Lethe the mailwoman

Ran by someone you probably forgot or haven't recognized yet

[riversoflethe]

Hello :D

for anyone wondering I am her

If you want a actual more in depth explanation of what happened to me here ya go

but uhhh slightly proper intro:

My name is momo (well sort of it’s a placeholder for a chosen name I haven’t figured out for myself yet) but more people may know me as author rimoman, if you couldn’t already tell in the author of rimoman, I’m also the author behind bakon_surviver and fallen_surviver and lego_jaclk (albeit he hasn’t been introduced yet)

I’m using this acc because I don’t have access to the devices that DO have my actual tumblr acc due my parents stealing my phone and laptop and sending it away

and also because my dad deleted TikTok on his phone so I’m using the tumblr acc I made in my mom’s phone and I might not be as online like I normally do because of that

I’m trans (mtf) :D

and my pronouns are: she/her

I’m also an artist so uh yeah

also uhm I’m not gonna use this acc for bakon or rimo related stuff at the moment, they will show up every now and then but I only plan to return back to the man myth stuff when I get my stuff back and get access to my tumblr acc so consider my other projects I’ve worked on delayed rather than canceled

this account is just me making a whole new story though that I will make a proper introduction for it’s own page but this blog is mainly its own thing with the mc of it mainly being Lethe herself but the focus is also tied to “the boss”

First time using these but here is some Userboxes ig (I dunno if I’m even using them correctly)

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I sometimes wonder what some energy drinks taste like so I’m gonna guess them

Monster - my dad apparently once tried it and said it tastes like sprite, this however was said to me by my mom so whether he actually have dranked it or not is unknown. I think it’ll taste sweet like a piece of candy or taste like sulfuric acid

Gatorade - I’ve seen people drink it and i remembered my middle school was once sponsored by them at some point (I’m not gonna further elaborate) I think it’ll taste like if people put lemon juice and sugar into a drink with koolaid in it

Gfuel - I actually have no idea what gfuel i, ion even know if it’s just powder or an actual energy drink but if it is an energy drink or not I think it would taste like the word artificial

prime - the sour taste of death incarnated as one

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Oh yippeee it’s pride month :D

I didn’t even realized June just started until just now

Also random piano fall of bad news I am no UNABLE to play Minecraft anymore on my Xbox 360 in fact I can’t even play any of them that I had in disc form because I lost all the boxes that had them somehow and my Xbox 360 refuses to acknowledge Skyrim as a legitimate game and doesn’t even recognize it

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I forgot to mention I got a new console thingy(?) that plays old games I played a bit of Pokémon on there and there was this odd varient of it too I only remembered it cause professor oak was wtf and was named elk or something oh and also because team rocket was literally everywhere even in my backyard

I literally encountered Jessie and LOST 😭

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Oh yippeee it’s pride month :D

I didn’t even realized June just started until just now

Also random piano fall of bad news I am no UNABLE to play Minecraft anymore on my Xbox 360 in fact I can’t even play any of them that I had in disc form because I lost all the boxes that had them somehow and my Xbox 360 refuses to acknowledge Skyrim as a legitimate game and doesn’t even recognize it

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what a liar

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Im gonna do the poll thing i once mentioned

Of course though there is the possibility I get my phone back which means I’ll probably abandon this acc (and potentially deactivate it since I don’t want to risk my parents finding this acc and accidentally outing myself AGAIN) and instead do Lethe’s story on my main and of course it’d also mean I’d get discord :D

What form should I make Lethe’s story in

writing like I usually do with my characters

a comic

Art and writing (not really comic but it’s similar to a picture book in a way)

an animated indie show (I’d lowk MIGHT be cooked if I do this)

Voting ended onMay 20

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fanart for @rosedawolf @circusfreakster @my-ocs-by-me that I promised a while ago (sorry it looks a little yellow than it’s supposed to I was too lazy to download it off of procreate) also slight apologies for not posting this on my main but I simply can’t do that at the moment and this is the best I could do

