’m not running after you anymore, ‘cos that’s your problem Rey. You’re so used to running away that you don’t even know where you belong. If you weren’t going to leave me now it’d just be about something else so just go ’ in his state of mind Ben doesn’t know half the things that are coming out of his mouth, he just knows that it’ll hurt her and that’s all that he’s going for. The delivery is so passive, so quick that he knows she’s going to mistake it for the truth and goddamn it feels good to move it from his chest. Sighing, he slumps into the kitchen away from the living room in an attempt to make some food.

The tears were on a steady stream down her face, bottom lip trembling trying to hold in the sobs that were wanting to escape from within’ her. Everything he had spoken had broke her completely - believing every word he spoke. Their fights were always ones to get extremely bad and soon, they would make up and be okay - but she couldn’t allow things to be okay. Not after the things he had spoken to her with such malice dripping from his voice like a poison waiting to kill her. Breathing gets heavy as she watches him walk from her and into the kitchen as if it didn’t matter to him if she left. Sobs soon began to move out of her as she covered her mouth, nothing but heartbreak consuming her. Making her way towards the door, she had stumbled slightly on his shoes - the tears in her eyes making her vision blurry. Grabbing onto the handle, she stops and thinks about her decision but everything is telling her to leave - telling her to run away and never look back at the man who had took her heart and ripped it into two right in front of her. The tattoo on her side stinging as it was still fresh, she hated it. She hated that she had something to remind her of him forever. Walking out the door, she slammed it shut and left without a second thought.

#strayedsolo #ic.#au.#modern.

strayedsolo

‘ Not just any naked women, I went to go see Claire ’ the name of his ex-girlfriend falls from his lips with a bitter twang, he hates that woman more than he hates anything else but it was so easy to taunt Rey. Like the idea of the six foot one ex-model being draped all over him just like she had been months before they had gotten together, that’d surely piss her off. A grin forms on his lips, malice over taking his body as she reacts exactly how he’d wanted her to ‘ Turns out they have a policy for giving ex-boyfriends a free lap dance and even after two years it turns out she can still get wet just by looking at me. So now you have something you can actually go cry to your fucking friend about, go and tell her whatever the hell you want. Tell her I fucked her, tell her I had an absolute blast not having to ask you to go and have fun and then while you’re there tell her to go fuck herself because I am over all of this. I’m over you and your tattoo and you constantly stressing me out, I’m over her sticking her nose into our business and I’m over being boring ’

The name of his ex-girlfriends name ringing within’ her ear caused her bottom lip to tremble as the pain within’ her chest grew stronger as she looked at him in disbelief. No words were formed, but the hurt was written all over her face as the tears soon poured out of her eyes and down her cheeks like a stream. Nodding slightly, she slipped the wedding ring off of her finger and placed it on the table next to her. ‘ I’ll be by tomorrow to gather up my things. Don’t call me, don’t text me, don’t do anything. We are done. I’ll talk to my lawyers tomorrow and get divorce papers drawn up - until then, I hope your life isn’t as boring as it was while we were married. Go fuck yourself, Ben. You’ve not only broke me, but broke my heart and I hope you know just how much you’ve ruined me. ‘

#strayedsolo #ic.#au.#modern.

strayedsolo

‘ Yeah I went to the strip club and I loved it ’ Ben laughs as if he’s unaware of the aggravation he’s causing her or rather he’s taking joy in it. He stumbles once more like a newborn animal unable to get it’s balance until finally one shoe comes off and he can finally stand back to his original height. Rey looks more like a blur than anything that’s recognised and it makes it easier to throw comments her way ‘ You go and get a tattoo and I go and get you my own surprise. Women with curves in all the right places giving me all the attention that I want. They were all over me. That’s what you don’t want right? For women to be near me, well guess what - I saw a lot more of them then I payed for and I liked it ’

His words dug into her like a knife, not knowing what to say to it. Every word was hurting her, giving her aches in her chest as he spoke about her insecurities - about other women that he had seen naked. ‘ So are you telling me that you fucked one of them? That you let them rub their naked bodies all over you? Congratulations, Ben. Congrats on drawing out your girlfriends only insecurity - I hope it was fucking worth it. You’re an asshole, you know that? I was going to come here and apologize but now, you don’t deserve one - not at all. ‘ Rey seethed through her teeth as she moved closer to him, trying to keep herself from crying. ‘ I’m glad you had such a great night with naked women. You’re fucking disgusting. ‘

#strayedsolo #ic.#au.#modern.

strayedsolo

Ben takes one last drink from the beer he’d taken out of the holder from inside of Poe’s car, throwing it into the garbage can and lifting his hands in joy when it actually falls in. Smelling like a mixture of beer, weed and horribly cheap perfume, Ben makes his way inside. The darkness of the club and night had hidden the majority of dark lipstick marks scattered over his white shirt, so he sees no real reason to act like he’s ashamed. Not like Ben would be able to see them even if he could - everything at this point was turning into a blur. Some opaque vision that didn’t feel real. It’s not until he stumbles trying to take his shoes off with one hand does he see Rey sitting on the sofa ‘ Look who came back. I guess Hannah wasn’t too good company was she? Or have you came to tell me we’re getting divorced - again. You know you always play that card and you use it against me and pretend like it’s totally fine when it’s not fine ’ the words are barely formed, drawn out like he was trying to italicise them to her.

The door opens with a slight slam against the back wall which caused her attention to go towards it - head turning and seeing him stumbling to get his shoes off, eyes meeting his and soon hearing the words drop from his mouth like poison. ‘ I---- I was waiting for you to come home to apologize because I knew I was being stupid about the entire thing... ‘ Voice was soft and filled with such innocence as she made her way off of the couch and over to where he stood, shooting words like daggers at her. It wasn’t until she neared him that she smelled the sweet perfume as if it were a damn beauty shop. ‘ Hold on. Where did you go? You smell of cheap perfume and I can practically taste the alcohol in the air. Did-- Did you go to a fucking strip club? Are you kidding me right now, Ben? You know how I feel about those places - I just can’t believe you’d do something like this when I didn’t even do anything that fucking bad! ‘

#strayedsolo #ic.#au.#modern.

strayedsolo

Ben takes a look towards the door way as she moves out and then turns back to the television, drinking the rest of his can before crushing it - throwing the scrap tin in the bin. He fucking hates it when they argue, especially when it involves Rey leaving to go get her feelings buttered by her best friend. They’d talk about what a useless piece of shit he was and then she’d come crawling back in a couple of days pretending like she wasn’t the reason that they both argued. Ben’s got every right to leave the house as it is and go over to his friends as well, get drunk and high with the promise of a trip to the strip club. He takes consolidation in knowing that would upset his wife, it’ll be like teaching her a lesson.

Hours and hours past as Hannah tried calming Rey, telling her that she was better off without Ben - but the truth was that, Rey loved him too much to even remotely think about walking away. Arriving back at their house, the lights were dim - she took a guess that he had gone to bed. Parking the car within’ the confinements of the garage, she made her way inside and up to their room where she found an empty bed untouched from this morning. It caused her to frown at the mere look of it all. Making her way back down to the living room, the couch had been neatly tidied and the TV was still on the sports channel. Sitting down upon the soft cushions, she waited for him to arrive back home - thinking over her apology to him.

#strayedsolo #ic.#au.#modern.

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