Chaos

Getting back here every couple of years lol

[rinispartofmyname]

Una volta ogni tanto torno qui. Giusto per ricordare. Peccato l’aver cancellato la maggior parte delle chat anni fa. Me ne pento ahah sono curioso di rivedere di cosa e con chi parlavo.

[rinispartofmyname]

Semplicemente non sono pronta a lasciare questa vita dopo la maturità. Non ho paura, è che non voglio lasciare questo nido infinito di problemi, di sorrisi, di soluzioni, di amori, di odi e di vita che è la giovinezza.

Com’è andata a finire?

[rinispartofmyname]

I thought i would never regret anything... or be nostalgic... but here i am. A couple of glasses of beer and some old pictures. That’s it. This is all that was needed to make me feel this way. Unfortunately i can’t go back... and also now it’s impossible to go back to the old relationships. The more time passes and the more you understand when those older than you where talking about these kind of things.... in movies, books, reality... wherever. Seems that the alcohol just got out of me what there was already. I’m kind of sad at the moment. With those feeling. A room of emptiness would be perfect. Embraced by darkness.

[rinispartofmyname]

We see ourselves for what we are in relationship with others.

[rinispartofmyname]

Hope somebody will listen

[rinispartofmyname]

Hmmmmmmmmmmm 2 anni dopo

[rinispartofmyname]

So my newest "thing" is that to really live fully you must have a still mind. Such a mind cannot be forced, disciplined...like this will only limit it. It has to have that understanding of itself in order for all activity to cease. Like this there will be no doll like character but a being free from chains.

[rinispartofmyname]

So much greed...so much distress...so much pain. So much...and we are keeping it with ourselves. Trying to get rid of with will keep you stuck to it. Even by knowing so...it's still different from understanding. Trying and trying...maybe wanting it too much.

[rinispartofmyname]

Always running in circle. Seing but at the same time not seing. Wanting to let go but deeply still holding. We live in such a powerful illusion...convincing and still convincing ourselves that through struggle we will become something. We are getting more and more far away from us...and we are also calling this process growth. How can something unchangeble be changed? Those are some words of sadness...all this meaningless struggle...how did it all started? So blided to what we are doing...

[rinispartofmyname]

Evita aspettative. Sei nel presente, hai gia tutto.

[criwes]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Be patient when things are not going right. Accept that what is yours will come to you in the right way at just the right moment.

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[octobers16th]

[spoonofconsciousness]

“People spend their whole lives trying to find themselves instead of just being themselves.”

—

[rinispartofmyname]

After the meditation/visualization get up and act as the thing you were imagining has already happened, if not, you will fall back again.

[rinispartofmyname]

Imagine and feel the things that will happen in the future as if they are happening now!

[rinispartofmyname]

Gratitudine per quello che desideri come se lo avessi gia.