Also sorry for making ace the only one that isn’t full body I again got too lazy T-T

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explanation of what happened to me while I was gone (yes this counts as a vent so I might not sugarcoat some really sensitive topics) TW: SH, ATTEMPTS(somewhat mentioned but I’m not gonna specify this part if you don’t understand)

[part1] now obviously I’ve been gone for like 3 or more months off my main acc when I was more active and this specifically is kinda of an apology for being gone for so long and also a huge recap AND vent of what happened because it still pisses me off,

so back when I was working on a school project we had the option to choose what topic we could choose the thing is however it has to be a problem that is still relevant to this day and why we chose it as well, so I chose transphobia mostly because it’s the first thing that came to mind but also because I’m transfem. I literally underestimated how long it would take for me to find one source that is helpful and while trying to find another source my dad came home because it was late and it was like 1 AM or 2AM he asked me why I was awake and I told him I was finding a source for a research paper project I was working on and he said he’d help but when i told him the topic he got mad (because he is f###ing transphobic 🥀) and then he forced me to go sleep

When I woke up the next day it was too late to go to school because apparently my dad “wanted to talk with me” about the project, it was him being mad about the fact the topic was about transphobia but also because they literally opened up my school iPad, put in the password for it (even though they shouldn’t even know it) and saw that I mentioned being transfem ON THE PART WHERE I WAS PUTTING MY REASONS FOR THE TOPIC which y’know felt like a complete invasion of my privacy especially since I didn’t even allow them to just do that and there was no valid reason to just go on my iPad like that. He then proceeded to confront me about that part and genuinely tried to force me to change it which I couldn’t cause the final day to get a topic already passed and I would need the teacher’s permission for that but they still forced me to do it anyway so I emailed the teacher, told him what happened and made a slight mistake of referencing my attempt I did when my mom caught me wearing her clothes (ik crazy reaction but my parents were the last people I wanted to know about it, tbh I only wore her clothes cause I was questioning at the time and the same day of my attempt I came out as transfem but obviously not to my parents) and a few days later some person came to the front door said something about lgbtqia + awareness or something along those lines and my dad got mad and confronted me about it and a day later a police officer came for a wellness check (but my dad intervene and made them leave although I think they were supposed to talk to me and not just him only and then leave) later on some where in November my cousins dropped by and for some reason when they were leaving my parents thought it would be a good idea to send me with them to Canada against my will and of course I couldn’t bring the laptop with me for some reason, while I was there I kinda lowk found out some of my cousins were lowk evil (one was transphobic but I don’t think he knew I was trans and the other person said slurs he literally couldn’t reclaim) at least the other 2 are cool (one of them was genuinely supportive and the other doesn’t even use slurs she is a really good artist too :D) and then there’s the baby who literally didn’t do anything wrong lowk. A good majority of the time though my time in Canada wasn’t the best while there was some things I enjoyed like using a apple pen for the first time or just listening to femtynal on the tv repetitively there was also my cousin who kept transvestigating me (I think I used the term correctly) after I mentioned him what happened while leaving out the details of me being transfem. The only cousin that did know and had the full details was the supportive one, mind you also the days I was supposed to be gone was 10 DAYS, I was gone for 4 weeks (according to my counselor, I actually forgot what the actual days I was gone for was but it was January when I returned to school) and by the time I returned practically an ENTIRE MONTH PASSED, when it hit the 11tg day I genuinely started to crash out and for once in a long time actually started to swear rather than just repressing myself from doing it. Eventually though when I returned home I expected my laptop to be there but nope it was gone, the entire time while I was gone and waiting to return home so I can talk to my friends and also return to work on some unfinished stuff I was working on with some people my parents “supposedly” saw my laptop’s charger spark and sent it to a workshop just for the people there to take it and run away with it because of ice being in the town they were In. When I came back and saw both the charger and laptop gone to say I was pissed off was lowk an understatement because I literally made them promise to me not to touch it and yet they took it. So I locked myself in my room pissed off, may have done self harm with a staple cause I genuinely cannot find the will to kill myself like I attempted to last time and it’s not like I’m gonna beat the hell out of them because even if I did attempt to there’s people in the house

