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everywhere is on fire

#six hour drive to a funeral. headed back home tomorrow #so long as we don’t get trapped by the fire #that would be Unfortunate

I can never let good things happen to me because. In the last week I: got on testosterone (best thing tbats happened to me in years), started being actively gaslit by my fucking university (I wish this was an exaggeration but it’s not), and right now I’m sleeping on a dog bed because I got locked out of my house

#I’m like. very slightly unlucky #just averaging everything out #but its never just average luck its always “getting an endo appointment 3 days in the future” or “my university fucked up my registration ti #me so I didn’t get Any classes I need so now I’m going to need to attend for another semester and also they’re gaslighting me about when my #registration time was”#its a pretty nice dog bed at least #can’t even feel the concrete

I would like to finish university actually pls

#how is it allowed to just. not have any classes available for me to take?#or. there are classes but they are all full. because I got a very late registration date despite the fact that I am one year away from grad #or. I WAS. now I’m a year and a half and thats assuming I get any classes winter and summer.#emailed my advisor and they just told me to take classes that do not contribute to my graduation #hello? your honest suggestion is to pay the university thousands of dollars for classes I Do Not need to take. for what? for fun??#and I emailed the head of the program TWICE and she is GHOSTING ME????? its been like a week since the first email #and a few days since the second. and I have been so so sweet and accommodating and kind and not let ang of the rage show and shes just. shes #not responding ?????#anyways I’m in two fucking classes this semester so I’m getting a second job so I don’t go mad with boredm #whiny guy hour.#< more accurately Seething Guy Hour.

Nothing in the world more embarrassing than needing to clock out from work early because binder pain . Are you kiddinggg

#yeah this thing I choose to do and thousands of people do easily for hours on end causes me catastrophic pain. no I can’t stop doing it.#I learned that my limit is “not able to breathe” wrt binding pain #fml #whiny guy hour.#I want to do drugs really really badly but ! its sober month.#so perhaps I will find alcohol.#you can still drink during sober month. becasue its grinkstyle sober.#thats how it works

good types of interaction at work:

Gendered correctly by a stranger

Successful joke

Helping a patron so so well

Successful compliment

Epic language barrier navigation win

bad types of interaction at work:

Politely chatting with a Regular who is attracted to you and making it your problem

When your coworker says something and it becomes clear that they think you’re a drug addict

Failed joke

Thinking you helped a patron so so well and then you end the conversation and realize you were just possessed by the devil and that every piece of information you gave them is false and the patron has already left the building and its TOO LATE!!!!!

Random fucking baby wants you to pick them up

#day 11 of tolerance break I’m losing my mind.

I don’t want to be annoying VS you are a doctors office PLEASE pick up my call

#whiny guy hour.#I’ve decided on one call every five minutes.#but I have been at this for an hour.#I hope nobody in the waiting room is going insane because of me