PEY: Yeah, that's true and I'm happy, too. Like, I'm happy that we hooked up that one night back in October. Yeah....I felt kinda lost without him talking to me.
PEY: Ugh, she did not learn that from me. Me no longer having a boyfriend because she's going to have him wrapped around her little finger, so want to be my wedding date since your daughter is going to steal mine? Like I'm not even mad about it, I've accepted that I had a wonderful month with the guy I love and my niece is going to steal him from me. Yeah I know. 😍😍😍 Hopefully this one isnt cut short like last week was but I get it, he had to get all sweaty by beating up a boxing bag, shirtless with Dare. Its cool.
PEY: True, we had Finn marry us in your backyard and we had a mud pie for our wedding cake. That's also true, Samuel needs to ask you for your permission. Same goes for you too, Riles. 😘😘😘😘
PEY: I don't know how I wouldve survived seeing a body without your help, Riles. Hell, Samuel scared me shitless when that went down. I like him for me, too. He does and I, I'm really grateful for him.
PEY: Tequila has good & bad perks and I'm here for both.
PEY: Worse how? Like sex?
PEY: How is sex, never mind. I answered my own question.
PEY: Did you just com-[ DELETED]
PEY:....Riles, who did you have sex with, that was amazing?
RILES: You felt lost? That's cute, Pey. You know I love, love. But after the year you've had and the you-know-who thing... which by the way don't think I didn't notice you two talked... I just want to make sure you're not falling into deep too fast. You know what they say about the flames that burn the brightest burn out the quickest. There's nothing wrong with a slow burn and going slow.
RILES: If you don't think I'm going to be tour wedding date either way, you're wrong. I can't imagine going to Jackie's wedding with anyone else. But I'm sure that Smlex is going to at least let you have visitations with Samuel eventually. I'm still sad that your last date night was cut short. I know the Serpents have a lot going on and when their leader calls they gotta go but boxing hardly seems like a need to leave a date early situation. Hopefully Darius will give him the night off this time.
RILES: It was truly a beautiful wedding. Finn cried. Mom made mac n cheese for our reception and our wedding rings were daisy chains. Samuel is lucky that I love you so much that I let him have you and I didn't even put him through half the ordeal you put Cap through 😉
RILES: You can handle anything Pey. You are one of the strongest people I have ever known. You go through Hell and back and never stop fighting. I admire you so much for that. I hope you and Samuel are always there for each other, ready to share each other's burdens and struggles. Hopefully he talks to you and leans on you when he needs it. And vice versa.
RILES: You're not wrong. I'm not complaining or blaming the tequila but thank God we aren't doing that ever weekend like we used to do back in LA.
RILES: Yes. Probably. Sex would have been probably the worse.
RILES: Okay. So here's the thing. I went a very long time without sex. A year at least. A year without an actual orgasm because between Cap, moving back to Riverdale, work and having a toddler, even if I had a couple of free minutes or hours sleep or showering won that battle.
RILES: And then there was Rory. Sleeping with Rory. Falling into Rory again. Sleeping with Rory and all the things I felt for him once amplified everything. And it was like waking a dragon... like a super hungry and powerful sex dragon... that burned everything up.
RILES: but I don't know how to feel about the more complicated parts of things with Rory. I loved the little bubble we made, almost like we were falling into place of being a tiny family. But I don't know if that's a good thing for our girls or for us.
RILES: Logically and maturely I know I have to talk to him. I have to figure out where things are going or more likely ending. Which I hate because we were good at being friends and now I don't know. He's full of so many secrets and surprises, but not good surprises. He deserves someone who can handle surprises and complicated. Which I could do but as his friend where there is a safe distance for the tiny life I made who is my entire world. It would be selfish and unfair to Grace to hold on to him knowing we can't be more than friends who slept together.
RILES: But anyway. I rambled and went off point. My original point was, sex is good. I missed sex like someone would miss cheesecake when they've been on a diet for too long. And there is a mindblowing, toe curling, back arching, make you believe in God, multiple orgasmic piece of cheesecake in Riverdale again.
RILES: and my adult responsibility is telling me no but then my whole body that remembers what it was like to have him between my legs or behind me is begging for a cheat day to have cheesecake. Like I know there would be no expectations or confusing complicated feelings. No secrets or insecurities because he isn't telling me things or hurt feelings because he's calling someone else his number one girl.
RILES: I mean, you've met Austin. You know how he is and how upfront he is about what he wants and what he's going to give. I doubt he'd ever want to meet Smlexi or date. I wouldn't have to worry about confusing her or our friends. Or setting up movie dates or hangouts between shifts. Worrying if I'm going to get a call or hear secondhand again at the hospital about him being hurt for the millionth time. No Ghoulie or Serpent vendettas endangering my kid.
RILES: It's simple. Austin is simple in terms of sex is just sex. Really, really good sex. Like if he charged for sex, he'd be richer than Elon Musk or that Amazon guy or if sex was like an Olympic sport, he'd hold all the records and all the gold metals because holy wow. And it's hard not to want it again.
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