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[part 2] and besides my dad is stronger than me so id get folded like an omelet. While I was lowk just lying there in my room my DAD OPENS THE DOOR I LOCKED and I obviously tell him to leave because I’m severely pissed off and I clearly don’t want to talk to anyone but he kept trying to talk and keep saying about some “go talk to the guests we have in the house” so I leave and lock myself in the basement because I want to be left alone and the guests decide to bother me and got my dad to unlock the basement so I had to manually hold on to the handle to prevent them from entering and eventually they left and I could peacefully lock the door.

A couple of months after this incident (I think in February I could be wrong though) I found out my dad had TikTok and didn’t knew about it and I decided to use it and was able to talk to some people I knew and later on while I was using TikTok I saw a TikTok about lgbtqia + people and my dad got pissed and me and him had an argument and later on I find out he deleted TikTok and uh yeah that’s everything so far

I hate my life lowk but I doubt anyone has read far enough to reach this part nor do I think anyone cares atp so ig I’m just free to say it

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explanation of what happened to me while I was gone (yes this counts as a vent so I might not sugarcoat some really sensitive topics) TW: SH, ATTEMPTS(somewhat mentioned but I’m not gonna specify this part if you don’t understand)

[part1] now obviously I’ve been gone for like 3 or more months off my main acc when I was more active and this specifically is kinda of an apology for being gone for so long and also a huge recap AND vent of what happened because it still pisses me off,

so back when I was working on a school project we had the option to choose what topic we could choose the thing is however it has to be a problem that is still relevant to this day and why we chose it as well, so I chose transphobia mostly because it’s the first thing that came to mind but also because I’m transfem. I literally underestimated how long it would take for me to find one source that is helpful and while trying to find another source my dad came home because it was late and it was like 1 AM or 2AM he asked me why I was awake and I told him I was finding a source for a research paper project I was working on and he said he’d help but when i told him the topic he got mad (because he is f###ing transphobic 🥀) and then he forced me to go sleep

When I woke up the next day it was too late to go to school because apparently my dad “wanted to talk with me” about the project, it was him being mad about the fact the topic was about transphobia but also because they literally opened up my school iPad, put in the password for it (even though they shouldn’t even know it) and saw that I mentioned being transfem ON THE PART WHERE I WAS PUTTING MY REASONS FOR THE TOPIC which y’know felt like a complete invasion of my privacy especially since I didn’t even allow them to just do that and there was no valid reason to just go on my iPad like that. He then proceeded to confront me about that part and genuinely tried to force me to change it which I couldn’t cause the final day to get a topic already passed and I would need the teacher’s permission for that but they still forced me to do it anyway so I emailed the teacher, told him what happened and made a slight mistake of referencing my attempt I did when my mom caught me wearing her clothes (ik crazy reaction but my parents were the last people I wanted to know about it, tbh I only wore her clothes cause I was questioning at the time and the same day of my attempt I came out as transfem but obviously not to my parents) and a few days later some person came to the front door said something about lgbtqia + awareness or something along those lines and my dad got mad and confronted me about it and a day later a police officer came for a wellness check (but my dad intervene and made them leave although I think they were supposed to talk to me and not just him only and then leave) later on some where in November my cousins dropped by and for some reason when they were leaving my parents thought it would be a good idea to send me with them to Canada against my will and of course I couldn’t bring the laptop with me for some reason, while I was there I kinda lowk found out some of my cousins were lowk evil (one was transphobic but I don’t think he knew I was trans and the other person said slurs he literally couldn’t reclaim) at least the other 2 are cool (one of them was genuinely supportive and the other doesn’t even use slurs she is a really good artist too :D) and then there’s the baby who literally didn’t do anything wrong lowk. A good majority of the time though my time in Canada wasn’t the best while there was some things I enjoyed like using a apple pen for the first time or just listening to femtynal on the tv repetitively there was also my cousin who kept transvestigating me (I think I used the term correctly) after I mentioned him what happened while leaving out the details of me being transfem. The only cousin that did know and had the full details was the supportive one, mind you also the days I was supposed to be gone was 10 DAYS, I was gone for 4 weeks (according to my counselor, I actually forgot what the actual days I was gone for was but it was January when I returned to school) and by the time I returned practically an ENTIRE MONTH PASSED, when it hit the 11tg day I genuinely started to crash out and for once in a long time actually started to swear rather than just repressing myself from doing it. Eventually though when I returned home I expected my laptop to be there but nope it was gone, the entire time while I was gone and waiting to return home so I can talk to my friends and also return to work on some unfinished stuff I was working on with some people my parents “supposedly” saw my laptop’s charger spark and sent it to a workshop just for the people there to take it and run away with it because of ice being in the town they were In. When I came back and saw both the charger and laptop gone to say I was pissed off was lowk an understatement because I literally made them promise to me not to touch it and yet they took it. So I locked myself in my room pissed off, may have done self harm with a staple cause I genuinely cannot find the will to kill myself like I attempted to last time and it’s not like I’m gonna beat the hell out of them because even if I did attempt to there’s people in the house

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I maybe f###ed

My mom some how found one of the fem clothes I secretly kept somewhere, the other one I kept there is still there tho so there’s that, and uhh I don’t know where it even is now so I’m kinda scared

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It happened again

WHY THE HELL DO THEY LOVE INVADING MY PRIVACY IM GENUINELY GONNA CRASH OUT I SWEAR

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Why did Jesse from hit game Minecraft story mode say that

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there’s a small chance I might get discord but sliigghhtttt plot twist it’s not on my mom’s phone but on my school ipad

Apparently there’s a way to bypass the dns thingy idk and that’s how some of my classmates do stuff only one of them said that to me and I saw someone else receiving discord notifications on their own iPad so I assume it’s true

might do it tho as a last resort if I am unable to get my devices back/ get new ones

I sure do hope though that discord doesn’t have some Face ID thingy I heard Roblox had where it ends up disabling important features if underaged and I ESPECIALLY hope it’s not mandatory aside if it does exist but doesn’t disable anything if it’s both possible cases I’m gonna cry in despair T-T

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I’m like in the middle of watching ReGect part 8

This arg lowk might be one of my favorites totally not because it feels like something I’d dream up or create

Ts is peak

also on an unrelated note I just found out how to make pins and plushies (albeit I don’t have enough materials nor known skills to make a plushie) and I’ve been trying to figure out what I should make as a pin/plushie

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some art I’ve made while I was bored

The art here was made specifically for Pinterest more specifically they’re someone’s Roblox ocs I drew

and here’s the rest ig

Lowk funny how the only character there that belongs to me actually has the most basic background there

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Happy prob late birthday Avery :D

-author Rimo (don’t ask why I’m anon rn it’s a semi long story)

THANK YOU RIMO!!!!

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Since I have the free time now to say it, the reason I was anon was cause I’m not using my current tumblr acc and I was waiting for the opportunity to change my pfp to the one I created in procreate

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random fun fact

aside from “the boss” being originally planned to be its own myth and myth hunter entity before the whole thing that happened to me and Roblox in general making the whole Face ID to chat thing but then those two happened and I think there’s a genuine chance I might just MIGHT no longer even play Roblox anymore since the removal of classic clothing, so I made “the boss” and all of the lore stuff related to it its own separate thing I still don’t know what and might make a poll on that

oh and there were like two other non-Roblox game ideas I had or something like that but two or one of them is literally a gacha game just rather than gambling for a character it’s just cosmetics and such

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that one friend that lowk went missing

it’s me I’m that friend